on my way back (2)...

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Masih lagi cerita ttg perjalanan blk ke seremban.. :p

sampai di atas Bukit Putus, tetiba aje saya terfikir, camne la selama ambulans from Hospital Tuanku Ampuan Najihah nak melalui Bukit Putus yg mcm ular kena pukul itu ke Seremban Hospital (HTJ) in case of emergency???? selama nih ada lah terserempak dgn ambulans di atas Bukit Putus, tp bukan la ambulans yg bawak patients... hohoho... ntah kenape tetibe terpikir...

dan subhanallah.. Allah nak kabulkan permintaan saya... tetiba dah nak turun dr Bukit Putus, bunyi sirens ambulans... and it was juz a few metres away behind my car.... dalam jalan yg sempit itu, kereta2 memberi laluan... termasukla kereta kancil putih ni...

ermm...so today, persoalan sy terjawab, dgn saya sendiri mengalaminya... wpun di jalan yg sempit, berbukit bukau, bengkang-bengkok, pemandu2 di Msia masih prihatin memberi kerjasama... dan pemandu2 ambulans sungguh berpengalaman in giving their best to send the patients a.s.a.p

and saya teringat, sblm bertembung dgn accident tghari tadi, saya ada terfikir -kalau la sy menyaksikan sendiri camne an accident itu berlaku...???- and subhanallah... Allah makbulkan doa sy ini jg...

haih... inilah akibat memandu sorg2... kdg2 ada aje nak fikir perkara pelik2... :(

tetapi memandu sorg2 pun ada hikmahnya... sbb bila memandu, xde sape nak kacau kita menikmati keindahan alam ciptaan ALLAH SWT... :D lg2 perjalanan yg laluannya masih kekal dikelilingi dgn alam semulajadi.... dan saya mmg suka perjalanan seremban-kemaman... kerana di jalan kuantan-segamat ada pokok2 yg menghijau yg menyejukkan pandangan.... di jalan bahau-serting, dari jauh dpt dilihat langit biru yg terbentang luas di atas ladang2 kelapa sawit... dan melalui bukit putus, ada bukit bukau yg masih terpelihara keasliannya... :D

p/s: sehari lagi sebelum melangkah ke sem 9 aka final year... [mixed feeling... gembira pun ye, coz dah nk msk final yt, takut pun ade, bile tgk result exams baru2 nih amatlah dahsyat]

on my way back...

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assalamualaikum wbt

i'm back in Seremban...
alhamdulillah, the journey was ok, cuaca baik... managed to reach home b4 hujan lebat di waktu petang di bumi seremban ni.. :)

but on my way back juz now... i saw an accident...

Sebuah kereta hitam myvi yg sedang dipandu laju terbabas melanggar tebing tanah yg sedikit tinggi di tepi jalan tu... Innalillahi wainna ilaihirajiuun.. yes,its true, it happened right before my eyes! sy saksikan sendiri bagaimana kereta yg laju itu drp atas jalan ke arah tepi jalan, melanggar tebing dan terbalik... there was a construction site di tepi jalan tu... at first i thought the driver wanted to go there using susur masuk yg maybe ada kat situ...but unfortunately that was not the case... :( anyway, it happened somewhere after sempadan kuantan-pekan...

at that time, i was like 50-50... nak stop ke tak nak... coz i could be considered as one of the 1st passby'er's...at that time mmg i had slow down the car... and alhamdulillah the car in front of me - aHonda accord car- stopped... i wanted to follow that car gak, but on my second thought, i did not... i continued my journey... yela, i think it was dangerous for me to stop since i'm alone and i'm a girl... jalan kat situ pun mmg la sunyi and xde rumah2 or kampung yg berdekatan... lagi2, the car behind me pun had decided not to stop and the way his car acted -dgn cara2 x sabar nk teruskan perjalanan- as if it's telling me to decide whether i wanna stop or not... so i decided... to continue...

while continuing the journey, i could only pray that the driver and the passengers (if any) would be safe... dah teruskan perjalanan, rasa menyesal pun adalah jugak sbb x stop, coz i think i should stop and at least make a phone call... and ada jg sket rs menyesal coz as a medical student, i should be able to make myself useful by giving the basic first aids.... on the way tu, teringat2 je briefing by Dr SS masa our orientation week di clinical school bila beliau mempersoalkan how great is our passion to be in this medical profession... situasi accidents mcm inilah yg ditimbulkannya ketika itu.... :p

but from the rear mirror, i could see there were a few other vehicles stopped to help.... at least i didnt feel sooo bad... and kebetulan, i noticed there was another accident juz b4 simpang ke Temerloh~Tasik bera... fire-engine was there... and i noticed those who stopped to help were all guys... dr pandangan sekilas lalu, i didnt see any ladies la... so now i thought i made a right decision not to stop earlier... :)

and bila dah masuk ke simpang Bahau, i again terserempak dgn kereta honda accord tadi... he took over me... x smp sejam pun drp incident tu.. so i guess, insyaAllah it was not a serious case... dan hrp2nya mmg xde pe2 la..

