congratz! PMR 2008

well.. ari nih result PMR kuar... n i juz got this news... this year KYS PMR students got 100% straight As... wow! sangat hebat!!! n they all have beaten CRACKERZ record!!! ahahaha.. ours last time was 98.2% 8A... coz during our time, xde non-muslim lagi, so everyone took 8 subjects.. only in 2000 KYS accepted non-muslim and starting in 2002, these non-muslim students only took 7 subjects, eliminating pendidikan Islam... nway, i like my batch percentage.. 98.2% - symbolised our years in KYS.. 98-02.. :) [juz imagine la, the dot is 0... hehe]

my feeling bila dpt tau??? ehehehe... juz thought that zaman kegemilangan Crackerz dah pudar... we now only remains with our SPM record... but yela, adat dunia... akan ade aje org akan atasi kecemerlangan kita... as we wont alwiz be on top...

hhmm.. well, congratz to this batch who has created a history in our Malaysia education history... they deserve it after their hard work! :) and i'm sure, klu la it is still Mr rama yg ajar diorg sejarah form 3, and he had done a lot to this batch, mesti dia akan senyum smp ke telinga for their vistory... at least for weeks... heheh... :p [i wonder, how he is now??? dah lama x dgr cite.. still kat KYS??? dah ade brp org anak skrg??? hehehe]

ooo yeah... forgot to introduce this batch.. they called themselves as 'Arisztocratz 0509'... hhhmm... i wonder wut it means... ???? *garu2 kepala* ~bunyi mcm 'aristotle'..huhu~

one again, congratulation! even though i dunno anyone of you, but i am proud of u guys... :) all the best in future and hopefully all of u will become good people one day....

and pengajaran utk kita di sini, for muslims.... well, kita bleh jadi the best in our studies... we alwiz work hard to be the best student... we alwiz struggle to maintain our A record in each exam.. but juz think for a moment, do we do our best to become a GOOD MUSLIM??? do we alwiz maintain good 'solat' each time we pray??? do we alwiz perform 'ibadat sunat' to gain extra 'pahala'??? do we wake up at night to do QIAM, like in our studies, we can stay up the whole night to do revision????

ermmm... renung-renungkan... :)

medical posting

huhuhu.. saya malas nak update blog saya lately... :(

juz an update bout 'my life as a medic student'...

i'm currently in INTERNAL MEDICINE POSTING... today was my first day...

well, a lot to learn... a lot to revise... a lot more patients to cover compare to surgery posting..

and i have another CFCS visit and presentation to be done this january....

and not forgetting, my research project!!!!!!!! huhuhu... xtau la pejadi... sume buat xtau jer.. isk... now, in this medical posting, i'll be facing my research project tutor - Prof CSK at least once a week i guess.... huhuhuhu.. camne nih???

and nak ckp jgk kat sini, loads of plans r going to be created by me n frens... ehehehehe... lg2, january nih ada 3 ari cuti in the middle of the week... new year, maal hijrah and thaipusam... (",) +weekends too...
insyaAllah, sesuatu yg dapat merapatkan ukhuwwah... :) esp bg rakan2 yg dah lama x jumpa n jgk rakan2 yg dah nk fly.... :D ~big grinnnnn~~

p/s:-

anyway... to crackerz, or sesape yg mengenali azrol amar b. azizan, aka gbam/jibam, marila sama2 kita doakan arwah ibu beliau yg baru je pergi meninggalkan alam dunia ini... and gbam, moga hang tabah menghadapi pemergian ini... moga menjadi anak yg soleh! yg sentiasa doakan arwah ibu... dan ingatan utk kita semua,KEMATIAN itu satu yg pasti!!! dan ia sebenarnya adalah satu tanda kekuasaan ALLAH SWT bg kaum yg berfikir.. spt firman ALLAH di dlm Az Zumar, ayat 42.

Allah memegang jiwa (orang) ketika matinya dan (memegang) jiwa (orang) yang belum mati di waktu tidurnya; maka Dia tahanlah jiwa (orang) yang telah Dia tetapkan kematiannya dan Dia melepaskan jiwa yang lain sampai waktu yang ditetapkan[1313]. Sesungguhnya pada yang demikian itu terdapat tanda- tanda kekuasaan Allah bagi kaum yang berfikir.

salam aidiladha!

malam raya... 10 Zulhijjah 1428H di Malaysia.. azi masih di Seremban... menanti masa jer nak naik bas... :) ermm.. 1st time xde kat rumah on hari raya... huhuhu.. klu dulu, tgk aje kawan2 kat KYS, or sunway or kat IMU yg x balik sbb cuti sehari jer or ade exam ke ape... n now, it's my turn to feel it... the feeling of not being at home during raya!!!

tapi pepun, azi bersyukur, at least dapat balik... mujur la exam clinical dpt ari selasa, bukan jumaat... so x payah la beraya kat hospital.. :) n sbb last minute tau jadual exam,[a week b4 exam] jadi x dapat la book tiket awal2... n kali ni, tiket tambahan x dikluarkan... n dpt tiket pun, cam tiket yg org tolak blk... tu pun kuantan... tp again, alhamdulillah dapat blk rumah!!!! lg2, stress jgk rasanya blaja for 7 weeks non-stop... huhuhu..

