Balik kampung! :D

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insyaAllah, esok nak balik kampung! :D

for elective/selective for 2 months.. :)

finally, 'cuti' yg ditunggu2 telah tiba! (wpun my schedule ngan pejabat kesihatan Kemaman maybe full, ~everyday cam ada je aktiviti, and the doctor whom i talked to that day cam suggest nak saya buat presentation nnt... huhuhuhu~ but i'll make sure, i'll have loads and loads of free time!!!!!! hohohohoho - gelak jahat... at least for my elective :D )

someone even told me, from my face, that person could tell that i really need holiday... iye, mmg saya akui, saya mmg naaaaakkkk sgt2 cuti!!!!! a verrryyy long break! only now, after almost 4 years of being a medical student i am feeling the pressure! stress, tension or wuteva people describe it... so betul la kata2 org, buat medic nih mmg stress... :) ermm... i think i juz reach at the point where most of the medical students will feel very down, rs nak give up, and think twice... "betul or layak ke aku nak jadi doktor ni"??? and i actually asked myself that Q... :) "layak ke aku???"

but i guess, its juz the stress that make me feel that way... i juz need a break! yes, i WANT to be a doctor.. it has been my dream since i was young... when i was still a little girl... when i was too young and i watched doctors in ER series in action... when i faced the death of my eldest sister... and that's when i am very determined to be a doctor... and yes.... it is my childhood dream and still, it is what i want to be... :D i alwiz imagine myself doing volunteer work during disasters and kalau boleh, i juz wish i can get myself to Palestine, and help our brothers and sisters kat sana... kalau... hurrmm... and i do wish i have the courage to do so! -iye, saya tau, pandai ckp tp x semestinya berani buat... so, yes, i hope i am as brave as Faris Oudah... :)

ok... yg pastinya, saya akan balik esok!!! insyaAllah... berita terkini di Utusan online kata Jabatan Meteorologi mengeluarkan amaran hujan lebat di bbrp kawasan sehinggalah sabtu nih... dan kwsn2 tersebut termasuklah Pahang - Pekan, Kuantan dan Terengganu - Kemaman.. huhuhuhu.. kwsn2 yg akan ditempuhi b4 smp ke rumah!!! hrp2 okla... klu hujan, i dont dare to drive at my usual speed... =p dan plg penting, sy rs sy x berani nak potong memotong lori2 / kereta2 ketika ujan lebat...

so doakan saya selamat smp! :D

25th Dec 2008 - mengambil berkat.. ke walimah 'ex-bos'- aizuddin dan isteri, izzah... berjumpa ngan aisyah and mukhlis crackerz di sana, and of coz, rombongan drp IMU yg agak ramai... :p and x lupa, kak ina, kyser a.k.a headgirl 2001 yg azi terserempak di surau area taman perumahan tu, yg finally menemani azi ke kenduri... (haih... tragis tol dgr cite kak ina... tp itula, kuasa Allah... after yearS yg x jumpa, akhirnya di surau tmn Platinum kami dipertemukan.. :D )

p/s: since i'll be home, so i wont update my blog for quite sometimes... so have good days people! moga sentiasa dlm redha Allah SWT

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Tidaklah seorang Muslim ditimpa oleh keletihan, atau kerisauan, atau kedukacitaan, atau penyakit atau permasalahan, walaupun kesakitan berupa duri (yg mengenai) melainkan ini merupakan penebus kepada dosanya

hadis riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim

panas...

badan kembali panas... :( maybe effect afternoon's PCM dah habis.. :( kalau tadi blk drp kelas, azi amat bersemangat nak masak, (eventhough rs amat penat) tetapi semangat tuh hilang tiba2 after moderate fever kembali menyerang... ayam yg dikeluarkan disimpan kembali ke dlm freezer...

rasa mau aje trus tido after solat isyak, but i have to eat sumthing for me to be able to take my cough syrup; dyphenhydramine.. as the doctor said to me b4 and clearly stated in MIMS, dyphenhydramine acts for both, cough and nasal congestion... so i planned to eat roti aje la... cukupla sekadar utk alas perut... selera pun dah xde.. :( ~as wut i did this morning, makan roti very early in the morning b4 mandi coz even after i woke up, my body was very2 warm... (after 2 tablets PCM last nite, with dyphenhydramine and 6.5 hours of sleep... )

i guess mmg i got it worse this time... everyone's keep saying to me, i look very sick... argh... tidak! even the staff nurse in Jelebu Hospital td asked me to wear face mask... :( i dont intend too initially coz i wasnt standing that close with patients and it was not paediatric patients... but obviously if its paeds patients, i would use it.. as wut i did when i went to HTJ paeds ward yesterday and today (to clerk patient and for case presentation), as protection to the children... mind u, children can easily get infected and us as well, can easily get sick when we are doing paeds posting! =p

other comments people told me... 'u look a bit mabuk', and 'u look sleepy'... ok, usually when i had URTI i didnt get soo much of comments... haih... but i have to admit it... i am very sick! last time, a tablet of PCM accordingly can pull me through ( i know i know... i am a stubborn medical student! ahaqs.. but i do take 2 tablets last time when i really need it) and usually, i'd have the most of 2 pieces of 10 tablets PCM to get me back to normal within 1 week... but this time, i am going for the 3rd piece, on the 4th day of fever... last time, maybe only at night i took 2 tablets, but this time, almost all the time i need 2 tablets... still, my fever remains the same... :((

to make it worse, ladies and gentlemen, i shall anounce that my exam is coming next week! and i havent started my revision! i was supposed to start it by last weekend... :(((((((

dan tertanya2 why i'm writing blogs rite now??? coz its the only way to keep me awake while waiting for isyak prayers... as my laptop is mmg on.. dgn alunan quran from windows media... coz for the past 2 nights, i fell asleep while waiting..

