a year plus now..

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i was on my way back to my house last night... i was actually from the hospital, looking for a case for today's CP (case presentation) -farah, unfortunately masa group aku skrg, eye OT is closed... so eye ward mmg kosong sgt2... case yg ada skrg pun, only emergency or old cases... n cases in ward dah hbs dibincang... so for this week, we have to 'hunt' for cases in other wards... huhuhu.. kesian kan... :p-

nway, at the traffic light in front of the hospital, i stopped, as the light was red... and the situation at that time reminded me of last year's case... the night that i got snatched! hurmm... its been a year plus now... cepatnya masa berlalu... an incident which has caused me this phobia feeling.. :(

and last night too, there was this motorcycle which suddenly appeared from only-God-knows-where, with a very high speed took over my car which was on the left lane... very closed! as if the road was too small... padahal it was a double lane road! and 2 seconds, later there was another motorcycle... hurmm.. so i knew... n i suspected, they were most prob, the Mat rempits! racing on the road inconsiderately, causing danger to other road users!

huhuhu..rasa sungguh x selamat la skrg... :( things that never came across my mind, happened to me or people around me nowadays... :(( did i ever mention that a thief (or thieves??) had nearly broken into my house in seremban recently?? if i'm not mistaken, it was during our one week raya holiday... :( all of us went back to our hometown... luckily the neighbours realised it! klu x habis la... i bet my room would be the first to kena.. since my room is at the ground floor kan... but alhamdulillah, Allah melindungi rumah kami... :D

and rasanya, bukan di seremban aje x selamat... di mana2 aje bleh jadi x selamat skrg nih... jenayah berleluasa... haih... dan penjenayahnya, ramai aje terdiri drp kaum Melayu... (both my ragut cases, were Malays! ) dan melayu di msia = Muslim... dan ini jelas menggambarkan ramai di antara umat Islam di msia skrg makin jauh dgn Allah... sedih kan mengenangkan situasi ni??? :( coz if a muslim betul2 mengamalkan islam, he or she wont commit crime...

buktinya jelas, dlm ayat Quran, al ankabut, 45, ayat yg biasa kedengaran di TV3:

Bacalah apa yang telah diwahyukan kepadamu, yaitu Al Kitab (Al Quran) dan dirikanlah shalat. Sesungguhnya solat itu mencegah dari (perbuatan- perbuatan) keji dan mungkar. Dan sesungguhnya mengingat Allah (shalat) adalah lebih besar (keutamaannya dari ibadat-ibadat yang lain). Dan Allah mengetahui apa yang kamu kerjakan.

hurmm... if dulu i always feel safe to go anywhere alone, but now, there are times which i think i need a company... :( ~but being 'azi', i dont like to trouble people too much...~ skrg nih, doalah yg menjadi 'senjata' utama... :D hanya kepada Allah kita meminta perlindungan smada di dlm rumah, atas jalan raya atau di mana2 sahaja kita berada....ermm...so, sama2 lah kita doa byk2 kpd Allah...!!! kerana nak mengharapkan polis, bukan semua tempat kita pergi polis/security guards ada... klu nk berteman, bukan setiap masa ada org dpt temankan kita... tetapi ALLAH itu, always! and always di sisi kita! selagi kita ingat kepadaNya, Allah akan ingat kita juga... :D

"....maka mintalah perlindungan kepada Allah. Sesungguhnya Dia Maha Mendengar lagi Maha Melihat." [al mu'min, 40:56]