insyaAllah, bas azi esok kul 930am.... [tol ke?? huhu.. x cek lg nih] doakan azi selamat sampai rumah.... moga2 xde main road yg tutup sbb banjir... ermm.. nmpknya x dpt la nak tolong my parents ngan daging2 korban yg nak diagihkan nnt... n nmpknya, hanya dpt visit sedara mara terdekat on friday plg awal pun...

and insyaAllah jgk, a big present is waiting for me blk nih... :) from my parents of cos... mudah2an, ia membawa kebaikan, manfaat utk diri sdri n jgk org2 di sekeliling.. insyaAllah.. :)

ok... akhir kata, salam aidil adha buat semua!!!! doakan jgk, ana akan menjejakkan kaki di tanah suci Mekah dan madinah satu ari nnt!!!! rindu nk ke sana!!! insyaAllah, doa azi utk semua shbt yg jgk teringin nk ke sana... :) sama2 doakan moga ada rezeki utk kita buat umrah atau haji nnt... =) [~tinggi sungguh cita2... belum lg keje... ehehe.. tetapi dgn cita2 la, buatkan kita berazam dan berusaha utk mencapai apa yg kita ingini... tol tak??? *wink*~]

exam..

saya nak exam minggu ni!!!

Tuesday, 18.12.07,2.00pm

- Clinical Examination ~ surgery

Wednesday,19.12.07,11 am-12.15pm

-MCQ ~Family Medicine

Wednesday, 19.12.07,3.30pm-4.45pm

-MCQ~ Surgery

dan dua hari sebelum exam(CE), dapat sms dari kak Ummi dgn ucapan "selamat Berjuang" dan juga satu peringatan, ALLAH x melihat hasil, tetapi ALLAH melihat pada usaha kita...[9:105] thanx kak Ummi! :)

~ntah camne kak ummi tau azi nk xm... ermm..tp inila dikatakan ikatan ukhuwwah.. :) wpun x berhubung, tetapi hati itu spt mengetahui... dan semuanya berlaku atas izin/ilham dari ALLAH SWT..~

Dan Katakanlah: "Bekerjalah kamu, maka Allah dan Rasul-Nya serta orang-orang mukmin akan melihat pekerjaanmu itu, dan kamu akan dikembalikan kepada (Allah) Yang Mengetahui akan yang ghaib dan yang nyata, lalu diberitakan-Nya kepada kamu apa yang telah kamu kerjakan.

[at-taubah,9:105]

Frederic Kanoute

apb check email td, azi tertarik utk terus membaca artikel yg dikirimkan oleh seorg saudara ini kpd PPIM yahoogroup...

rasa bersyukur masyarakat Muslim ada seseorg spt Frederic Kanoute ni..

frankly speaking, since azi xde la minat dgn football, so x pernah la dgr nama akhi ni... and utk cek kesahihannya, azi dah surf net dulu... alhamdulillah, mmg ada footballer nama nih dan status beliau sbg Muslim mmg diketahui umum...

~azi gembira membaca kisah ttg seorg lagi saudara Islam kita~ (",)

di bawah: email tersebut, yg dikatakan dipetik dr - IslamOnline. net


It is estimated that Kanoute has spent almost a year's salary to buy the mosque. MADRID Malian Muslim footballer Frederic Kanoute, the striker of Spain's Seville FC, has saved the only mosque in the southern Spanish city of Seville from closure. Kanoute has paid 510,860 euros (some $700,000) so that fellow Muslims in Seville would not find themselves without a mosque, reported Agence France-Presse (AFP) Thursday, December 13.

The privately owned mosque was due to be sold after a contract to use the premises by the local Muslim population had expired.But Kanoute stepped in to purchase the building.The 30-year-old striker has not made any comment on the matter. But city authorities have confirmed that the property has been registered in Kanoute's name, according to the BBC Sport. It is estimated that Kanoute has spent almost a year's salary to buy the mosque. Kanoute, one of the finalists for the 2007 BBC African Footballer of the Year award, moved in 2005 from French champions Lyon to Seville FC, the 2006-07 Spanish league's third and the holder of last season's cup championship.

GratefulSpanish Muslims said they really appreciate Kanoute's moving gesture."If it had not been for Kanoute then we would not have had a mosque on Fridays, which is the most holy day of the week for Muslims," a spokesman for the Islamic Community of Spain was quoted as saying by BBC Sport.

Kanoute, who has also created a foundation in his motherland Mali to help orphans, reverted to Islam 10 years ago.Last Ramadan, he impressed Spanish football fans by his unique performance though he was fasting.Kanoute was crowned last year the league's top scorer with 20 goals, outperforming football legends such as Brazilian Ronaldinho.Kanoute, a practicing Muslim who regularly performs his prayers even in the locker room, refused last season to wear a jersey advertising for an internet gambling site, because gambling is forbidden in Islam.His team had to give him a brand-free jersey until he accepted wearing the sponsored jersey in return for money to an Islamic charity.