ermm..pepun, doakan lah saya sihat dgn secepat mungkin! and juga org2 lain yg turut sakit... ramai juga students IMU yg turut sakit...i'm not the only one... anyway, sakit itu adalah sebahagian drp ujian... ermm..mungkin ALLAH nak uji saya di kala exam menghampiri... :) its part of tarbiyah... so yes, i'm not complaining, but im juz writing to update about myself... dan secara x langsung, memohon doa sahabat2 sekalian mendoakan agar saya cepat sembuh!!! :D

k, dah isyak! assalamu'alaikum wbt

p/s: ini baru panas demam, udah rasa x selesa... camnelah kita mampu nk hadapi panas api neraka??? pastinya kita x sanggup nk merasai even tempias nya kan??? so byk2kan lah doa, moga kita dijauhkan drp azab api neraka.. ameen.. sambil berusaha beramal dgn amalan yg dpt bawa ke syurga, dan menjauhkan kita drp api neraka... :)

demam

running nose or nose block... which one do u choose??? :p

i've been having fever since saturday...ermm..maybe bcoz i was caught in the rain on the way back from Kg Tekir... i took PCM that night, but it didnt stop me from going to Sukanria wanita ISMA... (i was definitely ok in the morning) so, after i returned from it, my fever developed again and it even got worse... hohoho... fyi, i played badminton and netball at that sukanria... games which i havent played for years... ~ i think the last time i played these 2 games were when i was in Sunway College... which was like 4-5 years ago??? :p so of cos la, i also had bodyache from playing badminton kan... but since i took PCM for the fever, thus the muscle ache was not that bad...

no sorethroat this time... (or i am about to have it???) but fever, running nose and cough... viral URTI would be the diagnosis... ermm.. usually i'll get sorethroat first, then only i'll have the whole package of URTI...

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haih... my immune system is very low la these few months... i juz had fever 4 weeks ago... during my first week of ophthalmology... i must say this time, my fever is worse than usual... dah la i juz took my hep B vaccination 2 weeks ago... agak2nya adakah my body will form the antibody??? ('?')

p/s: SAKIT ITU NIKMAT!

KAP Kg Tekir 2008

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another community service was accomplished! :)

again it was held at Kg Tekir, Labu, N9.. an Orang Asli community area... it was IMU 4th visit to Kg Tekir for this year... and it was my 2nd visit to that community. it happened that this time round, the IMU wanted to do a so-called 'closing ceremony' for the year of 2008... so the event was 'a bit' grand la compared to the normal visit... :D ~so this time, adalah 'LABU ekspress' :D ~

we didnt do house to house visit this time, but all of us stayed at balai raya and the kindergarten doing the health screening there... i was being 'tortured' as i had to do the vision testing ALONE.. since KY said he wanted sem 8 or 9 students, who had done ophthalmology posting to handle the station... errr... (i guess every medical student knows how to do it.. tak ke???) but ok la.. w/o making any noise, i accepted the responsibility given.. :D

it may sound simple but the fact that i was ALONE, it made me look like a non-stop hardworking robot! ahaqs... bring the villagers to where they supposed to stand, explained to them, then walked back to the chart, coz definitely i couldnt test their visual acuity without showing those alphabets on the charts... and later i tested the color vision test using the ishihara chart... and i did the same things again and again, and it was like a viscious cycle.. for a villager, i'd walk back and forth for about 12 metres... so darab la dgn ntah brp byk villagers i attended (owh... azi jadi sungguh sihat! xyah exercise for 1 week.. ahahaha.. as if i go for exercising nowadays.. =p) sometimes, Muhshin and sofea would come and help me with the ishihara chart la... alhamdulilah...

but wut made it worse, the station b4 my station (which was the RBS station) had 2 persons in charged (or more???), thus, they would definitely send me 2 villagers (almost) at the same time... simple maths, 2 came, but only 1 done, and while i was trying to finish up the 2nd person, 2 more came.. when i tested the 3rd person, 2 more came,and now making those waiting became 3 and the number of persons waited grew in a split of second! (ouhh.. sorry, exaggerating sket =p) but seriously, we started 'working' at around 1040am, and about 12 sumthing (i dunno coz i didnt have time to even look at my own watch..~ini betul, xde nk exaggerate) other students at other stations had cleared up their stations and went for lunch, while i was still struggling trying to clear up my station... bile i looked at my watched, it was already 110pm... that time barula i realised, patutla everyone's missing... they all went for lunch rupanya.. but okla.. maybe penat, but it was sumthing good that i can do to the community... and ia adalah satu perkara kebaikan yg disukai Allah SWT.. (",)

i did complain a bit to KY; i told him, he or whoever in-charged next time shouldnt put only 1 person for ophthalmo station... and yes, he understood! :) and he did tell me we couldnt do much, as only a few sem 8 & 9 students joined the KAP (kg angkat project) and overall pun, mmg we lacked of students... ok, me too... understood that.. :D

hurmmm... enough said bout my day at Kg Tekir.. overall, and i enjoyed it very much!!! i didnt take many pics bcoz of i was 'too khusyuk' ngan snellen chart tuh.. ahaqs.. for a-z pics, i think i have to get it from Gabriel later (our student affairs executive).. ~hopefully i'll get it~ but here are some of the pics that i have.... k, enjoy it!

the students were busy transferring the stuffs from bus to Labu Ekspress at the pickup point.. :D

we have to go through this tunnel first b4 we reached kg Tekir... nmpk x seakan2 jalan kat atas tuh? itulah PLUS highway... above our head, and a 10-20 metres to our left would be the susur masuk ke R&R Seremban... :)

hurmm... as i said, i dun have any pics between 10am-lunch hour... i only had chance to cont taking pics after my lunch.. =P anyway, thanx to all villagers yg bersusah payah sediakan tea break and lunch for us! TQ! (^_^)

after lunch event... Ali Tayyib was the emcee.. =) before that, he was the speaker for the health talks... (ok, i dont even know how the talk was... i seriously had no time to peep at other events.. =(... see Mr Ali, luckily i rejected the offer to be one of the speakers.. :D ~actually at the first place, i rejected it bcoz i know that i'm not a good public speaker... obviously i'm not good at talking!!!!)

azi and iefa... mujur ada iefa yg ikut sekali... :) xdela saya 'kesorangan'... but the fact is i didnt see ifa at all after our tea time hinggalah lunch hour... i was in balai raya and iefa was with the kids at the kindergarten... she was in-charged to bagi ubat kat kanak2 katanya.. :)

soon-to-be doctor was being examined by our future doctor! :) insyaALLAH... well, in the next 30-40 years, we'll rely on this kid's generation to treat us once we are old enough to be labelled as 'geriatric patients' ahaqs...