hurmm... persoalannya skrg, if i were to face this kind of situation again next time, would i stop to help???? well i guess, my answer would be: 'depend on the situation'... if im not alone and it happens at not-so-quiet place, i guess i would lend my hand...

kereta oh kereta... makin byk kereta di atas jalan-jalan Msia... tgk ajela no pendaftaran kereta... cepat aje berganjak from a letter to the next letter... klu Tganu skrg dah TAU, while Pahang yg dilihat di jalan2 Kemaman plak skrg nih is CCJ...makin byk kete, mkn byk accident, deh??? -gotong royong membuat asyura di rumah ma.. ibu saudaraku-

anyway, message utk hari ini, drive carefully.... ~well, smp skrg saya masih tertanya2 apa yg menyebabkan kereta itu hilang kawalan??? ~

dan before mulakan perjalanan, mulakan dgn ucapan bismillah... atau lebih baik doa naik kenderaan dan sepotong ayat kursi... insyaAllah, selagi kita berusaha utk drive dgn baik, and berdoa dan berserah kpdNya, Allah akan selamatkan perjalanan kita... ameen.. :D

Update di Kemaman

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assalamu'alaikum wbt

dah lama x update... :) alhamdulillah saya sihat... baru je hbs 1st week of my selective posting di hospital kemaman... initially i requested for HTAA, Kuantan but due to some problems, i had to change... lg2,susahnya nak deal dgn org2 yg berkenaan to get help... :( i couldnt remember how many phone calls i need to make to solve the probs.. i knew if i waited for them meaning i wouldnt be able to complete my selective posting.. sbb tuh i decided to apply to Hospital Kemaman...it was a week b4 the date i supposed to start my selective... alhamdulillah, Allah permudahkan..sekejap aje dah dpt positive reply... :D thanx to FARAH sbb tolong collect dan pos kan surat!!! i owe u one!!!

well, dah kembali ke hospital nih, mmg rasa banyaknye nk kena study blk!!!!!!!!! currently i'm doing general medicine posting, so byk nk kena revise... lg2.dah almost a year tinggalkan medical, byk dah lupa.... medical specialist di hosp kemaman ni, merangkap my supervisor utk GM posting ni byk jg bertanya... huhuhuhu... but yela, itu mksdnya she cares about me... and MO di bwhnya pun byk tlg... sy x dpt jwb, dia bg hint.... n bila tanya soalan, he answers me... ahamdulillah... and i'm grateful to ALLAH coz these 2 nice persons la yg merawat ayah saya yg masuk hospital baru2 ni...

and mungkin itu jg adalah hikmahnya saya x dpt buat selective di Kuantan, but only in Kemaman.... at least dpt tolong hantar/ambil adik2 sekolah sementara ayah x sihat ni... alhamdulilah.... btw, do pray for my dad's health... hrp2 dia akan fully recover... now di rumah he is still complaining of headache, dyspepsia, lethargy.... ermm...maybe side effects of the medications... maybe, or maybe hanyalah mainan psychology... yela, dah pencen nih la nk dtg sakitnya.... mungkin sbb xde kerja jadi bila sakit byk fikir...dlu sakit2 pun, tp bila buat keje cepat lupa... ditambah lagi bila dah pencen, n anak2 ramai lg yg bersekolah jadi stress... no monthly income as before....(ok ok, duit pencen n duit sewa rumah2 tu ada, but of coz ditambah x sebyk duit gaji sblm ni) itulah mak ayah, walaupun savings ada, tp still rs x senang hati... they think ahead... wpun savings yg ada xkan hbs in short term, tp selagi anak2 semua x hbs lagi ditanggung, selagi tu mereka risau... huhuhuhu... jadi doakanlah, saya cepat2 hbs blaja! insyaAllah another one year...ameen... ~azi, berusaha!~

ok, bcak to my stories, so 2 weeks buat medical, another 2 weeks i choose to do obstetric.... hurmm... i didnt bring back any of my obstetric book nih...camne ye?? :p tawakkal je la...