Selamat Hari Lahir!

ari nih 15th December 2007... hari lahir mak saya yg ke 52... puan Rokiah bt Mohamad.

and ari nih, dalam bulan Islam, adalah 5 Zulhijjah 1428H... iaitu hari lahir saya yg ke-23 mengikut tahun Hijrah... :p

azi doakan mak sentiasa sihat wal'afiat dan sentiasa berada di dalam lindungan dan mendapat rahmat daripada Nya dan bahagia selalu... InsyaAllah, azi akan belajar bersungguh-sungguh dan cuba utk menjadi anak yg solehah... moga sedikit kejayaan yg sdg azi usahakan ini, dapat membuatkan mak gembira suatu ari nnt... :)

dan ingatan utk saya dan semua, hari lahir bukanlah disambut kerana menandakan umur kita bertambah lagi satu tahun... dan kita semakin tua... tetapi di dalam Islam, hari lahir sebenarnya dianggap sbg peringatan bahawa umur kita telah kurang satu tahun, dan bermakna satu tahun makin hampir kepada kematian...

ingatlah pesanan nih... ~ apb menyambut hari lahir, sama ada utk diri sdri atau kita ingin 'wish' seseorg, adalah lebih baik kita banyak2kan berdoa, amalan2 kita/org tersebut yg lepas diterima ALLAH dan dosa2 kita/org tersebut diampunkan... dan doakan, moga kita/org tersebut dapat manfaatkan baki umur yg ada... kerana kematian itu satu perkara yg pasti! ALLAH telah tetapkan hari kematian kita ketika kita berada di alam roh lg...~ hadis Rasulullah SAW:

Sesungguhnya setiap orang di kalangan kamu dihimpunkan kejadiannya dalam perut ibunya selama 40 hari berupa air mani, kemudian menjadi segumpal darah selama tempoh yang sama, kemudian menjadi seketul daging selama tempoh yang sama, kemudian dikirimkan kepadanya seorang malaikat lalu dia menghembuskan padanya ruh dan dia diperintahkan dengan 4 kalimat; iaitu supaya menulis rezekinya, ajalnya, amalannya dan adakah dia celaka atau bahagia. Demi Allah Yang tiada Tuhan melainkanNya, sesungguhnya salah seorang dari kalangan kamu akan beramal dengan amalan ahli syurga, sehingga jarak antaranya dan syurga tidak lebih dari sehasta, lalu dia didahului oleh ketentuan tulisan kitab lantas dia mengerjakan amalan ahli neraka lalu dia memasuki neraka. Dan sesungguhnya salah seorang dari kalangan kamu akan beramal dengan amalan ahli neraka, sehingga jarak antaranya dengan neraka tidak lebih dari sehasta, lalu dia didahului oleh ketentuan tulisan kitab lantas dia mengerjakan amalan ahli syurga lalu dia memasuki syurga.

Hadis riwayat al-lmam al-Bukhari dan al-lmam Muslim

6th week of surgical posting

alhamdulillah! we ended our 6th week of surgical posting with a very good CP with dato' Kanda... syukur...wpun mmg perasaan 'kecut perut' sentiasa ada everytime CP ngan Dato', tapi today dato' was quite nice... i mean, today he didnt make us feel 'bad' as b4... everyone kena present a case today...no exception... dah kat ward 3A tu, there are not many patients...

HOSPITAL TUANKU JAAFAR/ FORMERLY KNOWN AS SEREMBAN HOSPITAL

well, b4 this, we all (6 of us from group B), try to push this CP to group C, coz they never had CP with Dato'. (seriously, in my personal view, having CP with Dato' is a MUST for all IMU students!!! klu x, rugi la) and lgpun, there was one session, ntah camne we had to replace group C for a session with Dato'... that's why, diorg xde lgsg CP ngan dato'... so, we had 3, and they had zero.. [fair huh???] but then, they refused...so okla... we took the risk... ahaks.. ~one thing bout CP with Dato', we need to cover the whole ward, and we'll never know which patients he will choose.. that's the 'interesting' part~

even last night, b4 tido, i was praying, no CP with Dato' or at least i don have to present my patient's case... (as for 2 sessions b4, i didnt hv to present case.. :p) but, i do pray to ALLAH, whatever i'd have this morning, is the best for me... and alhamdulillah, i was happy with the progression of this morning's session at HTJ...

at 8 am, dato' came to ward, and asked us, if we are aware that there is CME(Conference on Medical Education) every two weeks on friday...??? so, he asked us to go... i thought we are 'safe' now... but, he added, he'll come back to ward.. all of us wished the conference will finish at 10 ke or ape... ahaqs.. but no.. it finished at 9 am... ~it was a good conference! :)~ so, kitorg pg la ward... and jumpa dato' and had about 100 min session with Dato'..

okla... i think we learned a lot from him... how to think which will provide us the provisional diagnosis... and one message he alwiz mention; be focus! and i think we were even better at answering his questions compared to our first session with him, which was during our 2nd week of posting...

all in all, i like my sessions with Dato'... despite of rasa 'kecut perut' tuh... hehehehe... i'm sure, if any medical student or house officer were under his supervision for 3 months at least, u'll be a competent DOCTOR! insyaAllah... :)

Question: why do u wanna be 'wut u wanna be'??? eg: doctor ka, engineer ka, accountant ka, policeman, fisherman etc...

wuteva the answer is, remember this verse:

...... Dan barangsiapa yang memelihara kehidupan seorang manusia, maka seolah-olah dia telah memelihara kehidupan manusia semuanya.....