nih masa kami dah nak blk... saje la bergambar ngan 'Labu express' yg bawa kami sume masuk ke kg tekir nih... fiqah, adakah anda kenal wanita yg bersamaku and iefa nih??? *wink*

nih bila dah smp blk ke pickup point.. it was about to rain that time... seb baik it didnt rain earlier alhamdulillah... so we managed to pass tru the tunnel dgn selamatnya... :) kalau dipenuhi air tunnel tuh b4 we all balik, i seriously dunno wuts gonna happen to us... huhuhuhu... btw, iefa and i saje je lah nk bergambar ngan 'Labu express' nih, while waiting for the bus..

anyway, b4 that, Dr JK said to me, ~which during at that time Ali was on this tractor, taking pic~ "if u dont pass ur sem 10 exam, u know wut's going to happen to u" i was like "huh???" "r u going to publish the pic on ur blog, Dr??? and say sumthing bout the student???" but of cos i didnt articulate this... it was only in my mind... and maybe Dr JK saw my puzzled face, so he answered himself.... "u can be the tractor driver..." and he smiled... and i smiled too.. relieved.. at least he didnt mean wut i thought earlier...ahaha...(itula azi, pikir bukan2...)

so kitorg blk... and kitorg singgah di kedai Chendol di Seremban Town... a treat by IMU... :D most of us thought wut gabriel said earlier (that we gonna have cendol and rojak in srmbn) was only a joke... but i thought it was true... and mmg true pun.. :D hurmm... hujan2 makan cendol??? well, ramai makan, but i chose not to have it.. :) wpun this kedai mmg famous with the cendol... nway, ini gambar ms baru smp kedai.. so no cendol or rojak were served.. (yet)

so it was the end of our event... tiring but fun! again, its the experience that i treasured most... :) when u r working, u will never know whether u still have time to do this type of services... => during my Emergency posting debriefing session yesterday, the A&E specialist asked us, why do u want to be a doctor??? all of us answered - to serve the community, to help people and ayat2 yg seangkatan dgnnya... and yes, if u have this kind of answer, i think u should start thinking to get urself involved in this type of services... it would be best if u train urself from now... if u never thought (i really mean NEVER THOUGHT.. as maybe some of medical students, they have thought bout it, but the reachable home-sweet-home attract them more, or books/exams restrict them from going or maybe due to some other reasons... i dunno.. but at least, they have the INTENTION...) of joining services like this, maybe ur objective of becoming a doctor is sumthing else... so better dont lie when people ask u why u wanna be a doctor! -ok, this is only my own thoughts, no offense yeah, readers- :D

one of kebesaran ALLAH SWT yg dapat diperhatikan di Kg Tekir... :D Subhanallah!

ok, need to rest! another tiring day esok!!! SUKAN WANITA ISMA seremban 2008 menanti.. :)

exam ~ test = ujian

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alhamdulillah!

gembiranya dgr berita kawan2 IMU di Auckland sume pass year 4 exam diorg! fiqah, izzah, jiha etc... sebelum nih, selalu je dgr cik fiq cite ramai je students yg kene repeat year 4.. like IMU seremban, auckland uni pun xde chance resit paper... kalau fail, means u have to repeat year (semester for IMU) so cik fiq selalu menggambarkan kegerunan nk hadapi exam diorg nih... but alhamdulillah, they all made it! (^_^)/

and gembira juga sbb baru je call cik fatin yg pulang ke Hutan Melintang, Perak dr Tazmania, Australia... cik fatin dan juga yuni pun pass end of year exam diorg!!! :) alhamdulillah...

and still, menunggu berita drp bbrp org kawan2 lain yg turut ambil exam baru2 nih... still praying hard for my frens in monash uni, JB... hopefully diorg pun akan pass exam... :D

and exams never end.. if i'm not mistaken, early january my sisters and brothers di IMU BJ plak akan sit for their end of semester 5 (EOS 5)... pastu in february, my frens and seniors; sem 7, 9 and 10 di IMU seremban/batu pahat plak yg akan hadapi exam masing2...

as for me, i'll have my end of posting (minor posting) exam on the 24th dec b4 i start my 2 months elective and selective postings .. :D

yup, exam is very2 significant to students... we cannot run away from it... and membicarakan ttg exam ~ test = ujian, teringat ta'lim ustaz azam dulu... sbg muslim, we have to be aware that hidup kita di atas bumi Allah ni adalah satu ujian... setiap saat itu adalah ujian... andailah kita sentiasa beringat dan merasai yg setiap saat kita berada di atas bumi ini kita dinilai, pasti, kita akan berusaha bersungguh2 utk 'pass' exam ini... keputusannya di akhirat kelak.. jika kita pass, insyaAllah syurga lah tempat kita... kalau fail, neraka lah jawapannya...tetapi malangnya, amat sedikit drp kita yg menyedari kita sedang diuji... ketika menjalani rutin harian, kita x merasai suasana atau perasaan sebagaimana kita berada di dlm dewan peperiksaan or ketika berada di hadapan examiner... :( termasuklah diri saya sendiri... selalu aje terleka.. =(

hurmm...kesimpulannya, berdoalah agar kita sentiasa beringat.. sentiasa melakukan kebaikan dan menjauhi kejahatan! dan sentiasa berusaha utk mendpt keredhaan ALLAH SWT... hrp2nya ALLAH melihat usaha kita dan menempatkan kita di syurga di akhirat kelak.. :) dan moga kita sesama muslims akan sentiasa saling memperingati antara satu sama lain... (",)

doa yg diajar oleh Rasulullah SAW kpd Mu'az r.a

sabda nabi SAW: Wahai Mu'az, demi Allah sesungguhnya aku mencintai kamu, kemudian aku berwasiat kepada kamu wahai Mu'az; jgn sekali-kali kamu meninggalkan pengakhiran solat utk berdoa: Ya Allah, bantulah aku utk sentiasa mengingati-Mu, mensyukuri-Mu, dan memperelokkan ibadah untukMu.

HR Ahmad

unexpected 'gift'

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i was having my lunch at IMU canteen last week... and suddenly KY came, and showed me a blue paper, printed "Jabatan Kemajuan Islam Malaysia (JAKIM)" on it...

i was like... huh??? wut's this??? and KY didnt say a word to me but juz passed me the 'paper'...

it was sumthing like a file actually... and i opened it... and here wut it was:

a certificate! from JAKIM as a token of appreciation for my involvement in SUNATHON 2008 recently.... seriously, it was an unexpected 'gift'!

nway, to have the sijil (which was sumthing that i never expected) is something, but most importantly, the experience that i had is the thing that i treasured most! :)

and weeks later after sunathon, zaquan had passed me some pics taken throughout the event... so here is the big team that we had on that day!

