MC

subhanallah... rupa2nya rumah yg azi selalu pergi utk program di bwh anjuran ISMA adalah milik ust halim jua... baru mlm ni discover yg ustzh fariza tu wife ust halim... huhu.. :( alhamdulillah, masyarakat Islam di Seremban ni ada org seperti ustzh fariza dan ust... sanggup membeli rumah [2 buah double storey] utk semata2 dijadikan tempat utk muslims di sini melakukan apa2 aktiviti... daurah, qiam etc... moga akan ada ramai lg muslims spt ust dan ustzh... (",)

~lampiran:-

.......Dan apa saja harta yang baik yang kamu nafkahkan (di jalan allah), maka pahalanya itu untuk kamu sendiri. Dan janganlah kamu membelanjakan sesuatu melainkan karena mencari keridhaan Allah. Dan apa saja harta yang baik yang kamu nafkahkan, niscaya kamu akan diberi pahalanya dengan cukup sedang kamu sedikitpun tidak akan dianiaya (dirugikan).

[al-baqarah:272]~

ermmm.... i wont be surprise, klu nnt azi find out org yg azi selalu jumpa jgk, isteri dr Zain.. ahaha.. ntahla.. x 'berkenalan' lg dgn wife dr zain wpun students IMU slalu jer mention namanya.. tp azi mmg rs, azi dah jumpa and dah kenal sbnrnya... cuma kenal sbg dirinya sdri... bukan sbg wife Dr... ntahla... mana satu xtau la... :p

well, i'm back to uni/hosp after one day MC... again, i mention MC! cuti sakit! aha.. i think last time i had MC when i was in STANDARD 5... tu pun sbb kne chicken pox... n xde la cuti 1 week coz time tuh dah dkt2 ngan cuti sekolah... so 2 ari jer x gi sekolah, klu x salah la... ermm.. imagine la dah brp lama x 'sakit'kan diri sdri... ehehehe... bukan x sakit, cuma x cuti sakit jer... still pg kelas if demam ke ape... even kat KYS dulu, ade ke azi MC??? ermm...pk kejap... pnah la demam teruk tapi MC...????

klu bleh mmg xnk MC... but then, rasa x larat sgt semalam utk bangun n bersiap ke hospital.. ended up i went with farah to klinik kesihatan Seremban for MC n jgk for some medications... ermm... bukan cam kat BJ dulu, kelas 2 jam jer so bleh tahan la... rehat kat umah pagi tu and petang gi lecture... or if in worse situation pun, ada PBL or CSU, still bleh tahan, coz 1-2 hours class jer... habis, balik umah rehat coz rumah x smp 10 mins jalan kaki pun... but now, in seremban, from 8 t0 4, i have to be in hospital and university... n klu rasa x larat. xde tempat nk rest... rumah dah la about 5-6km jauh nya... n surau currently under renovation... so, mmg xde tempat rest... that's why, i decided to juz stay at home... :) [plus smlm my group ada CP at 430! mane azi larat nk tggu smp kul 6!!! huhuhu]

tp alhamdulillah... now, i feel better.. :) syukur pada ALLAH SWT.... klu bleh, mmg nk cepat2 baik, sbb sakit, xleh nk concentrate study.... next week exam!!!!!!!!!!

k..sign out! assalamualaikum wbt... moga ana wa antum sentiasa sihat2 selalu hendaknya... ('0')

i'm sick!

as expected, i'm having fever rite now... it all started after i came back from the camp... of coz la, after blk from hutan rekreasi tu, i felt generalised fatigue... had about 2+hour of sleep to pay back my sleepless nite... ahaqs... but then, i gagahkan diri jgk ke rumah ustazah Fariza, for Daurah... n tajuknya; Ini Sejarah Kita (ISK) ~finally! after bbrp kali x dpt attend program yg bwk tajuk nih kat sekitar KL, selangor b4 this... :) i was excited to finally get to know kak hidayah and kak suria... nama2 yg Kak Ummi bisa mention b4 this... they are Aussie graduates... ~ and malam tu, while the program was going on, i realised that i started to have muscle aches at both of my upper limbs... hohoho..

