ajal

i was on my way back from IMU... traffic was smooth, until at one point, in front of a petrol station, traffic became a bit slow... i was at the right lane at that time, and i saw cars in front of me all gave signals to the left.. i was wondering... accident? or only a broken car???

i got nearer to the place... and about 100 metres away, i saw white cloth + few pieces of newspaper, on the road... astaghfirullahal'azim... an accident juz happened, with a dead body!

this is actually my first time to see dead body on the road, from a few metres away.. before this, if there were accidents, its either no death or the body had been sent to the hospital when i saw it, or maybe people blocked my view...

maybe, i've seen dead bodies... i've seen a post mortem of 9 year old boy who had hit and run recently in Hosp Kemaman.. i've seen dead bodies in the hospitals.. i've seen my own family and relatives' dead bodies... i've seen dead bodies when i went visited the jenazah...

but this is my first time seeing dead body still lying on the road, with blood still coming out from the body...

sungguh menginsafkan! ajal tetap akan datang apb smp waktu yg telah ditetapkan oleh ALLAH.. x kira apa cara sekali pun... pada waktu itu, entah kita sempat bertaubat atau tidak.. entah kan cukup atau tidak amalan di dunia ini utk mendapatkan syurga di akhirat kelak... semuanya tinggal tanda tanya... apatah lg jika kita 'dipanggil' secara mengejut spt kemalangan ini....

sbb itu, kita selalu diingatkan, beribadahlah hari ini seolah2 kita akan meninggal dunia esok... tetapi peringatan ini selalunya hanya tinggal sbg kata2... kita mudah lupa akan akhirat apb kita dikaburi dgn kesenangan dunia... sibuk dgn hal keduniaan...

dan menyaksikan kejadian ini, membuatkan diri saya sendiri pada hari ini berasa amat amat insaf... Alhamdulillah, hari ini, ALLAH telah mengingatkan sy kembali akan maut ajal akhirat syurga dan neraka..

ya ALLAH, sekiranya yg terbaring tadi adalah seorg muslim, moga Engkau mengampunkan dosa2 beliau.. ameen..

nota: i guess this is a hit and run case.. coz when i was near to my house area, i could see a police car, which was at its high speed.. maybe they were trying to track down the car that has hit that person.. i dunno.. its my assumption..

another nota: tried to donate blood today, but Hb was low!!!! first time kene reject!!!! isk.. :(((( ~adakah 2 months lepaking at home and gynae posting dah buatkan sy x cukup nutrisi??? ehehehe~