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alhamdulillah, ana sihat.. tetapi mungkin fizikal sahaja.. mental... kurang sikit..
sekarang ni, rasa amat2 malas nak fikir perkara2 yang x penting atau kurang penting buat masa nih... cuma ada dua benda je yg ada dlm fikiran sekarang... hal2 di rumah esp ayahanda, dan juga study, merely paediatric subject (for now) as well as tanggungjawab as leader utk paeds posting nih...
mmg, right now, i cant even afford to think about end of semester exam.. (EOS) pasal revision ke, past years ke, or study group... walaupun hanya tinggal 67 days lagi from today... dan juga, bila tanya pasal dinner, i simply answer 'rasa x larat nak masak minggu ni'.. even nak makan apa, di mana pun cam malas nak fikir...
before i drove back to seremban on sunday afternoon, i thought everything would be ok... i can live life as usual.. but rupa2nya, tak.. wpun juz before i left HTAA, ayah baru aje discharge from HDW and sent to general ward, but still, i am worried.. hhmm...
actually, i should be worrying coz i havent started the 'real' revision for EOS... but i cant... coz if i were to think bout it, i might get more stressed.. so better not! :)
alhamdulillah, ana muslim.. :) bersyukur dilahirkan dalam keluarga islam, dan diberi hidayah utk mengenaliNya... dan as muslim, i believe, hanya kepadaNya kita berharap, bergantung dan mengadu... bersyukur jg kerana Allah memberikan kwn2 yg baik, org2 di sekeliling yg baik dan alam yg indah utk dinikmati apabila rasa tertekan... :)
hurmm... insyaAllah, i'm going back to kemaman today... naik bas.. wpun melihat sesetengah pemandu bas yg memandu skrg ni, membuatkan rasa takut nak naik bas, tapi terpaksalah naik bas... 1st, sbb penat! baru aje balik drp kemaman/kuantan 4 hari lepas, dan dgn sepanjang minggu lepas berulang alik kman-kuantan... mmg penat! kedua, kancil tu pun penat! dlm dua minggu nih ntah sudah bbrp ribu km ia berjalan!!! mmg nak kena anta servis tuh.. ketiga, my fibula a.k.a tulang kering kaki belah kanan nih dah start suffer from pain (again), after long hours of driving... now, in this one week pun, ada intermittent pain.. :( skrg pun tgh ada pain.. so, bus is the best choice!
k, doakan keselamatan ana di jalan raya! :D
nota: jakallahu khairan katheera kepada semua yg telah mendoakan keselamatan ayah saya selama beliau berada di ICU,HDW dan ketika operation! saudara mara, sahabat2, org2 kampung, jemaah Masjid Geliga (atas solat hajat), warga TNB Kemaman, kawan2 ayah, ikhwah akhwat ISMA Sban etc... syukran jazilan!
alhamdulillah, ana sihat.. tetapi mungkin fizikal sahaja.. mental... kurang sikit..
sekarang ni, rasa amat2 malas nak fikir perkara2 yang x penting atau kurang penting buat masa nih... cuma ada dua benda je yg ada dlm fikiran sekarang... hal2 di rumah esp ayahanda, dan juga study, merely paediatric subject (for now) as well as tanggungjawab as leader utk paeds posting nih...
mmg, right now, i cant even afford to think about end of semester exam.. (EOS) pasal revision ke, past years ke, or study group... walaupun hanya tinggal 67 days lagi from today... dan juga, bila tanya pasal dinner, i simply answer 'rasa x larat nak masak minggu ni'.. even nak makan apa, di mana pun cam malas nak fikir...
before i drove back to seremban on sunday afternoon, i thought everything would be ok... i can live life as usual.. but rupa2nya, tak.. wpun juz before i left HTAA, ayah baru aje discharge from HDW and sent to general ward, but still, i am worried.. hhmm...
actually, i should be worrying coz i havent started the 'real' revision for EOS... but i cant... coz if i were to think bout it, i might get more stressed.. so better not! :)
alhamdulillah, ana muslim.. :) bersyukur dilahirkan dalam keluarga islam, dan diberi hidayah utk mengenaliNya... dan as muslim, i believe, hanya kepadaNya kita berharap, bergantung dan mengadu... bersyukur jg kerana Allah memberikan kwn2 yg baik, org2 di sekeliling yg baik dan alam yg indah utk dinikmati apabila rasa tertekan... :)
hurmm... insyaAllah, i'm going back to kemaman today... naik bas.. wpun melihat sesetengah pemandu bas yg memandu skrg ni, membuatkan rasa takut nak naik bas, tapi terpaksalah naik bas... 1st, sbb penat! baru aje balik drp kemaman/kuantan 4 hari lepas, dan dgn sepanjang minggu lepas berulang alik kman-kuantan... mmg penat! kedua, kancil tu pun penat! dlm dua minggu nih ntah sudah bbrp ribu km ia berjalan!!! mmg nak kena anta servis tuh.. ketiga, my fibula a.k.a tulang kering kaki belah kanan nih dah start suffer from pain (again), after long hours of driving... now, in this one week pun, ada intermittent pain.. :( skrg pun tgh ada pain.. so, bus is the best choice!
k, doakan keselamatan ana di jalan raya! :D
nota: jakallahu khairan katheera kepada semua yg telah mendoakan keselamatan ayah saya selama beliau berada di ICU,HDW dan ketika operation! saudara mara, sahabat2, org2 kampung, jemaah Masjid Geliga (atas solat hajat), warga TNB Kemaman, kawan2 ayah, ikhwah akhwat ISMA Sban etc... syukran jazilan!
2 comments:
salam, azi... be strong, k. ive been thru ur situation before. insyaAllah u'll made it thru. Allah takkan duga umatNya, melebihi kemampuannya. :)
n dugaan itu akan buat kita jadi stronger. n mesti makan! nanti takde tenaga, n lagi stress. hehe. jangan risau sgt pasal eos. as long as u do ur everyday ward work n revision, u'll be ok. :)
indahnya ketetapan Allah, menjadikan manusia itu hidup bersaudara, yg sentiasa ingat memperingati dan memberi semangat antara satu sama lain..
thanx a lot nana!!! :)
my dad's better now, and i'm feeling better too.. :)
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