and balik rumah mlm tu, tido... n tomorrow morning, i woke up.... i have muscle aches all over my body.. on in medic term we called it; myalgia... but normal la kan, bg sume org to have muscle ache after such a tiring camp, exercises, or ape2 la yg we are not used to it... but, i also noticed, my throat cam dry jer... huhuhu.. and i knew, it meant sumthing to me!

and later in the evening, my body started to feel warm.... and i knew, i'll be like this for at least a few days... demam kura2 org kampung panggil... kejap ok temperature badan kejap bleh jadi panas...

and monday morning, i started to have flu... dah la hari pun hujan aje kan.... lagi la memburukkan keadaan diriku ini... huhuhu.. tp hujan x salah... hahaha... lgpun, hujan tuh rahmat dari ALLAH SWT... :) and in the afternoon, i got cough... aha... now, my sickness is complete! ngan sakit badan x ilang2 lagi, n demam lak....

so tadi balik dr hospital, singgahla Guardian utk beli panadol and strepsils... smlm i digged all my bags utk cari panadol, tp xde...jumpa satu jer... coz biasanya i keep a few stacks of panadols sbb i know, klu i'm having fever, mmg lasted for days... n usually plg kurang, i would have 1 papan stgh panadol tu... dlm 14-16 bijik panadol la lbh krg... which i yg mmg malas nk mkn ubat n everytime makan pun, amik satu jer... so juz imagine how long i would have my fever normally.. ermm..rasa2nya, panadol yg ada, dah kene curik skali ngan my hand bag yg kene ragut baru2 ni...hohohoho... [apalah peragut2 tuh dah buat ngan panadols tuh..???]

ermmm....n skrg gak, wpun demam, i think my appetite sggh bagus... rasa cam nk makan sume bende jer... ahaqs.. maybe sbb tgh tuh kot... (",) so bagusla.... xdela sakit=xde selera, which akan lmbtkan lg proses recovery....

hhmm... sakit itu nikmat! :) ya Allah, moga dgn sakit ini, akan gugurlah dosa2 kecil ku selama nih... ameen!!!!

ermm..dan sabarlah menghadapi sakit.... kerana insyaAllah, Allah akan menyembuhkan penyakit drp kita... :) spt dlm surah 26; Asy Syuraa', ayat 80..

75. Ibrahim berkata: "Maka apakah kamu telah memperhatikan apa yang selalu kamu sembah,
76. kamu dan nenek moyang kamu yang dahulu?,
77. karena sesungguhnya apa yang kamu sembah itu adalah musuhku, kecuali Tuhan Semesta Alam,
78. (yaitu Tuhan) Yang telah menciptakan aku, maka Dialah yang menunjuki aku,
79. dan Tuhanku, Yang Dia memberi makan dan minum kepadaku,
80. dan apabila aku sakit, Dialah Yang menyembuhkan aku,
81. dan Yang akan mematikan aku, kemudian akan menghidupkan aku (kembali),
82. dan Yang amat kuinginkan akan mengampuni kesalahanku pada hari kiamat."

# kisah nabi Ibrahim as dgn kaumnya.. [ asy Syuraa' 75-82] ;0) #

sleepless camp! :)

alhamdulillah.... i managed to complete my 24-hour first aid and emergency training rescue camp! it was held at Hutan Rekreasi Seremban on the 7th-8th Dec 2007... as u can read from the title, it is true that i had a sleepless night during this camp... yup, i had a nap, but it was less than half an hour.. huhuhu

but i am happy bcoz i joined this camp... seriously, i learned a lot from this camp... useful stuff i must say... from fire-fighting training, first aid, primary and secondary survey, CPR to knot tying workshop... and we had fun too with activities that they offer us.. like FLYING FOX! it was my first time ever to try it.... i was satisfied coz at last i get to fly on air!!!! ahaks...

thanx to all the facilitators who have shared their knowledge and experiences with us... and million thanks to ERSM (emergency rescue services Malaysia) who had given us this oppurtunity and gave a 100% FREE training!!! tenkiu and tenkiu...

well, i wont touch on activities that we had, coz i knew farah had given full details of it at her blog.... so juz feel free to visit her blog to read bout it...the entry title is 1st aid & emergency rescue training camp ....

