Iman

Apa khabar IMAN hari ini??? :D

my new/current laptop background... free wallpaper from brotherhood-arts.. :D ~Islam is not just about black & white, it's a bouquet of colours~

mantapkah?

or juz ok je?

ataupun lemah x bermaya?

Sesungguhnya orang-orang yang beriman ialah mereka yang bila disebut nama Allah gemetarlah hati mereka, dan apabila dibacakan ayat-ayatNya bertambahlah iman mereka, dan hanya kepada Tuhanlah mereka bertawakkal.

[al-Anfal,8: 2]

sekadar mengajak diri sendiri dan rakan2 utk muhasabah diri... :)

-1 Zulhijjah 1429H-

tagged!

i was tagged??? :P n yes, this is kind of a very quick response.... :D -it was farah who tagged me- and actually i've seen this questionnare a few times before, but i hardly do questionnare.. :p so yeah, farah had me in this time! (*_*)

1) Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right NOW!.
2) DON’T change your clothes, DON’T fix your hair…just take a picture.
3) Post that picture with NO editing.
4) Post these instruction with your picture.
5) Tag 10 people to do this.

-azi yg takut dipatuk angsa! :p-

1.How old are you?
23 y.o

2. Are you single?
yes, i am

3. In what age do you think you’ll get married?
26 maybe, or younger???

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
do i have someone right now??? hurmmm...

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
a good man insyaAllah, someone who has been destined for me.. :)

6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional wedding?
traditional wedding... i'm not a demanding person nor somenone who hv loads and loads of dreams.. :p

7. Your ideal motif?
ape2 je... but i would like to have blue and green color theme for my wedding...

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
middle east kot??? pastu bleh terus buat umrah with my future husband... hopefully, i would get a very long leave... ~kahwin masa housemanship, confirm x dpt cuti panjang, as my senior said, if u get 1 week leave, u should be thankful enough~

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
no idea... but all my frens, and those who know me, insyaAllah.. i.e crackerz, kysers, a few PASUM frens, sunway frens, then IMU, and all my akhawat's.. that's a very long lists... plus the relatives and my parents and family frens???

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
simple wedding yet a memorable one.. :D

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own??
ok... this one doesnt seem to be related with Islam marriage...

12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?
i dunno... i dont mind... does it matter?

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
simple place, i guess it would be at my house...

14. When do you want to get married, evening or morning?
on friday... malam jumaat or maybe friday morning

15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
indoors... outdoor nnt klu hujan susah! =p

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom/bride?
hurmmm??? i think this question only valid for those who want to do their weddings at certain places... so it doesnt apply to me =p

17. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding?
a song that i can think of now... wanita-dehearty... inteam songs pun, bleh jgk la...

18. Are you a morning person or a night person?
morning i guess

19. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
light

20. What age do you want to get married?
twenty three... old enough to get married... well, once i've found my right guy, then i'll get married...

21. Describe your ideal husband/wife.
someone who can be my imam... a lovely, understanding n caring husband and a responsible father... someone who is willing to sacrifice his time, energy and money for ISLAM despite of his busy schedule.. and most importantly, someone who loves ALLAH more than anything else... :)

22. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
i prefer the traditional way of course... using hand... afterall, its sunnah Rasulullah SAW.. ^_^

23. Champagne or red wine?
-????- plain water lg bagus... =p

24. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
anything... (ok, now i think i wanna add something to my ideal husband criteria... someone who can make a decision... :D )

25. Money or household item?
i dont mind to have both

26. Who will pay for the bills?
the wedding bills??? ermm... it should be the couple of cos... so start saving now! (",)

27. Are you ready for married life?
sometimes i think yes, sometimes no... ('?')

28. Do you think you will still be a virgin until u get married?
insyaAllah... :D

29. Will you always be true to your wife/husband?
yes insyaAllah

30. How many kids do you like?
3-5

31. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
new house

32. Will you celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding?
-???-

33. What kind of cuisine would you like for your wedding?
since i chose my wedding to be a traditional wedding, so yeah.. its gonna be the usual nasi minyak cuisine... but hopefully, there'll be extra food eg: nice and delicious desserts for the guests -if i have extra budget for food-... i like to give the best when it comes to serving food... :)

34. Will you record your honeymoon in a cd or dvd?
yes i guess

i tag:
no-one :)

p/s to farah: iye farah... i dun really do tags... but yeah, i think u really wanna know wut's in my mind eh??? ehehehe... i think i am not an expressive type of a person... :) n i think, u wanna know the answer for the question that i got during Khung Ying's birthday celebration tu kan??? :p insyaAllah, i think a few entries after this akan mjwb soalan ko... dah lama nk buat tp x terbuat2 lagi... lmbt or cepat aku post, aku pun x sure... kalau x ter'post langsung, sorry la ye... ehehehe

note diri sendiri: last day of Ophthalmology posting, chaiyo' ! :D

a year plus now..