Al-mai'dah:32

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dedicated to all muslim women... :)


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MC

subhanallah... rupa2nya rumah yg azi selalu pergi utk program di bwh anjuran ISMA adalah milik ust halim jua... baru mlm ni discover yg ustzh fariza tu wife ust halim... huhu.. :( alhamdulillah, masyarakat Islam di Seremban ni ada org seperti ustzh fariza dan ust... sanggup membeli rumah [2 buah double storey] utk semata2 dijadikan tempat utk muslims di sini melakukan apa2 aktiviti... daurah, qiam etc... moga akan ada ramai lg muslims spt ust dan ustzh... (",)

~lampiran:-

.......Dan apa saja harta yang baik yang kamu nafkahkan (di jalan allah), maka pahalanya itu untuk kamu sendiri. Dan janganlah kamu membelanjakan sesuatu melainkan karena mencari keridhaan Allah. Dan apa saja harta yang baik yang kamu nafkahkan, niscaya kamu akan diberi pahalanya dengan cukup sedang kamu sedikitpun tidak akan dianiaya (dirugikan).

[al-baqarah:272]~

ermmm.... i wont be surprise, klu nnt azi find out org yg azi selalu jumpa jgk, isteri dr Zain.. ahaha.. ntahla.. x 'berkenalan' lg dgn wife dr zain wpun students IMU slalu jer mention namanya.. tp azi mmg rs, azi dah jumpa and dah kenal sbnrnya... cuma kenal sbg dirinya sdri... bukan sbg wife Dr... ntahla... mana satu xtau la... :p

well, i'm back to uni/hosp after one day MC... again, i mention MC! cuti sakit! aha.. i think last time i had MC when i was in STANDARD 5... tu pun sbb kne chicken pox... n xde la cuti 1 week coz time tuh dah dkt2 ngan cuti sekolah... so 2 ari jer x gi sekolah, klu x salah la... ermm.. imagine la dah brp lama x 'sakit'kan diri sdri... ehehehe... bukan x sakit, cuma x cuti sakit jer... still pg kelas if demam ke ape... even kat KYS dulu, ade ke azi MC??? ermm...pk kejap... pnah la demam teruk tapi MC...????

klu bleh mmg xnk MC... but then, rasa x larat sgt semalam utk bangun n bersiap ke hospital.. ended up i went with farah to klinik kesihatan Seremban for MC n jgk for some medications... ermm... bukan cam kat BJ dulu, kelas 2 jam jer so bleh tahan la... rehat kat umah pagi tu and petang gi lecture... or if in worse situation pun, ada PBL or CSU, still bleh tahan, coz 1-2 hours class jer... habis, balik umah rehat coz rumah x smp 10 mins jalan kaki pun... but now, in seremban, from 8 t0 4, i have to be in hospital and university... n klu rasa x larat. xde tempat nk rest... rumah dah la about 5-6km jauh nya... n surau currently under renovation... so, mmg xde tempat rest... that's why, i decided to juz stay at home... :) [plus smlm my group ada CP at 430! mane azi larat nk tggu smp kul 6!!! huhuhu]

tp alhamdulillah... now, i feel better.. :) syukur pada ALLAH SWT.... klu bleh, mmg nk cepat2 baik, sbb sakit, xleh nk concentrate study.... next week exam!!!!!!!!!!

k..sign out! assalamualaikum wbt... moga ana wa antum sentiasa sihat2 selalu hendaknya... ('0')

i'm sick!

as expected, i'm having fever rite now... it all started after i came back from the camp... of coz la, after blk from hutan rekreasi tu, i felt generalised fatigue... had about 2+hour of sleep to pay back my sleepless nite... ahaqs... but then, i gagahkan diri jgk ke rumah ustazah Fariza, for Daurah... n tajuknya; Ini Sejarah Kita (ISK) ~finally! after bbrp kali x dpt attend program yg bwk tajuk nih kat sekitar KL, selangor b4 this... :) i was excited to finally get to know kak hidayah and kak suria... nama2 yg Kak Ummi bisa mention b4 this... they are Aussie graduates... ~ and malam tu, while the program was going on, i realised that i started to have muscle aches at both of my upper limbs... hohoho..

and balik rumah mlm tu, tido... n tomorrow morning, i woke up.... i have muscle aches all over my body.. on in medic term we called it; myalgia... but normal la kan, bg sume org to have muscle ache after such a tiring camp, exercises, or ape2 la yg we are not used to it... but, i also noticed, my throat cam dry jer... huhuhu.. and i knew, it meant sumthing to me!

and later in the evening, my body started to feel warm.... and i knew, i'll be like this for at least a few days... demam kura2 org kampung panggil... kejap ok temperature badan kejap bleh jadi panas...