but, i'll tell u wut i like and dislike bout this camp... yup, things i like, which i had said earlier, this is one of the camp that i wont forget as it gave me precious knowledge that i wont be able to learn in university... this was only 24-hour camp... i couldnt imagine if it is 3 days two nights camp... how much more knowledge i'll gain??? must be more interesting! (",) and we also had great and kind-hearted facilitators... [they were not at all being strict towards us.. imagine, we finished our night activities at 2 sumthing, then we were supposed to gather again at 3.30 am... but, as my frens n i went to the camp centre at 330am, not everybody was there, n while waiting, almost all of us fell asleep... and at 4am, i realised the doctors/facilitators were starting to walk in front of us..maybe a sign that the next session will start.. but they dont dare to wake us up.... until Dr Maha asked me" why u all sleep here, not in chalet???" and i answered him,"they said that there is sumthing at 4...??? that's why we all wait here.." then he replied me, "so, go and call ur other frens..and go to the carpark later"... ermm... i'm sure, if nobody at the camp centre, the activity will only start later at 7 in the morning, bcoz they didnt want to give command to us, as i believe, they afraid that we might think that they are torturing us]

and the thing i dislike, which i must stress here, MY OWN VIEW!!! was the 'unnecessary' joined activity between female and male...~there was nothing wrong with that activity actually, but it is a problem to me when it involved me and other muslims~ it is not only in this camp, but also in any activities organised by non-muslim or if the participants are mostly non-muslim... and as minority, i dunno how i can speak up my mind... :( there's only a little thing that i can do for now... :'<

of course, i'm not saying that i'm a conservative thinker... that we cant mix around with non-muslim or wut-so-eva.... NO! mixing around with them is a good thing and things that we MUST DO!!! it is part of da'wah... besides, we can learn soo many things from them... wut i mean here is that i juz want activities that follow the islamic law... that's all..

huhu..well i wonder, we say that Malaysia is an ISLAMIC country... but how true is that statement???? if we are really an islamic country, i believe that even though some activities are organised by non-muslim organisations or companies owned by non-muslim, they may automatically know what a muslim can do or cant do... because they will understand and respect the islamic laws if the country really inforce it..!!! but sadly, i must admit that nowadays in Malaysia, from my observation, even though some activities or companies organized/owned by Muslims, they themselves do not apply islamic rules... huhuhuhu.... that is why, how can a non-muslim understand our law if the muslim himself, does not understand and apply it in his daily life??? for example: in Islamic laws, the non-related female and male cannot touch each other, but now, there are soo many so-called-muslims that do not stick to this law...and the non-muslims will think that in Islam, it is okay for us to mix around.... that's why they never think of this whenever they organised activities for muslims...

so now, the question is, how can we make sure that everybody follow, understand and respect Islamic law??? remember during Prophet Muhammad SAW time...??? in Madinah after the hijrah and also in Makkah after Fathu Makkah.. how all the Muslims and other religions like Yahudi, Nasrani can live peacefully in Islamic Countries??? this was bcoz they follow islamic rules... why cant we make that situation to happen again in this era??? hmmm... well, think about it!

to my non-muslim frens, it does not mean, by applying true islamic law in this country, it will only favour muslims... NO! but it will ensure us to live together in a peaceful place... and Islam never force non-muslim to be a muslim too... so, no harm... :) [this stated in Quran, in chapter 2(al-baqarah), verse 256]


appendix:-

Let there be no compulsion in religion: Truth stands out clear from Error: whoever rejects evil and believes in Allah hath grasped the most trustworthy hand-hold, that never breaks. And Allah heareth and knoweth all things.

[2:256]

Selamat pengantin baru!

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alhamdulillah... akhirnya... ada juga CRACKERZ yang mengakhiri zaman bujangnya.. :) tahniah kepada sahabatku ayu, or nama penuhnya Nurul Fathim Ridayu bt Ramli or lebih dikenali dgn nama fadem kat KYS dulu; :p, yg telah sah menjadi isteri kepada pasangan hidupnya; Ahmad Mu'az b Mohd Nawawi pada pukul 1 ptg tadi... (mengikut aturacara yg telah di plan spt yg tercatat di dlm kad jemputan.. waktu sebenar, allahu'alam.. :0)

moga bahagia bersama dgn suami tersayang dan moga makin bersemangat dalam meneruskan perjuangan di jalan ALLAH SWT ini dgn sokongan moral dan dorongan dari suami sendiri... insyaALLAH.. moga daripada pernikahan ini, akan melahirkan lebih ramai generasi anak2 Islam yg soleh dan solehah... ameen... :)

dan harapnya juga, majlis akad tadi berjalan lancar...dan begitu jg dgn reception nyer nnt yg dgr kabarnya akan dibuat somewhere in February... (",)

moga awak dan pasangan akan sentiasa diberkati ALLAH...