IMU students with doctors, and the sponsors.. (not in pic: Prof AL and CUCMS students, and a few freshly grad IMU docs)

doctors and MI

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pagi Ahad... tetibe je azi teringin nak makan nasi lemak...so kluarla membeli nasi lemak and sedikit kuih... n alang2 tuh, beli la newspaper.. after quite a while jugak rsnya x beli... lg2, azi nak la update diri sdri psl 'Mumbai attacks'.. baca newspaper online cam x puas... =p... so when i started reading, i juz realised its main article on the front page of Sunday Star... of coz it drew my attention, and that's why i'd like to share it here... :D so bakal doktor2 sume, do read it! =)

At least five doctors to suffer from mental woes every month
By M. KRISHNAMOORTHY

KUALA LUMPUR: Every month, at least five doctors are found to be suffering from mental illnesses, director-general of health Tan Sri Dr Mohd Ismail Merican said.

He said these doctors were either psychotic or neurotic but still managed to get into medical schools because these schools were not screening students meticulously enough. “When the doctors complete their two-year housemanship and their applications are submitted for registration with the Malaysian Medical Council (MMC), they fail to get registered.

“Their supervisors do not certify them as fit to be registered because of indiscipline and poor attitude arising from mental health problems. “The mental cases range from psychotic to neurotic. Psychotic cases include delusions and hallucinations, and neurotic behaviour includes anxiety, fear and anger due to the competitive environment,” said Dr Ismail.

These medical graduates, totalling about 60 cases a year, are unable to cope with their housemanship as they may have been pressured by their parents to take up medicine. Dr Ismail said it was disheartening to note this emerging trend due to an inefficient selection process, adding that the mental cases were referred to the Medical Review Panel (MRP).

Since many of these graduates have spent a lot of money on their medical education, the MRP may extend their housemanship and at the same time send them for psychiatric treatment.

“In the event they are assigned to work, they will be thoroughly supervised and counselled by experts and given light duties until their mental condition improves. “I am not so sure whether we can identify those with attitude problems during an interview unless such problems are obvious,” Dr Ismail said at a forum on Training Future Doctors: Have we got it right?”

About 2,000 medical doctors are registered annually from 21 local medical schools and 400 recognised schools overseas. Different medical schools around the world have different selection criteria for their students, Dr Ismail said.

However, he said that the ministry was also planning some form of examination to check their attitude, knowledge and experience after they complete their final examination. Most of the mentally ill students, he said, could have undergone pressure and depression while studying and faced difficulty in coping in a hospital environment.The other weakness was a lack of proficiency in the English language.

Higher Education director-general Prof Datuk Dr Radin Umar Radin Sohadi said the ministry was currently reviewing universities’ curricula to ensure high standards in medical education and training for doctors.

“Uppermost on our minds will be the safety and well-being of patients,” he said.

-Thestar Online-

Iman

Apa khabar IMAN hari ini??? :D

my new/current laptop background... free wallpaper from brotherhood-arts.. :D ~Islam is not just about black & white, it's a bouquet of colours~

mantapkah?

or juz ok je?

ataupun lemah x bermaya?

Sesungguhnya orang-orang yang beriman ialah mereka yang bila disebut nama Allah gemetarlah hati mereka, dan apabila dibacakan ayat-ayatNya bertambahlah iman mereka, dan hanya kepada Tuhanlah mereka bertawakkal.

[al-Anfal,8: 2]

sekadar mengajak diri sendiri dan rakan2 utk muhasabah diri... :)

-1 Zulhijjah 1429H-

tagged!

i was tagged??? :P n yes, this is kind of a very quick response.... :D -it was farah who tagged me- and actually i've seen this questionnare a few times before, but i hardly do questionnare.. :p so yeah, farah had me in this time! (*_*)

1) Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right NOW!.
2) DON’T change your clothes, DON’T fix your hair…just take a picture.
3) Post that picture with NO editing.
4) Post these instruction with your picture.
5) Tag 10 people to do this.

-azi yg takut dipatuk angsa! :p-

1.How old are you?
23 y.o

2. Are you single?
yes, i am

3. In what age do you think you’ll get married?
26 maybe, or younger???

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
do i have someone right now??? hurmmm...

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
a good man insyaAllah, someone who has been destined for me.. :)

6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional wedding?
traditional wedding... i'm not a demanding person nor somenone who hv loads and loads of dreams.. :p

7. Your ideal motif?
ape2 je... but i would like to have blue and green color theme for my wedding...

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
middle east kot??? pastu bleh terus buat umrah with my future husband... hopefully, i would get a very long leave... ~kahwin masa housemanship, confirm x dpt cuti panjang, as my senior said, if u get 1 week leave, u should be thankful enough~

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
no idea... but all my frens, and those who know me, insyaAllah.. i.e crackerz, kysers, a few PASUM frens, sunway frens, then IMU, and all my akhawat's.. that's a very long lists... plus the relatives and my parents and family frens???

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
simple wedding yet a memorable one.. :D

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own??
ok... this one doesnt seem to be related with Islam marriage...

12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?
i dunno... i dont mind... does it matter?

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
simple place, i guess it would be at my house...

14. When do you want to get married, evening or morning?
on friday... malam jumaat or maybe friday morning

15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
indoors... outdoor nnt klu hujan susah! =p

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom/bride?
hurmmm??? i think this question only valid for those who want to do their weddings at certain places... so it doesnt apply to me =p

17. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding?
a song that i can think of now... wanita-dehearty... inteam songs pun, bleh jgk la...

18. Are you a morning person or a night person?
morning i guess

19. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
light

20. What age do you want to get married?
twenty three... old enough to get married... well, once i've found my right guy, then i'll get married...

