Balik kampung! :D

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insyaAllah, esok nak balik kampung! :D

for elective/selective for 2 months.. :)

finally, 'cuti' yg ditunggu2 telah tiba! (wpun my schedule ngan pejabat kesihatan Kemaman maybe full, ~everyday cam ada je aktiviti, and the doctor whom i talked to that day cam suggest nak saya buat presentation nnt... huhuhuhu~ but i'll make sure, i'll have loads and loads of free time!!!!!! hohohohoho - gelak jahat... at least for my elective :D )

someone even told me, from my face, that person could tell that i really need holiday... iye, mmg saya akui, saya mmg naaaaakkkk sgt2 cuti!!!!! a verrryyy long break! only now, after almost 4 years of being a medical student i am feeling the pressure! stress, tension or wuteva people describe it... so betul la kata2 org, buat medic nih mmg stress... :) ermm... i think i juz reach at the point where most of the medical students will feel very down, rs nak give up, and think twice... "betul or layak ke aku nak jadi doktor ni"??? and i actually asked myself that Q... :) "layak ke aku???"

but i guess, its juz the stress that make me feel that way... i juz need a break! yes, i WANT to be a doctor.. it has been my dream since i was young... when i was still a little girl... when i was too young and i watched doctors in ER series in action... when i faced the death of my eldest sister... and that's when i am very determined to be a doctor... and yes.... it is my childhood dream and still, it is what i want to be... :D i alwiz imagine myself doing volunteer work during disasters and kalau boleh, i juz wish i can get myself to Palestine, and help our brothers and sisters kat sana... kalau... hurrmm... and i do wish i have the courage to do so! -iye, saya tau, pandai ckp tp x semestinya berani buat... so, yes, i hope i am as brave as Faris Oudah... :)

ok... yg pastinya, saya akan balik esok!!! insyaAllah... berita terkini di Utusan online kata Jabatan Meteorologi mengeluarkan amaran hujan lebat di bbrp kawasan sehinggalah sabtu nih... dan kwsn2 tersebut termasuklah Pahang - Pekan, Kuantan dan Terengganu - Kemaman.. huhuhuhu.. kwsn2 yg akan ditempuhi b4 smp ke rumah!!! hrp2 okla... klu hujan, i dont dare to drive at my usual speed... =p dan plg penting, sy rs sy x berani nak potong memotong lori2 / kereta2 ketika ujan lebat...

so doakan saya selamat smp! :D

25th Dec 2008 - mengambil berkat.. ke walimah 'ex-bos'- aizuddin dan isteri, izzah... berjumpa ngan aisyah and mukhlis crackerz di sana, and of coz, rombongan drp IMU yg agak ramai... :p and x lupa, kak ina, kyser a.k.a headgirl 2001 yg azi terserempak di surau area taman perumahan tu, yg finally menemani azi ke kenduri... (haih... tragis tol dgr cite kak ina... tp itula, kuasa Allah... after yearS yg x jumpa, akhirnya di surau tmn Platinum kami dipertemukan.. :D )

p/s: since i'll be home, so i wont update my blog for quite sometimes... so have good days people! moga sentiasa dlm redha Allah SWT

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Tidaklah seorang Muslim ditimpa oleh keletihan, atau kerisauan, atau kedukacitaan, atau penyakit atau permasalahan, walaupun kesakitan berupa duri (yg mengenai) melainkan ini merupakan penebus kepada dosanya

hadis riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim

panas...

badan kembali panas... :( maybe effect afternoon's PCM dah habis.. :( kalau tadi blk drp kelas, azi amat bersemangat nak masak, (eventhough rs amat penat) tetapi semangat tuh hilang tiba2 after moderate fever kembali menyerang... ayam yg dikeluarkan disimpan kembali ke dlm freezer...

