Saturday, March 21, 2009

lapar

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life - gynae posting
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11th March

went to ward around ~7am... as usual, juz had a cup of coffee.. didnt remember whether i got to eat some snacks or not in the car... had our usual session with Dato'.. at 1130am, we were supposed to have bed side teaching(BST) in ward with our new pathologist from IMU BJ. we waited and waited. unfortunately, since he's a new lecturer, and never came to seremban b4, (and i guess, he's not a malaysian) he got lost on his way and only arrived at ~1pm... oohh tidak, at that time i was really starving. actually at 12pm our leader had try to track his location, n asked permission if he were to be late, we'd like to go for lunch first... but he said he was about to reach imu, which actually not true..huhuhu.. obviously i couldnt concentrate during the session and finally i got to have lunch at 2pm at hospital's cafeteria.. itupun we were rushing coz we another session at 2pm.

19th March

another starving episode... breakfast - a cup of coffee + a piece of kuih.. my group went to PD today... started with ward round first.. then, clinic session... as usual, clerk patients... by 1pm, there were no signs that the session would last... left another 1-2 patients.. feeling like i would soon turn to hypoglycemic state... luckily, there's a packet of biscuit in my whitecoat pocket.. (,") and eventually, we only finished the session at ~230pm... hospital PD canteen was closed :(((( so we all went back straight to IMU... we reached IMU at about 3+pm.. coz IMU canteen was already closed, so decided to pray first before heading to hospital to eat there, and later can go straight to ward to clerk patients... akhirnya, nasi ayam masuk la juga ke dalam perut yg lapar... alhamdulillah.. :))))

20th March

minum coffee... unfortunately, i left behind my apollo cake on my table in the room.. :( all of us thought dato' wont come to ward today, but our prognosis was wrong.. at 8 something he came... it was the first time he let us join his round with the doctors... usually, he would do rounds with the doctors first, and only after that he took us.. everything was fine.. had BST with another lecturer from IMU BJ. b4 the session, i went to hospital cafeteria with TY n TV to grab some food. 2 pieces of kuih and plain water.. the BST session finished at ~1240pm... felt hungry but i decided to go library first to print out report and edit my case presentation slides, wanted to add in investigation results (CTG and partogram) which i juz snapped the pictures this morning. coz i was lazy to go down then go up again later... and di library, my favourite computer x dpt lak nk detect the pendrive.. all this while, ok je... huhuhu.. and to make thing worse, other computers were all occupied (or rosak).. but when i got a computer, ramai la plak lining up to print.. :( finally everything was settled at ~150pm.. went down, but canteen was closed.. :(((( so, pegi la solat and after that at 230pm went to class, with empty stomach. class session was quite long.. at 440pm baru habis... pray 'asar then balik! singgah beli burger di tepi jalan... and at 530pm, when i reached home only i had my 'lunch' i.e burger...

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itula al-kisahnya... my starving episodes during gynae posting. =p gynae posting is fun! i enjoyed it very much! wpun penat, on calls, need to come at 7am when we r scheduled to be in ward that day... but the learning process was fun.. :D

and harap2nya, dgn 'kesusahan2' ini, akan diikuti dgn kesenangan.. :) moga 'kesusahan' ini akan diikuti dgn kejayaan yg cemerlang dlm exam EOP nnt!!! ameen... dan jg moga 'kesusahan' hari ini dpt membentuk diri ini menjadi seorang doktor muslimah yg diredhai ALLAH.. ameen...

spt firman ALLAH SWT:

Karena sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan. sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan. Maka apabila kamu telah selesai (dari sesuatu urusan), kerjakanlah dengan sungguh-sungguh (urusan) yang lain. dan hanya kepada Tuhanmulah hendaknya kamu berharap.
[alam nasyrah,94: 5-8]

nota: saya suka memulakan hari dgn bacaan surah ini, biasanya dibaca dlm solat subuh... :) sbg motivasi dan peringatan - motivasi spy menghadapi setiap urusan dgn bersungguh-sungguh dan sabar kerana diakhirnya ada kesenangan :D, dan peringatan spy melakukan urusan pada hari ini lebih baik drp sebelumnya, sbg tanda kesyukuran kpd ALLAH SWT kerana telah permudahkan urusan yg sblmnya.. :)

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