and monday morning, i started to have flu... dah la hari pun hujan aje kan.... lagi la memburukkan keadaan diriku ini... huhuhu.. tp hujan x salah... hahaha... lgpun, hujan tuh rahmat dari ALLAH SWT... :) and in the afternoon, i got cough... aha... now, my sickness is complete! ngan sakit badan x ilang2 lagi, n demam lak....

so tadi balik dr hospital, singgahla Guardian utk beli panadol and strepsils... smlm i digged all my bags utk cari panadol, tp xde...jumpa satu jer... coz biasanya i keep a few stacks of panadols sbb i know, klu i'm having fever, mmg lasted for days... n usually plg kurang, i would have 1 papan stgh panadol tu... dlm 14-16 bijik panadol la lbh krg... which i yg mmg malas nk mkn ubat n everytime makan pun, amik satu jer... so juz imagine how long i would have my fever normally.. ermm..rasa2nya, panadol yg ada, dah kene curik skali ngan my hand bag yg kene ragut baru2 ni...hohohoho... [apalah peragut2 tuh dah buat ngan panadols tuh..???]

ermmm....n skrg gak, wpun demam, i think my appetite sggh bagus... rasa cam nk makan sume bende jer... ahaqs.. maybe sbb tgh tuh kot... (",) so bagusla.... xdela sakit=xde selera, which akan lmbtkan lg proses recovery....

hhmm... sakit itu nikmat! :) ya Allah, moga dgn sakit ini, akan gugurlah dosa2 kecil ku selama nih... ameen!!!!

ermm..dan sabarlah menghadapi sakit.... kerana insyaAllah, Allah akan menyembuhkan penyakit drp kita... :) spt dlm surah 26; Asy Syuraa', ayat 80..

75. Ibrahim berkata: "Maka apakah kamu telah memperhatikan apa yang selalu kamu sembah,
76. kamu dan nenek moyang kamu yang dahulu?,
77. karena sesungguhnya apa yang kamu sembah itu adalah musuhku, kecuali Tuhan Semesta Alam,
78. (yaitu Tuhan) Yang telah menciptakan aku, maka Dialah yang menunjuki aku,
79. dan Tuhanku, Yang Dia memberi makan dan minum kepadaku,
80. dan apabila aku sakit, Dialah Yang menyembuhkan aku,
81. dan Yang akan mematikan aku, kemudian akan menghidupkan aku (kembali),
82. dan Yang amat kuinginkan akan mengampuni kesalahanku pada hari kiamat."

# kisah nabi Ibrahim as dgn kaumnya.. [ asy Syuraa' 75-82] ;0) #

sleepless camp! :)

alhamdulillah.... i managed to complete my 24-hour first aid and emergency training rescue camp! it was held at Hutan Rekreasi Seremban on the 7th-8th Dec 2007... as u can read from the title, it is true that i had a sleepless night during this camp... yup, i had a nap, but it was less than half an hour.. huhuhu

but i am happy bcoz i joined this camp... seriously, i learned a lot from this camp... useful stuff i must say... from fire-fighting training, first aid, primary and secondary survey, CPR to knot tying workshop... and we had fun too with activities that they offer us.. like FLYING FOX! it was my first time ever to try it.... i was satisfied coz at last i get to fly on air!!!! ahaks...

thanx to all the facilitators who have shared their knowledge and experiences with us... and million thanks to ERSM (emergency rescue services Malaysia) who had given us this oppurtunity and gave a 100% FREE training!!! tenkiu and tenkiu...

well, i wont touch on activities that we had, coz i knew farah had given full details of it at her blog.... so juz feel free to visit her blog to read bout it...the entry title is 1st aid & emergency rescue training camp ....

but, i'll tell u wut i like and dislike bout this camp... yup, things i like, which i had said earlier, this is one of the camp that i wont forget as it gave me precious knowledge that i wont be able to learn in university... this was only 24-hour camp... i couldnt imagine if it is 3 days two nights camp... how much more knowledge i'll gain??? must be more interesting! (",) and we also had great and kind-hearted facilitators... [they were not at all being strict towards us.. imagine, we finished our night activities at 2 sumthing, then we were supposed to gather again at 3.30 am... but, as my frens n i went to the camp centre at 330am, not everybody was there, n while waiting, almost all of us fell asleep... and at 4am, i realised the doctors/facilitators were starting to walk in front of us..maybe a sign that the next session will start.. but they dont dare to wake us up.... until Dr Maha asked me" why u all sleep here, not in chalet???" and i answered him,"they said that there is sumthing at 4...??? that's why we all wait here.." then he replied me, "so, go and call ur other frens..and go to the carpark later"... ermm... i'm sure, if nobody at the camp centre, the activity will only start later at 7 in the morning, bcoz they didnt want to give command to us, as i believe, they afraid that we might think that they are torturing us]

and the thing i dislike, which i must stress here, MY OWN VIEW!!! was the 'unnecessary' joined activity between female and male...~there was nothing wrong with that activity actually, but it is a problem to me when it involved me and other muslims~ it is not only in this camp, but also in any activities organised by non-muslim or if the participants are mostly non-muslim... and as minority, i dunno how i can speak up my mind... :( there's only a little thing that i can do for now... :'<

of course, i'm not saying that i'm a conservative thinker... that we cant mix around with non-muslim or wut-so-eva.... NO! mixing around with them is a good thing and things that we MUST DO!!! it is part of da'wah... besides, we can learn soo many things from them... wut i mean here is that i juz want activities that follow the islamic law... that's all..

