Balik kampung! :D

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insyaAllah, esok nak balik kampung! :D

for elective/selective for 2 months.. :)

finally, 'cuti' yg ditunggu2 telah tiba! (wpun my schedule ngan pejabat kesihatan Kemaman maybe full, ~everyday cam ada je aktiviti, and the doctor whom i talked to that day cam suggest nak saya buat presentation nnt... huhuhuhu~ but i'll make sure, i'll have loads and loads of free time!!!!!! hohohohoho - gelak jahat... at least for my elective :D )

someone even told me, from my face, that person could tell that i really need holiday... iye, mmg saya akui, saya mmg naaaaakkkk sgt2 cuti!!!!! a verrryyy long break! only now, after almost 4 years of being a medical student i am feeling the pressure! stress, tension or wuteva people describe it... so betul la kata2 org, buat medic nih mmg stress... :) ermm... i think i juz reach at the point where most of the medical students will feel very down, rs nak give up, and think twice... "betul or layak ke aku nak jadi doktor ni"??? and i actually asked myself that Q... :) "layak ke aku???"

but i guess, its juz the stress that make me feel that way... i juz need a break! yes, i WANT to be a doctor.. it has been my dream since i was young... when i was still a little girl... when i was too young and i watched doctors in ER series in action... when i faced the death of my eldest sister... and that's when i am very determined to be a doctor... and yes.... it is my childhood dream and still, it is what i want to be... :D i alwiz imagine myself doing volunteer work during disasters and kalau boleh, i juz wish i can get myself to Palestine, and help our brothers and sisters kat sana... kalau... hurrmm... and i do wish i have the courage to do so! -iye, saya tau, pandai ckp tp x semestinya berani buat... so, yes, i hope i am as brave as Faris Oudah... :)

ok... yg pastinya, saya akan balik esok!!! insyaAllah... berita terkini di Utusan online kata Jabatan Meteorologi mengeluarkan amaran hujan lebat di bbrp kawasan sehinggalah sabtu nih... dan kwsn2 tersebut termasuklah Pahang - Pekan, Kuantan dan Terengganu - Kemaman.. huhuhuhu.. kwsn2 yg akan ditempuhi b4 smp ke rumah!!! hrp2 okla... klu hujan, i dont dare to drive at my usual speed... =p dan plg penting, sy rs sy x berani nak potong memotong lori2 / kereta2 ketika ujan lebat...

so doakan saya selamat smp! :D

25th Dec 2008 - mengambil berkat.. ke walimah 'ex-bos'- aizuddin dan isteri, izzah... berjumpa ngan aisyah and mukhlis crackerz di sana, and of coz, rombongan drp IMU yg agak ramai... :p and x lupa, kak ina, kyser a.k.a headgirl 2001 yg azi terserempak di surau area taman perumahan tu, yg finally menemani azi ke kenduri... (haih... tragis tol dgr cite kak ina... tp itula, kuasa Allah... after yearS yg x jumpa, akhirnya di surau tmn Platinum kami dipertemukan.. :D )

p/s: since i'll be home, so i wont update my blog for quite sometimes... so have good days people! moga sentiasa dlm redha Allah SWT