on my way back...

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assalamualaikum wbt

i'm back in Seremban...
alhamdulillah, the journey was ok, cuaca baik... managed to reach home b4 hujan lebat di waktu petang di bumi seremban ni.. :)

but on my way back juz now... i saw an accident...

Sebuah kereta hitam myvi yg sedang dipandu laju terbabas melanggar tebing tanah yg sedikit tinggi di tepi jalan tu... Innalillahi wainna ilaihirajiuun.. yes,its true, it happened right before my eyes! sy saksikan sendiri bagaimana kereta yg laju itu drp atas jalan ke arah tepi jalan, melanggar tebing dan terbalik... there was a construction site di tepi jalan tu... at first i thought the driver wanted to go there using susur masuk yg maybe ada kat situ...but unfortunately that was not the case... :( anyway, it happened somewhere after sempadan kuantan-pekan...

at that time, i was like 50-50... nak stop ke tak nak... coz i could be considered as one of the 1st passby'er's...at that time mmg i had slow down the car... and alhamdulillah the car in front of me - aHonda accord car- stopped... i wanted to follow that car gak, but on my second thought, i did not... i continued my journey... yela, i think it was dangerous for me to stop since i'm alone and i'm a girl... jalan kat situ pun mmg la sunyi and xde rumah2 or kampung yg berdekatan... lagi2, the car behind me pun had decided not to stop and the way his car acted -dgn cara2 x sabar nk teruskan perjalanan- as if it's telling me to decide whether i wanna stop or not... so i decided... to continue...

while continuing the journey, i could only pray that the driver and the passengers (if any) would be safe... dah teruskan perjalanan, rasa menyesal pun adalah jugak sbb x stop, coz i think i should stop and at least make a phone call... and ada jg sket rs menyesal coz as a medical student, i should be able to make myself useful by giving the basic first aids.... on the way tu, teringat2 je briefing by Dr SS masa our orientation week di clinical school bila beliau mempersoalkan how great is our passion to be in this medical profession... situasi accidents mcm inilah yg ditimbulkannya ketika itu.... :p

but from the rear mirror, i could see there were a few other vehicles stopped to help.... at least i didnt feel sooo bad... and kebetulan, i noticed there was another accident juz b4 simpang ke Temerloh~Tasik bera... fire-engine was there... and i noticed those who stopped to help were all guys... dr pandangan sekilas lalu, i didnt see any ladies la... so now i thought i made a right decision not to stop earlier... :)

and bila dah masuk ke simpang Bahau, i again terserempak dgn kereta honda accord tadi... he took over me... x smp sejam pun drp incident tu.. so i guess, insyaAllah it was not a serious case... dan hrp2nya mmg xde pe2 la..

hurmm... persoalannya skrg, if i were to face this kind of situation again next time, would i stop to help???? well i guess, my answer would be: 'depend on the situation'... if im not alone and it happens at not-so-quiet place, i guess i would lend my hand...

kereta oh kereta... makin byk kereta di atas jalan-jalan Msia... tgk ajela no pendaftaran kereta... cepat aje berganjak from a letter to the next letter... klu Tganu skrg dah TAU, while Pahang yg dilihat di jalan2 Kemaman plak skrg nih is CCJ...makin byk kete, mkn byk accident, deh??? -gotong royong membuat asyura di rumah ma.. ibu saudaraku-

anyway, message utk hari ini, drive carefully.... ~well, smp skrg saya masih tertanya2 apa yg menyebabkan kereta itu hilang kawalan??? ~

dan before mulakan perjalanan, mulakan dgn ucapan bismillah... atau lebih baik doa naik kenderaan dan sepotong ayat kursi... insyaAllah, selagi kita berusaha utk drive dgn baik, and berdoa dan berserah kpdNya, Allah akan selamatkan perjalanan kita... ameen.. :D