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i was on my way back to my house last night... i was actually from the hospital, looking for a case for today's CP (case presentation) -farah, unfortunately masa group aku skrg, eye OT is closed... so eye ward mmg kosong sgt2... case yg ada skrg pun, only emergency or old cases... n cases in ward dah hbs dibincang... so for this week, we have to 'hunt' for cases in other wards... huhuhu.. kesian kan... :p-

nway, at the traffic light in front of the hospital, i stopped, as the light was red... and the situation at that time reminded me of last year's case... the night that i got snatched! hurmm... its been a year plus now... cepatnya masa berlalu... an incident which has caused me this phobia feeling.. :(

and last night too, there was this motorcycle which suddenly appeared from only-God-knows-where, with a very high speed took over my car which was on the left lane... very closed! as if the road was too small... padahal it was a double lane road! and 2 seconds, later there was another motorcycle... hurmm.. so i knew... n i suspected, they were most prob, the Mat rempits! racing on the road inconsiderately, causing danger to other road users!

huhuhu..rasa sungguh x selamat la skrg... :( things that never came across my mind, happened to me or people around me nowadays... :(( did i ever mention that a thief (or thieves??) had nearly broken into my house in seremban recently?? if i'm not mistaken, it was during our one week raya holiday... :( all of us went back to our hometown... luckily the neighbours realised it! klu x habis la... i bet my room would be the first to kena.. since my room is at the ground floor kan... but alhamdulillah, Allah melindungi rumah kami... :D

and rasanya, bukan di seremban aje x selamat... di mana2 aje bleh jadi x selamat skrg nih... jenayah berleluasa... haih... dan penjenayahnya, ramai aje terdiri drp kaum Melayu... (both my ragut cases, were Malays! ) dan melayu di msia = Muslim... dan ini jelas menggambarkan ramai di antara umat Islam di msia skrg makin jauh dgn Allah... sedih kan mengenangkan situasi ni??? :( coz if a muslim betul2 mengamalkan islam, he or she wont commit crime...

buktinya jelas, dlm ayat Quran, al ankabut, 45, ayat yg biasa kedengaran di TV3:

Bacalah apa yang telah diwahyukan kepadamu, yaitu Al Kitab (Al Quran) dan dirikanlah shalat. Sesungguhnya solat itu mencegah dari (perbuatan- perbuatan) keji dan mungkar. Dan sesungguhnya mengingat Allah (shalat) adalah lebih besar (keutamaannya dari ibadat-ibadat yang lain). Dan Allah mengetahui apa yang kamu kerjakan.

hurmm... if dulu i always feel safe to go anywhere alone, but now, there are times which i think i need a company... :( ~but being 'azi', i dont like to trouble people too much...~ skrg nih, doalah yg menjadi 'senjata' utama... :D hanya kepada Allah kita meminta perlindungan smada di dlm rumah, atas jalan raya atau di mana2 sahaja kita berada....ermm...so, sama2 lah kita doa byk2 kpd Allah...!!! kerana nak mengharapkan polis, bukan semua tempat kita pergi polis/security guards ada... klu nk berteman, bukan setiap masa ada org dpt temankan kita... tetapi ALLAH itu, always! and always di sisi kita! selagi kita ingat kepadaNya, Allah akan ingat kita juga... :D

"....maka mintalah perlindungan kepada Allah. Sesungguhnya Dia Maha Mendengar lagi Maha Melihat." [al mu'min, 40:56]

random updates

assalamu'alaikum wbt

dah lama x update... huhu... tgh syndrome malas kot skrg nih.... bz ngan seminars, presentations etc... itu la 'kesibukan' minor posting... and the 2 weeks period for each posting is too short to cover everything :( lg2, minor postings are new subjects to us.. ENT (ear, nose and throat), ophthalmology (eye), emergency posting, and dermatology.... hurmm...nway, this is a few random updates bout me..

Colmar Tropicale, Bukit Tinggi

1. after major posting examination on the 31st Oct, farah, Nabia and I went to Bukit Tinggi, Pahang... saje nk release tension.. :D and melihat keindahan alam ciptaan ALLAH... bergerak from rumah Nabia (KL) at about 11am in the morning... Nabia drove her car...we arrived there at +/- 12pm i think, after 'makan langsat' sket...=p entrance fee was RM10 for adult...we had our own sweet time there.... enjoying the 'Colmar Tropicale; A French-themed resort' as well as the 'Japanese village'... dah puas berjalan n ambil gambar, so the three of us pun balik la ke KL balik at around 5pm... so farah and I overnite at Nabia's place.... and the day after, we went to Sunway Pyramid... after years since we last visited it... last time, sunway pyramid used to be our so called 'market' and our main shopping centre... ermm..dulu, when we were studying in Sunway College... too many things have changed... new building pun dah siap... ohhh..time flies!!!

it brings back all the old memories...