rasa mau aje trus tido after solat isyak, but i have to eat sumthing for me to be able to take my cough syrup; dyphenhydramine.. as the doctor said to me b4 and clearly stated in MIMS, dyphenhydramine acts for both, cough and nasal congestion... so i planned to eat roti aje la... cukupla sekadar utk alas perut... selera pun dah xde.. :( ~as wut i did this morning, makan roti very early in the morning b4 mandi coz even after i woke up, my body was very2 warm... (after 2 tablets PCM last nite, with dyphenhydramine and 6.5 hours of sleep... )

i guess mmg i got it worse this time... everyone's keep saying to me, i look very sick... argh... tidak! even the staff nurse in Jelebu Hospital td asked me to wear face mask... :( i dont intend too initially coz i wasnt standing that close with patients and it was not paediatric patients... but obviously if its paeds patients, i would use it.. as wut i did when i went to HTJ paeds ward yesterday and today (to clerk patient and for case presentation), as protection to the children... mind u, children can easily get infected and us as well, can easily get sick when we are doing paeds posting! =p

other comments people told me... 'u look a bit mabuk', and 'u look sleepy'... ok, usually when i had URTI i didnt get soo much of comments... haih... but i have to admit it... i am very sick! last time, a tablet of PCM accordingly can pull me through ( i know i know... i am a stubborn medical student! ahaqs.. but i do take 2 tablets last time when i really need it) and usually, i'd have the most of 2 pieces of 10 tablets PCM to get me back to normal within 1 week... but this time, i am going for the 3rd piece, on the 4th day of fever... last time, maybe only at night i took 2 tablets, but this time, almost all the time i need 2 tablets... still, my fever remains the same... :((

to make it worse, ladies and gentlemen, i shall anounce that my exam is coming next week! and i havent started my revision! i was supposed to start it by last weekend... :(((((((

dan tertanya2 why i'm writing blogs rite now??? coz its the only way to keep me awake while waiting for isyak prayers... as my laptop is mmg on.. dgn alunan quran from windows media... coz for the past 2 nights, i fell asleep while waiting..

ermm..pepun, doakan lah saya sihat dgn secepat mungkin! and juga org2 lain yg turut sakit... ramai juga students IMU yg turut sakit...i'm not the only one... anyway, sakit itu adalah sebahagian drp ujian... ermm..mungkin ALLAH nak uji saya di kala exam menghampiri... :) its part of tarbiyah... so yes, i'm not complaining, but im juz writing to update about myself... dan secara x langsung, memohon doa sahabat2 sekalian mendoakan agar saya cepat sembuh!!! :D

k, dah isyak! assalamu'alaikum wbt

p/s: ini baru panas demam, udah rasa x selesa... camnelah kita mampu nk hadapi panas api neraka??? pastinya kita x sanggup nk merasai even tempias nya kan??? so byk2kan lah doa, moga kita dijauhkan drp azab api neraka.. ameen.. sambil berusaha beramal dgn amalan yg dpt bawa ke syurga, dan menjauhkan kita drp api neraka... :)

demam

running nose or nose block... which one do u choose??? :p

i've been having fever since saturday...ermm..maybe bcoz i was caught in the rain on the way back from Kg Tekir... i took PCM that night, but it didnt stop me from going to Sukanria wanita ISMA... (i was definitely ok in the morning) so, after i returned from it, my fever developed again and it even got worse... hohoho... fyi, i played badminton and netball at that sukanria... games which i havent played for years... ~ i think the last time i played these 2 games were when i was in Sunway College... which was like 4-5 years ago??? :p so of cos la, i also had bodyache from playing badminton kan... but since i took PCM for the fever, thus the muscle ache was not that bad...

no sorethroat this time... (or i am about to have it???) but fever, running nose and cough... viral URTI would be the diagnosis... ermm.. usually i'll get sorethroat first, then only i'll have the whole package of URTI...

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haih... my immune system is very low la these few months... i juz had fever 4 weeks ago... during my first week of ophthalmology... i must say this time, my fever is worse than usual... dah la i juz took my hep B vaccination 2 weeks ago... agak2nya adakah my body will form the antibody??? ('?')

p/s: SAKIT ITU NIKMAT!