ermm...for my one month elective posting lak previously, i reall had good experiences and knowledge.. 1st time diberi peluang utk buat sendiri ultrasound scan oleh MHO KK Kuala Kemaman.... selama nih observe je... tgk cam senang..but bila buat sdri, ha... baru tau, xde senang la spt yg difikir2kan... at least utk 1st timer! :p buat kat +/- 10 org pun still rs x cukup experience lg..... byk lg knowledge yg sy dpt duk 3 minggu di KK Kuala Kemaman... :D

and the final week, i attached to Unit Inspektorat, di Pej Kesihatan Daerah (PKD).... one week with full of excitement.... free foods, pegi tempat2 yg org x pegi.... join Ops Tahun Baru China di pasaraya2 di kemaman ~ cek expired date etc... pemeriksaan rumah utk reported dengue case, inspect kapal under kesihatan pelabuhan dan mcm2 lagi.... dgn PKD, saya dah pegi ke tempat2 di Kemaman ni yg dah bertahun x pegi... :P and sy juz discover, di kemaman ni rupa2nya ada jgk orang Asli ~hurmm.. insyaAllah later sy upload gambar2~

okla... rasanya itu dulu kot.... lastly, saya ingin ingatkan diri saya dan shbt2 muslims sekalian, DO PRAY FOR OUR BROTHERS AND SISTERS IN PALESTIN.... wpun Israel telah isytiharkan genjatan senjata, still kita x dpt menjamin keselamatan dan kesejahteraan saudara2 kita di sana sehinggalah yahudi Zionis ni give up... doakan hari itu akan dtg!

assalamualaikum wbt

Balik kampung! :D

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insyaAllah, esok nak balik kampung! :D

for elective/selective for 2 months.. :)

finally, 'cuti' yg ditunggu2 telah tiba! (wpun my schedule ngan pejabat kesihatan Kemaman maybe full, ~everyday cam ada je aktiviti, and the doctor whom i talked to that day cam suggest nak saya buat presentation nnt... huhuhuhu~ but i'll make sure, i'll have loads and loads of free time!!!!!! hohohohoho - gelak jahat... at least for my elective :D )

someone even told me, from my face, that person could tell that i really need holiday... iye, mmg saya akui, saya mmg naaaaakkkk sgt2 cuti!!!!! a verrryyy long break! only now, after almost 4 years of being a medical student i am feeling the pressure! stress, tension or wuteva people describe it... so betul la kata2 org, buat medic nih mmg stress... :) ermm... i think i juz reach at the point where most of the medical students will feel very down, rs nak give up, and think twice... "betul or layak ke aku nak jadi doktor ni"??? and i actually asked myself that Q... :) "layak ke aku???"

but i guess, its juz the stress that make me feel that way... i juz need a break! yes, i WANT to be a doctor.. it has been my dream since i was young... when i was still a little girl... when i was too young and i watched doctors in ER series in action... when i faced the death of my eldest sister... and that's when i am very determined to be a doctor... and yes.... it is my childhood dream and still, it is what i want to be... :D i alwiz imagine myself doing volunteer work during disasters and kalau boleh, i juz wish i can get myself to Palestine, and help our brothers and sisters kat sana... kalau... hurrmm... and i do wish i have the courage to do so! -iye, saya tau, pandai ckp tp x semestinya berani buat... so, yes, i hope i am as brave as Faris Oudah... :)

ok... yg pastinya, saya akan balik esok!!! insyaAllah... berita terkini di Utusan online kata Jabatan Meteorologi mengeluarkan amaran hujan lebat di bbrp kawasan sehinggalah sabtu nih... dan kwsn2 tersebut termasuklah Pahang - Pekan, Kuantan dan Terengganu - Kemaman.. huhuhuhu.. kwsn2 yg akan ditempuhi b4 smp ke rumah!!! hrp2 okla... klu hujan, i dont dare to drive at my usual speed... =p dan plg penting, sy rs sy x berani nak potong memotong lori2 / kereta2 ketika ujan lebat...

so doakan saya selamat smp! :D

25th Dec 2008 - mengambil berkat.. ke walimah 'ex-bos'- aizuddin dan isteri, izzah... berjumpa ngan aisyah and mukhlis crackerz di sana, and of coz, rombongan drp IMU yg agak ramai... :p and x lupa, kak ina, kyser a.k.a headgirl 2001 yg azi terserempak di surau area taman perumahan tu, yg finally menemani azi ke kenduri... (haih... tragis tol dgr cite kak ina... tp itula, kuasa Allah... after yearS yg x jumpa, akhirnya di surau tmn Platinum kami dipertemukan.. :D )

p/s: since i'll be home, so i wont update my blog for quite sometimes... so have good days people! moga sentiasa dlm redha Allah SWT

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Tidaklah seorang Muslim ditimpa oleh keletihan, atau kerisauan, atau kedukacitaan, atau penyakit atau permasalahan, walaupun kesakitan berupa duri (yg mengenai) melainkan ini merupakan penebus kepada dosanya

hadis riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim

panas...