2. last monday, i donated blood...of coz at Seremban hosp... and i created a scene... :( after everything was done, and i was ready to go, tetibe aje darah kluar dgn byknya from the vein... smp the blood dropped onto the floor... isk.. nasib baik x kena baju,,, so i have to stay there longer... padahal i wanted to go a.s.a.p coz i need to prepare for afternoon's seminar... :( so after a while, when thing was again undercontrolled, i went back to IMU... and smp jer 5th floor, i juz realize that the blood was still coming out from my vein... the plaster was full of blood... this time, i was not that lucky, mmg kena baju... :(( so, instead of going to library, i decided to go home... coz darah dah kena baju, nak solat kat imu pun dah x bleh... but b4 that, i dropped by the CSU office to get another plaster... and this was the first time jadi camni... b4 this, i never need to wait for sooo long for the blood to stop...

3. 2 people had called me 'Nur' last week... nama yg amat amatlah jarang org panggil... but nway, i like it... :D it sounds nice to be called 'Nur' as the meaning suggest, seolah2 ber'cahaya' apb dipanggil begitu.... ehehehe

at Japanese Village.. Farah, azi and Nabia

4. alhamdulillah i managed to visit kak sa n baby barunya on last friday... :D Ulya bt Najib... comel n montel je... izzah pun dah besar! after almost a year x jumpa kak sa... haih... saya mmg rindukan usrah members ku di bukit jalil dulu... :( bila akan ada reunion nih??? ~i'll be the first to offer help in order to organise it... seriously... (^_^)~

5. dan alhamdulillah, saya dpt join sunathon di hulu selangor organised by a few IMU students in collaboration with JAKIM, JAIS, JHEOA, etc... the committee was led by Mr Nour Izaquan... sy amat2 berbangga dan kagum dgn usaha dan semangat zaquan nih... i heard him saying to organize this sunathon while i was still in BJ, when i was working with him as a team in Muslim society committee... n i didnt expect it to happen so soon... but he made it! at least b4 he left IMU BJ... jutaan tahniah utk zaquan n juga the committee... yela, without the committee, it wont work well... it was a big event... :D

so at the sunathon, i managed to get 2 kids to do the suturing... :D.... ~ wanna read more bout sunathon??? baca previous post or juz click di sini~

6. i have finished my 2 weeks ENT posting... so currently i'm in Ophthalmology posting... and amatla x sabar nak bercuti!!!! ~tapi sabar itu separuh drp iman kan...???~ jadi saya bersabar... ehehe..

farah and I, at botanical Garden... hope there'll be another get away.. :D

ermm.. itu aje kot... but before i end, rasanya x terlambat lg nak wish all my frens yg sitting for their final exam skrg... moga ALLAH permudahkan urusan... moga lulus dgn cemerlangnya... ameen... insyaAllah, ana doakan! :D

sunway lagoon... 1 1/2 tahun di Sunway, but we never took the oppurtunity to go to lagoon.. hohoho

sunathon 2008

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Alhamdulillah, last weekend, saya dpt join sunathon di Serendah, hulu selangor organised by a few IMU students in collaboration with JAKIM, JAIS, JHEOA, etc... the committee was led by Mr Nour Izaquan... sy amat2 berbangga dan kagum dgn usaha dan semangat pada zaquan nih... i heard him saying to organize this sunathon while i was still in BJ, when i was working with him as a team in Muslim society committee... n i didnt expect it to happen so soon... but he made it! at least b4 he left IMU BJ... jutaan tahniah utk zaquan n juga the committee... yela, without the committee, it wont work well... it was a big event... :D

so at the sunathon, i managed to get 2 kids to do the suturing... :D yes, i tell u, this event gave benefits to many people... IMU students, as we get to practice the suturing skills (hands on... kat hospital, mana ada nak bagi students buat... :( ) the kids and mualaf org asli yg dpt free circumcision,etc...ermm...actually, this was not my first experience, as i had tried once last year -masa sunathon organised by PPIM and hospital An-Nur... but still, i had tremors while doing it this time... yela, after 1 year plus x practice, of cos rasa kekok... n alhamdulillah, 2nd suturing was better... since there were many (mmg ramai) IMU students, so i couldnt have more chance to practice... ermm...kena la bertolak ansur kan... every IMU student who came deserve to practice and experience it... :D all in all, there were about 80 kids +mualaf org Asli kot... and i think, there were about 60-70 IMU students...