okay, kali ni ana attach kan ayat2 drp Al-Quran dlm English plak ye... (^.^)

"And among His Signs is this, that He created for you mates from among yourselves, that you may dwell in tranquillity with them, and He has put love and mercy between your (hearts): verily in that are Signs for those who reflect."

[Ar-Ruum:21]

p/s: baru blk drp Rescue Camp nih... x tido mlm td n i need sleep now!!!! :) insyaAllah i'll tell my experience during the camp later... :>

adik-adik solehah

rindu adik2 dari rumah Solehah!!! ermm... bila la nak visit diorg lagi.. last pergi, masa bulan Ramadhan... sabtu 6th october 2007.... that was my only visit to Rumah Solehah ever since i'm in Seremban... huhuhu... skrg ni susah nak cari free time... ermm..lgpun, now I'm in seremban, bila nk ke KL, i have to think twice jgk.... mmg susah to find a very very free saturday.. :( meaning xyah gi hospital or prepare for next week's CP or pe2....

sekarang ni cuti sekolah...so mestila adik2 nih free... ermmm... terfikir2..apa lah aktiviti diorg cuti2 nih..??? klu pergi sana, mesti banyak aktiviti bleh buat ngan adik2... huhuhu.. ermmm.. ntah adik2 nih ingat ke x lagi kat kakak ni??? kakak2 IMU lain ada ke x pg melawat diorg??? or abang2 IMU tu, ada ke x melawat mereka??? ermmm...adik2 nih, setiap kali azi datang ngan yuni, selalu je pesan kat kitorg, suruh abg2 IMU datang visit diorg... yela..mostly kat rumah Solehah (rumah 1) yg slalu kitorg pg, mainly boys... jadi, they all mesti lg suka main ngan abg2... ingat lagi one time tuh, abg2 ada skali, adik2 ni lupa kat kakak2... huhuhu.. x aci tol! ehehe..(azi jeles)

owh..adik2... camne la kamu sume skrg??? sihat ke x??? cuaca lately x menentu.... mesti senang je nak sakit... org2 sihat pun boleh sakit... apatah lagi adik2 solehah... huhuhu... rindu ngan telatah2 mereka.... :( rindu pada:-

along:- the eldest kat ctu... dia yg jaga adik2 yg lain n alhamdulillah, gembira bile tgk along dah pandai bawak diri skrg... :)

shafiq:- adik yg agak pandai kat ctu... :) penah puji akak dia ni lawa dlu.. ahaha

fairuz:- ermm..slalu je kene reconfirm blk apa yg dia ckp... as he's having problem with articulation...


amin:- adik yg plg baik... slalu jer protect akak die nih dr kene buli drpd adik2 lain.. :)

zul:- ermm..slalu confius antara zul n amin... n zul nih nakal jgk orgnya... ingat lagi, during my first visit, zul ni la yg wrestling ngan azi..together ngan fairuz... isk... x terdaya nk melawan...

hisham:- this boy, mmg ada mood swing... kdg2 ok, kdg2, i cant tell wut he really wants... n he wont tolerate with other adik2.... he wont allow other people to take his things.... but he's the most handsome adik kat ctu... as dia ada darah campuran...

aiman:- ni adik yg paaaaling aktif.. he's juz 3 years old... tp sggh comel... dia plg suka senyum.. n suka sgt tgk dia senyum, as he will make me smiles too... :)

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adam:- x sampai stahun pun umurnya... but adam, u re no longer the youngest kan kat ctu???

adam masa dah umur 6 bulan

adam masa baru lahir...

syaza:- adik yg manja... dia akan berebut2 ngan adik2 lain utk duduk dekat ngan kakak2 or maybe the visitors....