huhu..well i wonder, we say that Malaysia is an ISLAMIC country... but how true is that statement???? if we are really an islamic country, i believe that even though some activities are organised by non-muslim organisations or companies owned by non-muslim, they may automatically know what a muslim can do or cant do... because they will understand and respect the islamic laws if the country really inforce it..!!! but sadly, i must admit that nowadays in Malaysia, from my observation, even though some activities or companies organized/owned by Muslims, they themselves do not apply islamic rules... huhuhuhu.... that is why, how can a non-muslim understand our law if the muslim himself, does not understand and apply it in his daily life??? for example: in Islamic laws, the non-related female and male cannot touch each other, but now, there are soo many so-called-muslims that do not stick to this law...and the non-muslims will think that in Islam, it is okay for us to mix around.... that's why they never think of this whenever they organised activities for muslims...

so now, the question is, how can we make sure that everybody follow, understand and respect Islamic law??? remember during Prophet Muhammad SAW time...??? in Madinah after the hijrah and also in Makkah after Fathu Makkah.. how all the Muslims and other religions like Yahudi, Nasrani can live peacefully in Islamic Countries??? this was bcoz they follow islamic rules... why cant we make that situation to happen again in this era??? hmmm... well, think about it!

to my non-muslim frens, it does not mean, by applying true islamic law in this country, it will only favour muslims... NO! but it will ensure us to live together in a peaceful place... and Islam never force non-muslim to be a muslim too... so, no harm... :) [this stated in Quran, in chapter 2(al-baqarah), verse 256]


appendix:-

Let there be no compulsion in religion: Truth stands out clear from Error: whoever rejects evil and believes in Allah hath grasped the most trustworthy hand-hold, that never breaks. And Allah heareth and knoweth all things.

[2:256]

Selamat pengantin baru!

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alhamdulillah... akhirnya... ada juga CRACKERZ yang mengakhiri zaman bujangnya.. :) tahniah kepada sahabatku ayu, or nama penuhnya Nurul Fathim Ridayu bt Ramli or lebih dikenali dgn nama fadem kat KYS dulu; :p, yg telah sah menjadi isteri kepada pasangan hidupnya; Ahmad Mu'az b Mohd Nawawi pada pukul 1 ptg tadi... (mengikut aturacara yg telah di plan spt yg tercatat di dlm kad jemputan.. waktu sebenar, allahu'alam.. :0)

moga bahagia bersama dgn suami tersayang dan moga makin bersemangat dalam meneruskan perjuangan di jalan ALLAH SWT ini dgn sokongan moral dan dorongan dari suami sendiri... insyaALLAH.. moga daripada pernikahan ini, akan melahirkan lebih ramai generasi anak2 Islam yg soleh dan solehah... ameen... :)

dan harapnya juga, majlis akad tadi berjalan lancar...dan begitu jg dgn reception nyer nnt yg dgr kabarnya akan dibuat somewhere in February... (",)

moga awak dan pasangan akan sentiasa diberkati ALLAH...

okay, kali ni ana attach kan ayat2 drp Al-Quran dlm English plak ye... (^.^)

"And among His Signs is this, that He created for you mates from among yourselves, that you may dwell in tranquillity with them, and He has put love and mercy between your (hearts): verily in that are Signs for those who reflect."

[Ar-Ruum:21]

p/s: baru blk drp Rescue Camp nih... x tido mlm td n i need sleep now!!!! :) insyaAllah i'll tell my experience during the camp later... :>

adik-adik solehah

rindu adik2 dari rumah Solehah!!! ermm... bila la nak visit diorg lagi.. last pergi, masa bulan Ramadhan... sabtu 6th october 2007.... that was my only visit to Rumah Solehah ever since i'm in Seremban... huhuhu... skrg ni susah nak cari free time... ermm..lgpun, now I'm in seremban, bila nk ke KL, i have to think twice jgk.... mmg susah to find a very very free saturday.. :( meaning xyah gi hospital or prepare for next week's CP or pe2....

sekarang ni cuti sekolah...so mestila adik2 nih free... ermmm... terfikir2..apa lah aktiviti diorg cuti2 nih..??? klu pergi sana, mesti banyak aktiviti bleh buat ngan adik2... huhuhu.. ermmm.. ntah adik2 nih ingat ke x lagi kat kakak ni??? kakak2 IMU lain ada ke x pg melawat diorg??? or abang2 IMU tu, ada ke x melawat mereka??? ermmm...adik2 nih, setiap kali azi datang ngan yuni, selalu je pesan kat kitorg, suruh abg2 IMU datang visit diorg... yela..mostly kat rumah Solehah (rumah 1) yg slalu kitorg pg, mainly boys... jadi, they all mesti lg suka main ngan abg2... ingat lagi one time tuh, abg2 ada skali, adik2 ni lupa kat kakak2... huhuhu.. x aci tol! ehehe..(azi jeles)

owh..adik2... camne la kamu sume skrg??? sihat ke x??? cuaca lately x menentu.... mesti senang je nak sakit... org2 sihat pun boleh sakit... apatah lagi adik2 solehah... huhuhu... rindu ngan telatah2 mereka.... :( rindu pada:-

along:- the eldest kat ctu... dia yg jaga adik2 yg lain n alhamdulillah, gembira bile tgk along dah pandai bawak diri skrg... :)

shafiq:- adik yg agak pandai kat ctu... :) penah puji akak dia ni lawa dlu.. ahaha

fairuz:- ermm..slalu je kene reconfirm blk apa yg dia ckp... as he's having problem with articulation...