initially, the event was not that smooth... Qualified medical assistants (MA) yg supposed to come, x jadi datang... so, only prof AL yg ada masa tuh... and when prof AL gave instructions, everyone was startled... coz di bilik procedure masa tuh, the committee members were not there... me, and others from IMU seremban nih of coz la xtau nak buat apa, coz we were freshly from seremban...our names were not even in any groups listed.. Dr ZZ was a bit upset, his voice was raised... so kitorg apa lg, lari la ke dewan... :p sounds jahat... tp niat kiotrg, xnak memburukkan keadaan... afterall, i think at that time, it was toooo crowded... but subsequently, everything got better.... everyone knew his/her own responsibility... a few doctors came later to help prof AL... Dr ZZ pun dah cool down... n i was slowly menyelinap ke bilik procedure tuh... :D klu ikutkan prof AL, he only wanted 3 persons per table... (there were 9 procedure tables) so, i first observed, then assisted the suturing, and later i grabbed my chance to do the suturing... :) pastu mmg dah x kluar2 dah drp procedure room until lunch time... :D most of the time, i'd be the assistant, and sometimes, observer...

drp unpleasant beginning, my day turned out to be a very satisfying day... :D this was because i had a so called 'special training' from a surgeon! it was the last kid of the day... i was there, hoping to do another suturing... and FYI, yg afternoon kids semuanya kanak2 yg takut utk dikhatankan... semuanya jenis meraung2... so my intention utk try bagi LA (local anaesthetic) pun terpaksa disimpan aje dlm hati... :( ~itula, during the morning session i was given a chance, tp ms tuh i didnt dare to do it.. YET.. kan dah terlepas..~ dan utk tenangkan this child, punya la lama... n this surgeon pun dtgla... n his skill of comforting the child was soo good... and after he had done apa2 yg patut, he gave the student the chance to suture... and pada masa yg sama, dia ajarlah teknik yg betul... and mmg terbukti, the correct techniques will give beautiful, nice suture... jika nak compare my suture in the morning with this one, mmg lg kemas.. :D and i was very happy coz i got to learn the correct techniques from an experience surgeon... alhamdulillah!

so, it was the end of the day... we went back to IMU BJ by bus... penat, yet it was a very good experience... now, i really am looking forward for another sunathon... :D coz this thing seriously need a continuous practice... klu x, next year buat, sure terketar2 jugak la tangan nih... :p actually, PPIM will definitely organize sunathon as its annual event together with the Annual Perhimpunan Agung PPIM-SC, but sedihnya, 3 years in a row, i missed it due to some other things.. eg this year, i didnt go coz the dates was sooo closed to my exam dates.. :(

hurmm.. and i do wish, my other frens pun akan dapat join jgk next sunathon.. esp kwn2 IMU seremban... :) let us all practice the skills we've learnt on REAL human being...

nway, the event was in the newspaper... Dila was so proud bila gambarnya ada dlm newspaper... but only tudung je nmpk ye... ehehhe... muka x nmpk sbb tgh tunduk... :p

so again, i would like to thank Zaquan and the committee members, whom i believed mostly were sem 5 students... as well as kak Khairun (IMU staff) for making this sunathon as a very very successful event!!!! and thank you for inviting us, the Seremban people to join the event... :D million thanks!!!!

ISK

another GOOD website... to all my muslim frens, feel free to visit it... INI SEJARAH KITA!!! adalah tanggungjawab kita utk mengambil tahu sejarah islam agar ianya dpt dijadikan iktibar... learn it by heart!!! insyaAllah, we'll become good muslims.. ameen... :)

i'm a banana

juz for fun... found this at Ching Mun's site... :D

You Are a Banana

You are mellow, easy going, and a total softie on the inside. People find it really easy to get along with you. You suit most tastes. And while you're very sweet, you're not boring or ordinary. You have an attraction to the exotic, and you could show up anywhere... doing almost anything! You are spirited, energetic, and a total kick to be around. You're also quite funny. Your sense of humor is on the goofy side, and it fits you well.

What Type of Fruit Are You?

anyway, i'm not sure about the results listed above... its for my frens and people around me to tell me whether its true or not.. (^_^) but one thing for sure, the last point, i can tell u, its not true... i dont know how to make jokes and obviously, i hardly make people laugh... =P

nway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CHING MUN!!!!!! wish u all the best in ur exams and ur soul-mate searhing mission!!!!! :D