21. Describe your ideal husband/wife.
someone who can be my imam... a lovely, understanding n caring husband and a responsible father... someone who is willing to sacrifice his time, energy and money for ISLAM despite of his busy schedule.. and most importantly, someone who loves ALLAH more than anything else... :)

22. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
i prefer the traditional way of course... using hand... afterall, its sunnah Rasulullah SAW.. ^_^

23. Champagne or red wine?
-????- plain water lg bagus... =p

24. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
anything... (ok, now i think i wanna add something to my ideal husband criteria... someone who can make a decision... :D )

25. Money or household item?
i dont mind to have both

26. Who will pay for the bills?
the wedding bills??? ermm... it should be the couple of cos... so start saving now! (",)

27. Are you ready for married life?
sometimes i think yes, sometimes no... ('?')

28. Do you think you will still be a virgin until u get married?
insyaAllah... :D

29. Will you always be true to your wife/husband?
yes insyaAllah

30. How many kids do you like?
3-5

31. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
new house

32. Will you celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding?
-???-

33. What kind of cuisine would you like for your wedding?
since i chose my wedding to be a traditional wedding, so yeah.. its gonna be the usual nasi minyak cuisine... but hopefully, there'll be extra food eg: nice and delicious desserts for the guests -if i have extra budget for food-... i like to give the best when it comes to serving food... :)

34. Will you record your honeymoon in a cd or dvd?
yes i guess

i tag:
no-one :)

p/s to farah: iye farah... i dun really do tags... but yeah, i think u really wanna know wut's in my mind eh??? ehehehe... i think i am not an expressive type of a person... :) n i think, u wanna know the answer for the question that i got during Khung Ying's birthday celebration tu kan??? :p insyaAllah, i think a few entries after this akan mjwb soalan ko... dah lama nk buat tp x terbuat2 lagi... lmbt or cepat aku post, aku pun x sure... kalau x ter'post langsung, sorry la ye... ehehehe

note diri sendiri: last day of Ophthalmology posting, chaiyo' ! :D

a year plus now..

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i was on my way back to my house last night... i was actually from the hospital, looking for a case for today's CP (case presentation) -farah, unfortunately masa group aku skrg, eye OT is closed... so eye ward mmg kosong sgt2... case yg ada skrg pun, only emergency or old cases... n cases in ward dah hbs dibincang... so for this week, we have to 'hunt' for cases in other wards... huhuhu.. kesian kan... :p-

nway, at the traffic light in front of the hospital, i stopped, as the light was red... and the situation at that time reminded me of last year's case... the night that i got snatched! hurmm... its been a year plus now... cepatnya masa berlalu... an incident which has caused me this phobia feeling.. :(

and last night too, there was this motorcycle which suddenly appeared from only-God-knows-where, with a very high speed took over my car which was on the left lane... very closed! as if the road was too small... padahal it was a double lane road! and 2 seconds, later there was another motorcycle... hurmm.. so i knew... n i suspected, they were most prob, the Mat rempits! racing on the road inconsiderately, causing danger to other road users!

huhuhu..rasa sungguh x selamat la skrg... :( things that never came across my mind, happened to me or people around me nowadays... :(( did i ever mention that a thief (or thieves??) had nearly broken into my house in seremban recently?? if i'm not mistaken, it was during our one week raya holiday... :( all of us went back to our hometown... luckily the neighbours realised it! klu x habis la... i bet my room would be the first to kena.. since my room is at the ground floor kan... but alhamdulillah, Allah melindungi rumah kami... :D

and rasanya, bukan di seremban aje x selamat... di mana2 aje bleh jadi x selamat skrg nih... jenayah berleluasa... haih... dan penjenayahnya, ramai aje terdiri drp kaum Melayu... (both my ragut cases, were Malays! ) dan melayu di msia = Muslim... dan ini jelas menggambarkan ramai di antara umat Islam di msia skrg makin jauh dgn Allah... sedih kan mengenangkan situasi ni??? :( coz if a muslim betul2 mengamalkan islam, he or she wont commit crime...

buktinya jelas, dlm ayat Quran, al ankabut, 45, ayat yg biasa kedengaran di TV3:

Bacalah apa yang telah diwahyukan kepadamu, yaitu Al Kitab (Al Quran) dan dirikanlah shalat. Sesungguhnya solat itu mencegah dari (perbuatan- perbuatan) keji dan mungkar. Dan sesungguhnya mengingat Allah (shalat) adalah lebih besar (keutamaannya dari ibadat-ibadat yang lain). Dan Allah mengetahui apa yang kamu kerjakan.

hurmm... if dulu i always feel safe to go anywhere alone, but now, there are times which i think i need a company... :( ~but being 'azi', i dont like to trouble people too much...~ skrg nih, doalah yg menjadi 'senjata' utama... :D hanya kepada Allah kita meminta perlindungan smada di dlm rumah, atas jalan raya atau di mana2 sahaja kita berada....ermm...so, sama2 lah kita doa byk2 kpd Allah...!!! kerana nak mengharapkan polis, bukan semua tempat kita pergi polis/security guards ada... klu nk berteman, bukan setiap masa ada org dpt temankan kita... tetapi ALLAH itu, always! and always di sisi kita! selagi kita ingat kepadaNya, Allah akan ingat kita juga... :D

"....maka mintalah perlindungan kepada Allah. Sesungguhnya Dia Maha Mendengar lagi Maha Melihat." [al mu'min, 40:56]

random updates

assalamu'alaikum wbt

dah lama x update... huhu... tgh syndrome malas kot skrg nih.... bz ngan seminars, presentations etc... itu la 'kesibukan' minor posting... and the 2 weeks period for each posting is too short to cover everything :( lg2, minor postings are new subjects to us.. ENT (ear, nose and throat), ophthalmology (eye), emergency posting, and dermatology.... hurmm...nway, this is a few random updates bout me..

Colmar Tropicale, Bukit Tinggi

1. after major posting examination on the 31st Oct, farah, Nabia and I went to Bukit Tinggi, Pahang... saje nk release tension.. :D and melihat keindahan alam ciptaan ALLAH... bergerak from rumah Nabia (KL) at about 11am in the morning... Nabia drove her car...we arrived there at +/- 12pm i think, after 'makan langsat' sket...=p entrance fee was RM10 for adult...we had our own sweet time there.... enjoying the 'Colmar Tropicale; A French-themed resort' as well as the 'Japanese village'... dah puas berjalan n ambil gambar, so the three of us pun balik la ke KL balik at around 5pm... so farah and I overnite at Nabia's place.... and the day after, we went to Sunway Pyramid... after years since we last visited it... last time, sunway pyramid used to be our so called 'market' and our main shopping centre... ermm..dulu, when we were studying in Sunway College... too many things have changed... new building pun dah siap... ohhh..time flies!!!

it brings back all the old memories...