badan kembali panas... :( maybe effect afternoon's PCM dah habis.. :( kalau tadi blk drp kelas, azi amat bersemangat nak masak, (eventhough rs amat penat) tetapi semangat tuh hilang tiba2 after moderate fever kembali menyerang... ayam yg dikeluarkan disimpan kembali ke dlm freezer...

rasa mau aje trus tido after solat isyak, but i have to eat sumthing for me to be able to take my cough syrup; dyphenhydramine.. as the doctor said to me b4 and clearly stated in MIMS, dyphenhydramine acts for both, cough and nasal congestion... so i planned to eat roti aje la... cukupla sekadar utk alas perut... selera pun dah xde.. :( ~as wut i did this morning, makan roti very early in the morning b4 mandi coz even after i woke up, my body was very2 warm... (after 2 tablets PCM last nite, with dyphenhydramine and 6.5 hours of sleep... )

i guess mmg i got it worse this time... everyone's keep saying to me, i look very sick... argh... tidak! even the staff nurse in Jelebu Hospital td asked me to wear face mask... :( i dont intend too initially coz i wasnt standing that close with patients and it was not paediatric patients... but obviously if its paeds patients, i would use it.. as wut i did when i went to HTJ paeds ward yesterday and today (to clerk patient and for case presentation), as protection to the children... mind u, children can easily get infected and us as well, can easily get sick when we are doing paeds posting! =p

other comments people told me... 'u look a bit mabuk', and 'u look sleepy'... ok, usually when i had URTI i didnt get soo much of comments... haih... but i have to admit it... i am very sick! last time, a tablet of PCM accordingly can pull me through ( i know i know... i am a stubborn medical student! ahaqs.. but i do take 2 tablets last time when i really need it) and usually, i'd have the most of 2 pieces of 10 tablets PCM to get me back to normal within 1 week... but this time, i am going for the 3rd piece, on the 4th day of fever... last time, maybe only at night i took 2 tablets, but this time, almost all the time i need 2 tablets... still, my fever remains the same... :((

to make it worse, ladies and gentlemen, i shall anounce that my exam is coming next week! and i havent started my revision! i was supposed to start it by last weekend... :(((((((

dan tertanya2 why i'm writing blogs rite now??? coz its the only way to keep me awake while waiting for isyak prayers... as my laptop is mmg on.. dgn alunan quran from windows media... coz for the past 2 nights, i fell asleep while waiting..

ermm..pepun, doakan lah saya sihat dgn secepat mungkin! and juga org2 lain yg turut sakit... ramai juga students IMU yg turut sakit...i'm not the only one... anyway, sakit itu adalah sebahagian drp ujian... ermm..mungkin ALLAH nak uji saya di kala exam menghampiri... :) its part of tarbiyah... so yes, i'm not complaining, but im juz writing to update about myself... dan secara x langsung, memohon doa sahabat2 sekalian mendoakan agar saya cepat sembuh!!! :D

k, dah isyak! assalamu'alaikum wbt

p/s: ini baru panas demam, udah rasa x selesa... camnelah kita mampu nk hadapi panas api neraka??? pastinya kita x sanggup nk merasai even tempias nya kan??? so byk2kan lah doa, moga kita dijauhkan drp azab api neraka.. ameen.. sambil berusaha beramal dgn amalan yg dpt bawa ke syurga, dan menjauhkan kita drp api neraka... :)

demam

running nose or nose block... which one do u choose??? :p

i've been having fever since saturday...ermm..maybe bcoz i was caught in the rain on the way back from Kg Tekir... i took PCM that night, but it didnt stop me from going to Sukanria wanita ISMA... (i was definitely ok in the morning) so, after i returned from it, my fever developed again and it even got worse... hohoho... fyi, i played badminton and netball at that sukanria... games which i havent played for years... ~ i think the last time i played these 2 games were when i was in Sunway College... which was like 4-5 years ago??? :p so of cos la, i also had bodyache from playing badminton kan... but since i took PCM for the fever, thus the muscle ache was not that bad...

no sorethroat this time... (or i am about to have it???) but fever, running nose and cough... viral URTI would be the diagnosis... ermm.. usually i'll get sorethroat first, then only i'll have the whole package of URTI...

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haih... my immune system is very low la these few months... i juz had fever 4 weeks ago... during my first week of ophthalmology... i must say this time, my fever is worse than usual... dah la i juz took my hep B vaccination 2 weeks ago... agak2nya adakah my body will form the antibody??? ('?')

p/s: SAKIT ITU NIKMAT!