siti solehah:- she's 5 y.o girl... but she has spasticity prob.... cant walk on her feet, coz her feet cam weak.... but she's trying her best to walk!!!! truskan berusaha siti!!!! n skrg siti dah pandai nyanyi!!!! :0)

ermm....ada lg a few of adik2 lain dari rumah 2... tp x ingat sgt nama.... huhuhu... tapi adik2 kat atas nih la yg slalu azi jumpa everytime datang... klu sesetgh dr mereka diorg gi sekolah pun, kdg2 azi sanggup tggu diorg blk dr sekolah agama, then baru blk... klu adik2 yg dari rumah 2 tu, kdg2 jumpa, kdg2 x...

owh.... saya mmg rindu mereka...!!!! looking forward to seeing them! moga ada masa lapang nnt... insyaAllah..:) moga ALLAH sentiasa memberkati adik2 ni dan memberi kesihatan yg baik buat mereka.. ameen!

menasihati sahabat2 yg obsess dgn cinta!

apabila anda ada sahabat2 yg terlalu obsess dengan seorg perempuan atau lelaki... yg sanggup berbuat apa saja, hanya mengikut kata hati sendiri sahaja, dan tanpa berfikir panjang.... juga mereka tidak mendengar nasihat2 biasa org2 lain... (eg: perempuan/lelaki itu xnk ko... sia2 je apa yg ko buat... xkan nk kene reject kali ke3??? etc...) anda boleh nasihati mereka dgn nasihat2 di bawah:-

1. beritahu sikap mereka yg obsess itu, spt menghambakan diri mereka kepada perempuan atau lelaki itu...

2. remind kan mereka tentang nilai diri mereka... di mana mereka telah letakkan diri mereka... sehingga jatuh serendah itu....

3. kita, muslims hanyalah perlu menghambakan diri kita kpd PENCIPTA kita... ALLAH SWT. bukannya kepada mana2 manusia di muka bumi ini, yg pastinya mereka jg adalah hamba2 ALLAH...

4. bagitau pada mereka lg dan lg, bunga bukan sekuntum, atau kumbang bukan seekor..

5. juga, nasihatkan mereka, itu bukanlah kebahagiaan sebenar... kebahagiaan sebenar adalah sesuatu perkara yg kita lakukan di dunia ni mendapat keredhaan ALLAH... contohnya: menjaga batas2 pergaulan dan klu dah suka sama suka itu, kahwin! tanpa perlu 'bermadu kasih' sblm kahwin...

~cuba fikirkan logik, buat apa kita belikan mcm2(sehingga melebihi kemampuan kita, atau maksudnya dah lebih drp hadiah drp seorg saudara kpd seorg saudara) utk seseorg yg kita suka, tanpa in the end, dia x jadi wife or husband kita pun... ~

ermm...itu aje kot.... point2 ni sebenarnya adalah pendapat2 daripada ustaz azam after ana dah kekeringan idea bagaimana utk menasihati seorg kawan ni... so hrp2 bermanfaat... sesapa ada idea yg lg bernas, boleh share.... :)

assalamualaikum wbt...

kata2 seorg lelaki....

"oh perempuan kalis peluru.. tak berniat membuat menangis air mata mengalir..hanya kau seorg dlm berjuta2 ribu2..saya cemburu dgnmu,perempuan kalis peluru..jauh di mata dekat di hati..walaupun hati perang dunia..harapan semoga selamat ke akhir hayat"

kata2 yg diambil drp shoutout seorg kawan kat frenster... my senior actually.. back in KYS... but i don know who he really is actually... in fact, i don even realise his existance in KYS b4.. huhuhu.. junior ape la azi nih... but then, i was in form 1, n he was in form 5... logik la... time tu form 1 i didnt really know people... n people didnt really know me.... fair enuff... :)

rindu dgn kenangan2 di KYS!!!!