2. last monday, i donated blood...of coz at Seremban hosp... and i created a scene... :( after everything was done, and i was ready to go, tetibe aje darah kluar dgn byknya from the vein... smp the blood dropped onto the floor... isk.. nasib baik x kena baju,,, so i have to stay there longer... padahal i wanted to go a.s.a.p coz i need to prepare for afternoon's seminar... :( so after a while, when thing was again undercontrolled, i went back to IMU... and smp jer 5th floor, i juz realize that the blood was still coming out from my vein... the plaster was full of blood... this time, i was not that lucky, mmg kena baju... :(( so, instead of going to library, i decided to go home... coz darah dah kena baju, nak solat kat imu pun dah x bleh... but b4 that, i dropped by the CSU office to get another plaster... and this was the first time jadi camni... b4 this, i never need to wait for sooo long for the blood to stop...

3. 2 people had called me 'Nur' last week... nama yg amat amatlah jarang org panggil... but nway, i like it... :D it sounds nice to be called 'Nur' as the meaning suggest, seolah2 ber'cahaya' apb dipanggil begitu.... ehehehe

at Japanese Village.. Farah, azi and Nabia

4. alhamdulillah i managed to visit kak sa n baby barunya on last friday... :D Ulya bt Najib... comel n montel je... izzah pun dah besar! after almost a year x jumpa kak sa... haih... saya mmg rindukan usrah members ku di bukit jalil dulu... :( bila akan ada reunion nih??? ~i'll be the first to offer help in order to organise it... seriously... (^_^)~

5. dan alhamdulillah, saya dpt join sunathon di hulu selangor organised by a few IMU students in collaboration with JAKIM, JAIS, JHEOA, etc... the committee was led by Mr Nour Izaquan... sy amat2 berbangga dan kagum dgn usaha dan semangat zaquan nih... i heard him saying to organize this sunathon while i was still in BJ, when i was working with him as a team in Muslim society committee... n i didnt expect it to happen so soon... but he made it! at least b4 he left IMU BJ... jutaan tahniah utk zaquan n juga the committee... yela, without the committee, it wont work well... it was a big event... :D

so at the sunathon, i managed to get 2 kids to do the suturing... :D.... ~ wanna read more bout sunathon??? baca previous post or juz click di sini~

6. i have finished my 2 weeks ENT posting... so currently i'm in Ophthalmology posting... and amatla x sabar nak bercuti!!!! ~tapi sabar itu separuh drp iman kan...???~ jadi saya bersabar... ehehe..

farah and I, at botanical Garden... hope there'll be another get away.. :D

ermm.. itu aje kot... but before i end, rasanya x terlambat lg nak wish all my frens yg sitting for their final exam skrg... moga ALLAH permudahkan urusan... moga lulus dgn cemerlangnya... ameen... insyaAllah, ana doakan! :D

sunway lagoon... 1 1/2 tahun di Sunway, but we never took the oppurtunity to go to lagoon.. hohoho

sunathon 2008

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Alhamdulillah, last weekend, saya dpt join sunathon di Serendah, hulu selangor organised by a few IMU students in collaboration with JAKIM, JAIS, JHEOA, etc... the committee was led by Mr Nour Izaquan... sy amat2 berbangga dan kagum dgn usaha dan semangat pada zaquan nih... i heard him saying to organize this sunathon while i was still in BJ, when i was working with him as a team in Muslim society committee... n i didnt expect it to happen so soon... but he made it! at least b4 he left IMU BJ... jutaan tahniah utk zaquan n juga the committee... yela, without the committee, it wont work well... it was a big event... :D

so at the sunathon, i managed to get 2 kids to do the suturing... :D yes, i tell u, this event gave benefits to many people... IMU students, as we get to practice the suturing skills (hands on... kat hospital, mana ada nak bagi students buat... :( ) the kids and mualaf org asli yg dpt free circumcision,etc...ermm...actually, this was not my first experience, as i had tried once last year -masa sunathon organised by PPIM and hospital An-Nur... but still, i had tremors while doing it this time... yela, after 1 year plus x practice, of cos rasa kekok... n alhamdulillah, 2nd suturing was better... since there were many (mmg ramai) IMU students, so i couldnt have more chance to practice... ermm...kena la bertolak ansur kan... every IMU student who came deserve to practice and experience it... :D all in all, there were about 80 kids +mualaf org Asli kot... and i think, there were about 60-70 IMU students...

initially, the event was not that smooth... Qualified medical assistants (MA) yg supposed to come, x jadi datang... so, only prof AL yg ada masa tuh... and when prof AL gave instructions, everyone was startled... coz di bilik procedure masa tuh, the committee members were not there... me, and others from IMU seremban nih of coz la xtau nak buat apa, coz we were freshly from seremban...our names were not even in any groups listed.. Dr ZZ was a bit upset, his voice was raised... so kitorg apa lg, lari la ke dewan... :p sounds jahat... tp niat kiotrg, xnak memburukkan keadaan... afterall, i think at that time, it was toooo crowded... but subsequently, everything got better.... everyone knew his/her own responsibility... a few doctors came later to help prof AL... Dr ZZ pun dah cool down... n i was slowly menyelinap ke bilik procedure tuh... :D klu ikutkan prof AL, he only wanted 3 persons per table... (there were 9 procedure tables) so, i first observed, then assisted the suturing, and later i grabbed my chance to do the suturing... :) pastu mmg dah x kluar2 dah drp procedure room until lunch time... :D most of the time, i'd be the assistant, and sometimes, observer...

drp unpleasant beginning, my day turned out to be a very satisfying day... :D this was because i had a so called 'special training' from a surgeon! it was the last kid of the day... i was there, hoping to do another suturing... and FYI, yg afternoon kids semuanya kanak2 yg takut utk dikhatankan... semuanya jenis meraung2... so my intention utk try bagi LA (local anaesthetic) pun terpaksa disimpan aje dlm hati... :( ~itula, during the morning session i was given a chance, tp ms tuh i didnt dare to do it.. YET.. kan dah terlepas..~ dan utk tenangkan this child, punya la lama... n this surgeon pun dtgla... n his skill of comforting the child was soo good... and after he had done apa2 yg patut, he gave the student the chance to suture... and pada masa yg sama, dia ajarlah teknik yg betul... and mmg terbukti, the correct techniques will give beautiful, nice suture... jika nak compare my suture in the morning with this one, mmg lg kemas.. :D and i was very happy coz i got to learn the correct techniques from an experience surgeon... alhamdulillah!

