back pain

i'm having back pain! :( quite bad i guess.. for now, this is the worst episode that i ever have... huhuhu

it started after i had to stand for about 3 hours during our case presentation... even though later i got to sit during lunch hour and afternoon seminar, but the pain didnt go off.. and later in the evening, again i had to stand during our extra class with Mr. CTC (HTJ orthopaedic surgeon) ~ohh..he's soo nice, willing to do extra class for us without being paid... n some more, he's the one who suggested about this class, not us who requested for it...~ may God bless u Mr. CTC! :)

and yes, yesterday was a very tiring day! i thought of not having dinner, so that i could go to sleep immediately after maghrib... but then, we masak juga the meal.. so, ended up i slept around 10pm... i had difficulty to sleep... i tried so many positions juz to relieve my back pain.. but didnt help... i even tried to put pillow under my back, but it worked for a while je.. :( so in the end, i juz ignored it...

bangun pagi, i felt a bit better bout my back pain... :D but unfortunately, another sakit plak dtg.. :(( felt very uneasy while i was in ward this morning, so i decided to go back to IMU and rest before going to operation theatre... ~tapi this kind of pain, eventhough it's very painful, but then, i consider it as a normal pain..~

and later, di OT, bout half an hour standing... dush.. my back pain came back! haih... terasa cam org tua la plak.. time tuh, dua2 sakit ada..

and now, di kala pukul 821pm 8th July, only back pain remains... hurmm... hrp2, in these few days, no more long hours of standing is required.. at least, till this back pain subsides...

tp pepun, dalam kesakitan, ada nikmatnya.. :D i dont consider my back pain as a severe pain coz i know, some patients in wards experience much more severe pain than me... and at least, my back pain only occurs once in a while... not like my other friends who have osteoarthritis, they have to bare the pain everytime when we need to stand for long hours... ~huhu..poor them, soo young, yet have OA (`?') ~

alhamdulillah... thank you ALLAH! :D

verse of the day:

What can Allah gain by your punishment, if you are grateful and you believe? Nay, it is Allah that recogniseth (all good), and knoweth all things.

[ an nisa': 147]