KAP Kg Tekir 2008

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another community service was accomplished! :)

again it was held at Kg Tekir, Labu, N9.. an Orang Asli community area... it was IMU 4th visit to Kg Tekir for this year... and it was my 2nd visit to that community. it happened that this time round, the IMU wanted to do a so-called 'closing ceremony' for the year of 2008... so the event was 'a bit' grand la compared to the normal visit... :D ~so this time, adalah 'LABU ekspress' :D ~

we didnt do house to house visit this time, but all of us stayed at balai raya and the kindergarten doing the health screening there... i was being 'tortured' as i had to do the vision testing ALONE.. since KY said he wanted sem 8 or 9 students, who had done ophthalmology posting to handle the station... errr... (i guess every medical student knows how to do it.. tak ke???) but ok la.. w/o making any noise, i accepted the responsibility given.. :D

it may sound simple but the fact that i was ALONE, it made me look like a non-stop hardworking robot! ahaqs... bring the villagers to where they supposed to stand, explained to them, then walked back to the chart, coz definitely i couldnt test their visual acuity without showing those alphabets on the charts... and later i tested the color vision test using the ishihara chart... and i did the same things again and again, and it was like a viscious cycle.. for a villager, i'd walk back and forth for about 12 metres... so darab la dgn ntah brp byk villagers i attended (owh... azi jadi sungguh sihat! xyah exercise for 1 week.. ahahaha.. as if i go for exercising nowadays.. =p) sometimes, Muhshin and sofea would come and help me with the ishihara chart la... alhamdulilah...

but wut made it worse, the station b4 my station (which was the RBS station) had 2 persons in charged (or more???), thus, they would definitely send me 2 villagers (almost) at the same time... simple maths, 2 came, but only 1 done, and while i was trying to finish up the 2nd person, 2 more came.. when i tested the 3rd person, 2 more came,and now making those waiting became 3 and the number of persons waited grew in a split of second! (ouhh.. sorry, exaggerating sket =p) but seriously, we started 'working' at around 1040am, and about 12 sumthing (i dunno coz i didnt have time to even look at my own watch..~ini betul, xde nk exaggerate) other students at other stations had cleared up their stations and went for lunch, while i was still struggling trying to clear up my station... bile i looked at my watched, it was already 110pm... that time barula i realised, patutla everyone's missing... they all went for lunch rupanya.. but okla.. maybe penat, but it was sumthing good that i can do to the community... and ia adalah satu perkara kebaikan yg disukai Allah SWT.. (",)

i did complain a bit to KY; i told him, he or whoever in-charged next time shouldnt put only 1 person for ophthalmo station... and yes, he understood! :) and he did tell me we couldnt do much, as only a few sem 8 & 9 students joined the KAP (kg angkat project) and overall pun, mmg we lacked of students... ok, me too... understood that.. :D

hurmmm... enough said bout my day at Kg Tekir.. overall, and i enjoyed it very much!!! i didnt take many pics bcoz of i was 'too khusyuk' ngan snellen chart tuh.. ahaqs.. for a-z pics, i think i have to get it from Gabriel later (our student affairs executive).. ~hopefully i'll get it~ but here are some of the pics that i have.... k, enjoy it!

the students were busy transferring the stuffs from bus to Labu Ekspress at the pickup point.. :D

we have to go through this tunnel first b4 we reached kg Tekir... nmpk x seakan2 jalan kat atas tuh? itulah PLUS highway... above our head, and a 10-20 metres to our left would be the susur masuk ke R&R Seremban... :)

hurmm... as i said, i dun have any pics between 10am-lunch hour... i only had chance to cont taking pics after my lunch.. =P anyway, thanx to all villagers yg bersusah payah sediakan tea break and lunch for us! TQ! (^_^)

after lunch event... Ali Tayyib was the emcee.. =) before that, he was the speaker for the health talks... (ok, i dont even know how the talk was... i seriously had no time to peep at other events.. =(... see Mr Ali, luckily i rejected the offer to be one of the speakers.. :D ~actually at the first place, i rejected it bcoz i know that i'm not a good public speaker... obviously i'm not good at talking!!!!)