<---- my batchmates.. where am i???

great hall

<---- track! rindu... n atap2 merah tu adalah bangunan2 KYS....

apa yg anda faham drp kata2 tuh??? ermmm... of cos, sumthing is there smp buatkan sy tertarik dgn kata2nya... well, fyi, "perempuan kalis peluru" tu mgkn soon-to-be his wife... Allahu'alam... but hopefully, it's true...

first thing came into my mind, kata2 nih adalah luahan seorang lelaki... n yes, i've seen, read n maybe experienced this sort of situation.... lelaki... sukar utk luahkan perasaan sebenar mereka... true i think... of cos, not all man.... sebahagian maybe... n mereka sentiasa membuat pihak perempuan tertanya2.... kadang2 sehingga air mata perempuan mengalir.... dan sebenarnya mungkin mereka memang x bermaksud sedemikian... tetapi... kami, perempuan, x dpt membaca fikiran anda, wahai lelaki... perempuan bukanlah ahli nujum spt 'pak belalang' yg dpt tahu apa di minda anda... apa harapan anda utk masa hadapan....

"jauh di mata dekat di hati.."

membaca ungkapan ini... sy bayangkan, bhwa lelaki ini dan 'perempuan kalis peluru'nya, berjauhan.... hhmmm...maybe...

"walaupun hati perang dunia..harapan semoga selamat ke akhir hayat"

dan trus membaca lg... dan kali ini sy seakan2 bayangkan bahawa kata2 ini spt diluahkan oleh seorg lelaki yg nk menjaga hubungan mereka supaya sentiasa diredhai ALLAH... spt pasangan yg merancang mendirikan rumah tangga bersama2, tetapi menahan diri drp melakukan perkara2 yg dilarang ALLAH...mereka "berperang" dgn dunia... spy tidak terikut2 dgn 'style' dunia skrg... ~iye la, keadaan sekeliling sekarang yg mana di mana2 shj boleh kelihatan psgan2 yg belum kahwin 'bergembira' bersama.. yg tidak mengerti hukum2 ALLAH yg telah termaktub di dalam kitab al-quran... ~ dan mereka berdoa dan trus berharap, agar segala2nya selamat hingga melafazkan ijab qabul dan bahagia dunia dan akhirat....

ermmm....jika benar seorang lelaki berperasaan begini... alhamdulillah... kerana kami perempuan insan yg lemah.... hati kami lembut... mudah cair dgn kata2 yg manis.... mudah menangis...dan 60%, bleh sy katakan, hitam kata lelaki, hitamlah jg bagi perempuan... kami ALLAH telah ciptakan utk taat kpd pasangan kami kelak.... kerana itula... sbb itu ketahuila lelaki, anda memainkan peranan yg lebih dlm membentuk sebuah hubungan... sekiranya anda ingin hubungan spt drama2 di TV, maka spt itulah akan jadinya.... sekiranya anda inginkan hubungan suci yg diredhai ALLAH, kami perempuan, yg juga inginkan perkara yg sama, akan tetap setia menunggu anda sehinggalah hari pernikahan...dgn izin ALLAH..insyaAllah...

well.... di sini sy nak tegaskan, pendapat saya di sini does not represent ALL men and women... tp bleh dikatakan, sebahagian besar.. i think... well, ada jer perempuan yg hatinya 'keras'... ada jg dlm sesuatu hubungan, perempuan yg jadi 'queen control'... sy x nafikan... so jgn salah anggap... ia hanyalah 'kebanyakan'.... drp percentage kes2 yg sy dah jumpa dan baca...

apa pun, ingatlah... hubungan cinta antara lelaki dan perempuan yg bukan mahram hanya akan terjadi selepas kahwin... sblm nikah, tiada istilah itu ok? :D [tetapi persepsi masyarakat skrg telah bertukar...huhuhu.... sedih... so, mungkin, ambil masa utk kita tuka balik persepsi ini menurut al quran dan sunnah... dan satu persoalan... bg kita yg faham, bagaimana nk tuka blk persepsi nih??? fikir2kan...^azi garu2 kepala^ ehehe]

~Wanita-wanita yang keji adalah untuk laki-laki yang keji, dan laki-laki yang keji adalah buat wanita-wanita yang keji (pula), dan wanita-wanita yang baik adalah untuk laki-laki yang baik dan laki-laki yang baik adalah untuk wanita-wanita yang baik (pula).....~

[an-Nur:26]

ada satu hadis Rasulullah SAW...

JIKA SESEORANG CINTA KEPADA SAUDARANYA, MAKA BERITAHULAH ALLAH CINTA KEPADANYA...

[HR Daud]

masa 0pen house rumah yuni... wanita2 IMU... :) ALLAH cintakan kamu semua... ana uhibbukum fillah!!! (",)