amin:- adik yg plg baik... slalu jer protect akak die nih dr kene buli drpd adik2 lain.. :)

zul:- ermm..slalu confius antara zul n amin... n zul nih nakal jgk orgnya... ingat lagi, during my first visit, zul ni la yg wrestling ngan azi..together ngan fairuz... isk... x terdaya nk melawan...

hisham:- this boy, mmg ada mood swing... kdg2 ok, kdg2, i cant tell wut he really wants... n he wont tolerate with other adik2.... he wont allow other people to take his things.... but he's the most handsome adik kat ctu... as dia ada darah campuran...

aiman:- ni adik yg paaaaling aktif.. he's juz 3 years old... tp sggh comel... dia plg suka senyum.. n suka sgt tgk dia senyum, as he will make me smiles too... :)

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adam:- x sampai stahun pun umurnya... but adam, u re no longer the youngest kan kat ctu???

adam masa dah umur 6 bulan

adam masa baru lahir...

syaza:- adik yg manja... dia akan berebut2 ngan adik2 lain utk duduk dekat ngan kakak2 or maybe the visitors....

siti solehah:- she's 5 y.o girl... but she has spasticity prob.... cant walk on her feet, coz her feet cam weak.... but she's trying her best to walk!!!! truskan berusaha siti!!!! n skrg siti dah pandai nyanyi!!!! :0)

ermm....ada lg a few of adik2 lain dari rumah 2... tp x ingat sgt nama.... huhuhu... tapi adik2 kat atas nih la yg slalu azi jumpa everytime datang... klu sesetgh dr mereka diorg gi sekolah pun, kdg2 azi sanggup tggu diorg blk dr sekolah agama, then baru blk... klu adik2 yg dari rumah 2 tu, kdg2 jumpa, kdg2 x...

owh.... saya mmg rindu mereka...!!!! looking forward to seeing them! moga ada masa lapang nnt... insyaAllah..:) moga ALLAH sentiasa memberkati adik2 ni dan memberi kesihatan yg baik buat mereka.. ameen!

menasihati sahabat2 yg obsess dgn cinta!

apabila anda ada sahabat2 yg terlalu obsess dengan seorg perempuan atau lelaki... yg sanggup berbuat apa saja, hanya mengikut kata hati sendiri sahaja, dan tanpa berfikir panjang.... juga mereka tidak mendengar nasihat2 biasa org2 lain... (eg: perempuan/lelaki itu xnk ko... sia2 je apa yg ko buat... xkan nk kene reject kali ke3??? etc...) anda boleh nasihati mereka dgn nasihat2 di bawah:-

1. beritahu sikap mereka yg obsess itu, spt menghambakan diri mereka kepada perempuan atau lelaki itu...

2. remind kan mereka tentang nilai diri mereka... di mana mereka telah letakkan diri mereka... sehingga jatuh serendah itu....

3. kita, muslims hanyalah perlu menghambakan diri kita kpd PENCIPTA kita... ALLAH SWT. bukannya kepada mana2 manusia di muka bumi ini, yg pastinya mereka jg adalah hamba2 ALLAH...

4. bagitau pada mereka lg dan lg, bunga bukan sekuntum, atau kumbang bukan seekor..

5. juga, nasihatkan mereka, itu bukanlah kebahagiaan sebenar... kebahagiaan sebenar adalah sesuatu perkara yg kita lakukan di dunia ni mendapat keredhaan ALLAH... contohnya: menjaga batas2 pergaulan dan klu dah suka sama suka itu, kahwin! tanpa perlu 'bermadu kasih' sblm kahwin...

~cuba fikirkan logik, buat apa kita belikan mcm2(sehingga melebihi kemampuan kita, atau maksudnya dah lebih drp hadiah drp seorg saudara kpd seorg saudara) utk seseorg yg kita suka, tanpa in the end, dia x jadi wife or husband kita pun... ~

ermm...itu aje kot.... point2 ni sebenarnya adalah pendapat2 daripada ustaz azam after ana dah kekeringan idea bagaimana utk menasihati seorg kawan ni... so hrp2 bermanfaat... sesapa ada idea yg lg bernas, boleh share.... :)

assalamualaikum wbt...

kata2 seorg lelaki....