so, it was the end of the day... we went back to IMU BJ by bus... penat, yet it was a very good experience... now, i really am looking forward for another sunathon... :D coz this thing seriously need a continuous practice... klu x, next year buat, sure terketar2 jugak la tangan nih... :p actually, PPIM will definitely organize sunathon as its annual event together with the Annual Perhimpunan Agung PPIM-SC, but sedihnya, 3 years in a row, i missed it due to some other things.. eg this year, i didnt go coz the dates was sooo closed to my exam dates.. :(

hurmm.. and i do wish, my other frens pun akan dapat join jgk next sunathon.. esp kwn2 IMU seremban... :) let us all practice the skills we've learnt on REAL human being...

nway, the event was in the newspaper... Dila was so proud bila gambarnya ada dlm newspaper... but only tudung je nmpk ye... ehehhe... muka x nmpk sbb tgh tunduk... :p

so again, i would like to thank Zaquan and the committee members, whom i believed mostly were sem 5 students... as well as kak Khairun (IMU staff) for making this sunathon as a very very successful event!!!! and thank you for inviting us, the Seremban people to join the event... :D million thanks!!!!

ISK

another GOOD website... to all my muslim frens, feel free to visit it... INI SEJARAH KITA!!! adalah tanggungjawab kita utk mengambil tahu sejarah islam agar ianya dpt dijadikan iktibar... learn it by heart!!! insyaAllah, we'll become good muslims.. ameen... :)

i'm a banana

juz for fun... found this at Ching Mun's site... :D

You Are a Banana

You are mellow, easy going, and a total softie on the inside. People find it really easy to get along with you. You suit most tastes. And while you're very sweet, you're not boring or ordinary. You have an attraction to the exotic, and you could show up anywhere... doing almost anything! You are spirited, energetic, and a total kick to be around. You're also quite funny. Your sense of humor is on the goofy side, and it fits you well.

What Type of Fruit Are You?

anyway, i'm not sure about the results listed above... its for my frens and people around me to tell me whether its true or not.. (^_^) but one thing for sure, the last point, i can tell u, its not true... i dont know how to make jokes and obviously, i hardly make people laugh... =P

nway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CHING MUN!!!!!! wish u all the best in ur exams and ur soul-mate searhing mission!!!!! :D

stress

yeah yeah... harga minyak turun lg!!! :) -berkuatkuasa tgh mlm nih.. 1st Nov... :) alhamdulillah... =D

and alhamdulillah jg, exam's over... meaning major posting has come to its end...

hurmmm... i was very stressed out these few weeks... many factors... one of them, yg obviously contribute to my stress was the EBM(evidence based medicine) report... hurrmm.. i like to do EBM report... but only if i am totally free... as when i was struggling to do my 2nd EBM report, exam was juz around the corner... sbb tula i felt very much in pressure... actually, for my second EBM i initially wanted to do a topic which i think it was very2 interesting... yet, not much of evidences found... [i think i spent days to search for it] in the end, as the deadline getting nearer and nearer, plus exams, so i finally change the topic.. and i did the 2nd topic only in a night... and now, after exam, i think i am still interested to continue looking for evidences for that 1st topic... ~klu free sgt2.. which i doubt.. =p~

and exams... i think i did badly in my family medicine exams... both OSCE and SAQ... (lg bertambah2 rs stress and thinking of the need to put 1000x extra effort)

but alhamdulillah, i think i did ok in both psychiatry and orthopaedic SAQ exams... :D

hurmm... stress.. i think before this i was quite good at managing stress... even dulu2, i know how to differentiate btw 2 matters... eg: study and family or frens etc.... even when i 'shouted out' i'm stressed, a fren of mine tegur... " first time aku tgk ko stressed??? seriously aku x pnah tgk or dgr ko stress... ko muka tenang" iye... itu kerana sy masih dpt control stress...

tapi skrg, rsnya at certain point in life, i juz think that i couldnt handle it... :( haih.. camne nih???

ok la... now, i'm ok already.. sbb all the major stressors dah xde.. ehehe.. (i mean exams and reports) but somehow, i think i juz need to find a way to handle it...

and i think, the best thing for me to do for now, is to reorganise my life... :D -the best management as in the medical management is to treat the underlying cause! (",) sbb tuh i need to find the cause that contribute to my intolerable increased of stress level- :)

dan alhamdulillah, ALLAH itu ada di sisi ku... :) dan firman ALLAH di dlm al-Quran yg insyaAllah dan hrp2nya dpt memulihkan semangat azi: (^_^)

Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan janganlah (pula) kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah orang-orang yang paling tinggi (derajatnya), jika kamu orang-orang yang beriman.

[Al-Imran,3: 139]

p/s: jeritan batin hatiku - i want a break from uni!!!!!!!!! - kalau la boleh mintak cuti sesuka ati... =p

masyarakat..

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i was reading about poliomyelitis... under neuromuscular disorders in Ortho textbook... (exam's soon!!! ) and bila baca psl polio, suddenly my mind teringat kpd seorg adik yg sy jumpa di Paeds ward bbrp bulan yg lepas... he was admitted due to sudden paralysis and of course, one of the differential diagnosis that the doctors have to think of is: Poliomyelitis... tp luckily, he did not have polio... :D ~our health system nowadays is getting much better with immunisation etc, so insyaAllah, these days, unlikely to find polio cases... ;) ~

and bukan penyakitnya yg ingin diceritakan... tetapi yg istimewanya psl adik ini adalah kerana dia pekak dan bisu... hati saya sayu apb mula2 tahu ttg condition beliau... tetapi saya gembira kerana he lives a happy life... he has great parents yg menjaganya dgn baik.. :D

i am easily touched bila berjumpa dgn anak2 yatim, disabled, org2 tua atau melihat seseorg yg hidupnya berkorban utk keluarganya... setiap kali berhadapan dgn mereka, hati sy mudah berasa sayu, dan mata sy kdg2 mudah utk mengalirkan air mata... kalau boleh, niat di dalam hati saya, saya nak buat apa sahaja utk buat mereka gembira...