azi and iefa... mujur ada iefa yg ikut sekali... :) xdela saya 'kesorangan'... but the fact is i didnt see ifa at all after our tea time hinggalah lunch hour... i was in balai raya and iefa was with the kids at the kindergarten... she was in-charged to bagi ubat kat kanak2 katanya.. :)

soon-to-be doctor was being examined by our future doctor! :) insyaALLAH... well, in the next 30-40 years, we'll rely on this kid's generation to treat us once we are old enough to be labelled as 'geriatric patients' ahaqs...

nih masa kami dah nak blk... saje la bergambar ngan 'Labu express' yg bawa kami sume masuk ke kg tekir nih... fiqah, adakah anda kenal wanita yg bersamaku and iefa nih??? *wink*

nih bila dah smp blk ke pickup point.. it was about to rain that time... seb baik it didnt rain earlier alhamdulillah... so we managed to pass tru the tunnel dgn selamatnya... :) kalau dipenuhi air tunnel tuh b4 we all balik, i seriously dunno wuts gonna happen to us... huhuhuhu... btw, iefa and i saje je lah nk bergambar ngan 'Labu express' nih, while waiting for the bus..

anyway, b4 that, Dr JK said to me, ~which during at that time Ali was on this tractor, taking pic~ "if u dont pass ur sem 10 exam, u know wut's going to happen to u" i was like "huh???" "r u going to publish the pic on ur blog, Dr??? and say sumthing bout the student???" but of cos i didnt articulate this... it was only in my mind... and maybe Dr JK saw my puzzled face, so he answered himself.... "u can be the tractor driver..." and he smiled... and i smiled too.. relieved.. at least he didnt mean wut i thought earlier...ahaha...(itula azi, pikir bukan2...)

so kitorg blk... and kitorg singgah di kedai Chendol di Seremban Town... a treat by IMU... :D most of us thought wut gabriel said earlier (that we gonna have cendol and rojak in srmbn) was only a joke... but i thought it was true... and mmg true pun.. :D hurmm... hujan2 makan cendol??? well, ramai makan, but i chose not to have it.. :) wpun this kedai mmg famous with the cendol... nway, ini gambar ms baru smp kedai.. so no cendol or rojak were served.. (yet)

so it was the end of our event... tiring but fun! again, its the experience that i treasured most... :) when u r working, u will never know whether u still have time to do this type of services... => during my Emergency posting debriefing session yesterday, the A&E specialist asked us, why do u want to be a doctor??? all of us answered - to serve the community, to help people and ayat2 yg seangkatan dgnnya... and yes, if u have this kind of answer, i think u should start thinking to get urself involved in this type of services... it would be best if u train urself from now... if u never thought (i really mean NEVER THOUGHT.. as maybe some of medical students, they have thought bout it, but the reachable home-sweet-home attract them more, or books/exams restrict them from going or maybe due to some other reasons... i dunno.. but at least, they have the INTENTION...) of joining services like this, maybe ur objective of becoming a doctor is sumthing else... so better dont lie when people ask u why u wanna be a doctor! -ok, this is only my own thoughts, no offense yeah, readers- :D

one of kebesaran ALLAH SWT yg dapat diperhatikan di Kg Tekir... :D Subhanallah!

ok, need to rest! another tiring day esok!!! SUKAN WANITA ISMA seremban 2008 menanti.. :)

exam ~ test = ujian

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alhamdulillah!