"oh perempuan kalis peluru.. tak berniat membuat menangis air mata mengalir..hanya kau seorg dlm berjuta2 ribu2..saya cemburu dgnmu,perempuan kalis peluru..jauh di mata dekat di hati..walaupun hati perang dunia..harapan semoga selamat ke akhir hayat"

kata2 yg diambil drp shoutout seorg kawan kat frenster... my senior actually.. back in KYS... but i don know who he really is actually... in fact, i don even realise his existance in KYS b4.. huhuhu.. junior ape la azi nih... but then, i was in form 1, n he was in form 5... logik la... time tu form 1 i didnt really know people... n people didnt really know me.... fair enuff... :)

rindu dgn kenangan2 di KYS!!!!

<---- my batchmates.. where am i???

great hall

<---- track! rindu... n atap2 merah tu adalah bangunan2 KYS....

apa yg anda faham drp kata2 tuh??? ermmm... of cos, sumthing is there smp buatkan sy tertarik dgn kata2nya... well, fyi, "perempuan kalis peluru" tu mgkn soon-to-be his wife... Allahu'alam... but hopefully, it's true...

first thing came into my mind, kata2 nih adalah luahan seorang lelaki... n yes, i've seen, read n maybe experienced this sort of situation.... lelaki... sukar utk luahkan perasaan sebenar mereka... true i think... of cos, not all man.... sebahagian maybe... n mereka sentiasa membuat pihak perempuan tertanya2.... kadang2 sehingga air mata perempuan mengalir.... dan sebenarnya mungkin mereka memang x bermaksud sedemikian... tetapi... kami, perempuan, x dpt membaca fikiran anda, wahai lelaki... perempuan bukanlah ahli nujum spt 'pak belalang' yg dpt tahu apa di minda anda... apa harapan anda utk masa hadapan....

"jauh di mata dekat di hati.."

membaca ungkapan ini... sy bayangkan, bhwa lelaki ini dan 'perempuan kalis peluru'nya, berjauhan.... hhmmm...maybe...

"walaupun hati perang dunia..harapan semoga selamat ke akhir hayat"

dan trus membaca lg... dan kali ini sy seakan2 bayangkan bahawa kata2 ini spt diluahkan oleh seorg lelaki yg nk menjaga hubungan mereka supaya sentiasa diredhai ALLAH... spt pasangan yg merancang mendirikan rumah tangga bersama2, tetapi menahan diri drp melakukan perkara2 yg dilarang ALLAH...mereka "berperang" dgn dunia... spy tidak terikut2 dgn 'style' dunia skrg... ~iye la, keadaan sekeliling sekarang yg mana di mana2 shj boleh kelihatan psgan2 yg belum kahwin 'bergembira' bersama.. yg tidak mengerti hukum2 ALLAH yg telah termaktub di dalam kitab al-quran... ~ dan mereka berdoa dan trus berharap, agar segala2nya selamat hingga melafazkan ijab qabul dan bahagia dunia dan akhirat....

ermmm....jika benar seorang lelaki berperasaan begini... alhamdulillah... kerana kami perempuan insan yg lemah.... hati kami lembut... mudah cair dgn kata2 yg manis.... mudah menangis...dan 60%, bleh sy katakan, hitam kata lelaki, hitamlah jg bagi perempuan... kami ALLAH telah ciptakan utk taat kpd pasangan kami kelak.... kerana itula... sbb itu ketahuila lelaki, anda memainkan peranan yg lebih dlm membentuk sebuah hubungan... sekiranya anda ingin hubungan spt drama2 di TV, maka spt itulah akan jadinya.... sekiranya anda inginkan hubungan suci yg diredhai ALLAH, kami perempuan, yg juga inginkan perkara yg sama, akan tetap setia menunggu anda sehinggalah hari pernikahan...dgn izin ALLAH..insyaAllah...

well.... di sini sy nak tegaskan, pendapat saya di sini does not represent ALL men and women... tp bleh dikatakan, sebahagian besar.. i think... well, ada jer perempuan yg hatinya 'keras'... ada jg dlm sesuatu hubungan, perempuan yg jadi 'queen control'... sy x nafikan... so jgn salah anggap... ia hanyalah 'kebanyakan'.... drp percentage kes2 yg sy dah jumpa dan baca...

apa pun, ingatlah... hubungan cinta antara lelaki dan perempuan yg bukan mahram hanya akan terjadi selepas kahwin... sblm nikah, tiada istilah itu ok? :D [tetapi persepsi masyarakat skrg telah bertukar...huhuhu.... sedih... so, mungkin, ambil masa utk kita tuka balik persepsi ini menurut al quran dan sunnah... dan satu persoalan... bg kita yg faham, bagaimana nk tuka blk persepsi nih??? fikir2kan...^azi garu2 kepala^ ehehe]

~Wanita-wanita yang keji adalah untuk laki-laki yang keji, dan laki-laki yang keji adalah buat wanita-wanita yang keji (pula), dan wanita-wanita yang baik adalah untuk laki-laki yang baik dan laki-laki yang baik adalah untuk wanita-wanita yang baik (pula).....~

[an-Nur:26]

ada satu hadis Rasulullah SAW...

JIKA SESEORANG CINTA KEPADA SAUDARANYA, MAKA BERITAHULAH ALLAH CINTA KEPADANYA...

[HR Daud]

masa 0pen house rumah yuni... wanita2 IMU... :) ALLAH cintakan kamu semua... ana uhibbukum fillah!!! (",)