gembiranya dgr berita kawan2 IMU di Auckland sume pass year 4 exam diorg! fiqah, izzah, jiha etc... sebelum nih, selalu je dgr cik fiq cite ramai je students yg kene repeat year 4.. like IMU seremban, auckland uni pun xde chance resit paper... kalau fail, means u have to repeat year (semester for IMU) so cik fiq selalu menggambarkan kegerunan nk hadapi exam diorg nih... but alhamdulillah, they all made it! (^_^)/

and gembira juga sbb baru je call cik fatin yg pulang ke Hutan Melintang, Perak dr Tazmania, Australia... cik fatin dan juga yuni pun pass end of year exam diorg!!! :) alhamdulillah...

and still, menunggu berita drp bbrp org kawan2 lain yg turut ambil exam baru2 nih... still praying hard for my frens in monash uni, JB... hopefully diorg pun akan pass exam... :D

and exams never end.. if i'm not mistaken, early january my sisters and brothers di IMU BJ plak akan sit for their end of semester 5 (EOS 5)... pastu in february, my frens and seniors; sem 7, 9 and 10 di IMU seremban/batu pahat plak yg akan hadapi exam masing2...

as for me, i'll have my end of posting (minor posting) exam on the 24th dec b4 i start my 2 months elective and selective postings .. :D

yup, exam is very2 significant to students... we cannot run away from it... and membicarakan ttg exam ~ test = ujian, teringat ta'lim ustaz azam dulu... sbg muslim, we have to be aware that hidup kita di atas bumi Allah ni adalah satu ujian... setiap saat itu adalah ujian... andailah kita sentiasa beringat dan merasai yg setiap saat kita berada di atas bumi ini kita dinilai, pasti, kita akan berusaha bersungguh2 utk 'pass' exam ini... keputusannya di akhirat kelak.. jika kita pass, insyaAllah syurga lah tempat kita... kalau fail, neraka lah jawapannya...tetapi malangnya, amat sedikit drp kita yg menyedari kita sedang diuji... ketika menjalani rutin harian, kita x merasai suasana atau perasaan sebagaimana kita berada di dlm dewan peperiksaan or ketika berada di hadapan examiner... :( termasuklah diri saya sendiri... selalu aje terleka.. =(

hurmm...kesimpulannya, berdoalah agar kita sentiasa beringat.. sentiasa melakukan kebaikan dan menjauhi kejahatan! dan sentiasa berusaha utk mendpt keredhaan ALLAH SWT... hrp2nya ALLAH melihat usaha kita dan menempatkan kita di syurga di akhirat kelak.. :) dan moga kita sesama muslims akan sentiasa saling memperingati antara satu sama lain... (",)

doa yg diajar oleh Rasulullah SAW kpd Mu'az r.a

sabda nabi SAW: Wahai Mu'az, demi Allah sesungguhnya aku mencintai kamu, kemudian aku berwasiat kepada kamu wahai Mu'az; jgn sekali-kali kamu meninggalkan pengakhiran solat utk berdoa: Ya Allah, bantulah aku utk sentiasa mengingati-Mu, mensyukuri-Mu, dan memperelokkan ibadah untukMu.

HR Ahmad

unexpected 'gift'

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i was having my lunch at IMU canteen last week... and suddenly KY came, and showed me a blue paper, printed "Jabatan Kemajuan Islam Malaysia (JAKIM)" on it...

i was like... huh??? wut's this??? and KY didnt say a word to me but juz passed me the 'paper'...

it was sumthing like a file actually... and i opened it... and here wut it was:

a certificate! from JAKIM as a token of appreciation for my involvement in SUNATHON 2008 recently.... seriously, it was an unexpected 'gift'!

nway, to have the sijil (which was sumthing that i never expected) is something, but most importantly, the experience that i had is the thing that i treasured most! :)

and weeks later after sunathon, zaquan had passed me some pics taken throughout the event... so here is the big team that we had on that day!

IMU students with doctors, and the sponsors.. (not in pic: Prof AL and CUCMS students, and a few freshly grad IMU docs)