sejak sekolah menengah lagi saya ada cita2 utk membuka rumah anak2 yatim... kerana pada saya, setiap org deserves a happy life.. dan kita di dunia Allah ini, perlu hidup dlm keadaan tolong menolong antara satu sama lain... ermm... saya x pasti smada impian saya nih kesampaian atau tidak, tetapi apapun saya akan pastikan wpun x sepenuhnya tercapai, tetapi ada usaha yg dikeluarkan utk membantu mereka...

dahulunya, ketika di KL, apabila menaiki LRT... saya kdg2 akan terserempak dgn pakcik/makcik yg buta... dan setiap kali saya nampak pakcik makcik yg gagah utk berjalan ke sana ke mari tanpa bantuan org, saya amat2 kagum dgn mereka! teramat! saya memuji mereka kerana mereka x menjadikan cacat itu sbg alasan utk mereka malas bekerja di bumi ALLAH ini... saya bangga dgn mereka kerana mereka x menjadi spt pengemis2 di tepi jalan yg ada di antara mereka, sempurna panca indera dan anggota badan, tetapi malas mencari kerja... saya kagum! kagum yg kdg2 smp bergenang air mata saya... subhanallah kerana ALLAH SWT telah memberikan semangat yg tinggi buat mereka...

dan baru2 ini, while i was on my way dari klinik kesihatan seremban ke IMU, saya ternampak a limping Chinese man yg berjalan kaki drp main road ke hospital... dan lelaki ini saya kenal... beliau adalah anak kpd seorg patient di Rehabilitation ward... ayahnya, due to some medical problems, skrg lumpuh... dan si anak ini, walaupun beliau sendiri limping, tetapi tetap berTANGGUNGJAWAB menjalankan amanahnya sebagai seorg anak... bayangkan dlm keadaan kurang sempurna, beliau sggp berjalan kaki dlm panas terik matahari sejauh bbrp km semata2 utk membeli makanan utk ayahnya... saya pada ketika itu di dalam kereta yg ber'air-cond'... alahai azi... amat2 bersyukurnya saya! again, hati saya tersentuh... kalau boleh, nak aje saya offer utk anta beliau smp ke pintu masuk bangunan hospital...

dan insyaAllah, biasanya kalau ada rezeki lebih, akan saya hulurkan sedekah yg x seberapa kpd mereka yg memerlukannya... dan biasanya, kalau ke pasar malam atau berjalan di kaki lima di jalan TAR or Masjid Jamek, or Puduraya, ramai aje yg menadah... dan biasanya dalam situasi begini, saya lebih suka memberi kepada mereka yg saya nampak ada usahanya... wpun hanyalah dgn menjual tisu muka atau kerepek... saya akan memilih mereka... kerana sekrg2nya, mereka berUSAHA! berbanding drp mereka yg hanya duduk dan menggunakan si kecil utk menagih simpati.... dan saya teringat satu peristiwa ini, kalau x salah, smsa sy masih di KL dan ketika itu saya ke Sg Wang Plaza... saya melihat seorg yg x dpt berjalan menjual tissue in bundle... dan saya hulurkan sedikit wang kpdnya tanpa mengambil tissue itu... dan sy amat terkejut apb saya nk teruskan perjalanan, beliau memanggil saya, dan menyuruh saya membeli tissue satu pack (1 dozen tissue) or saya ambil balik duit saya... jadi demi menghormati permintaan beliau, saya bgtau la, "ok, sy ambil satu tissue..." but still, beliau refuse...saya perlu membeli satu pack tissue jg kalau saya mahu membantu beliau...

amat cekal kan beliau??? mmg sy respect dgn beliau... langsung x meminta belas kasihan daripada org ramai... subhanallah!! jika nak dibandingkan dgn kita yg sempurna tubuh badan ini, mesti bagai langit dan bumi kan?? saya sendiri pun x pasti samaada sy dpt jadi setabah beliau if anything happens to me... (?_?)

ermm... itulah... cerita ttg mereka... cerita ttg org yg amat tabah, amat cekal, amat kuat! x tunduk dgn kesusahan hidup.... dan cerita ttg anak2 yatim, disabled dan org2 tua yg patut kita bantu... (ini belum dilihat kisah saudara2 kita di Palestin, Iraq dan negara2 lain.. hurrmmm)

jadi, luaskan lah pandangan kita... jgn hanya melihat perkara2 di sekeliling kita shj... jgn lah asyik duk ingat girlfriend boyfriend je.. (hehehe..kidding) jgn asyik ingat nak beli kereta besar mcm si pulan itu, jgn asyik cemburu dgn org yg gajinya besar... tetapi sekali sekala pandanglah ke belakang di celah2 bangunan, di celah2 kehidupan masyarakat... masih ramai yg memerlukan perhatian dan bantuan kita... kdg2, mereka x meminta harta benda utk diberikan, tetapi mereka hanyalah inginkan kasih sayang drp masyarakat...

hurmm...azi pun x pasti camne cerita poliomyelitis bleh jadi cerita yg panjang lebar nih... hehehe.. tetapi harap2nya, drp cerita ini, diri saya sendiri, sahabat2 dan para pembaca dpt mengambil iktibar.... moga Allah jadikan kita semua org2 yg prihatin dgn keadaan sekeliling.. insyaAllah..

k, need to get back to books... and EBM report yg x siap2 ~sigh~

Weddings : Syawal 1429H

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i received a few weddings invitation dlm bulan syawal ni... and alhamdulillah, dgn izin Allah SWT dan rahmatNya, i managed to attend the receptions... so, kat bawah nih, gambar2 wedding.. :D

ABG FAHMY'S WEDDING : RECEPTION AT DEWAN JEJARUM, SHAH ALAM - 11TH OCT 2008

kami, bersama pengantin and pengapit... (pengapit lelaki,saudara Halim yg berbaju hijau, dan pengapit perempuan yg bertudung krim itu...)

Dr Fahmy and Dr syahmah

Sebahagian IMU students and ex-IMU students (newly grad Doctors) yg hadir...

after Abg Fahmy's wedding, i headed towards Kelana Jaya lak for my beloved senior's reception.. kak Yun!!!! ~b4 that, for the first time ever, i had my Zuhur prayer at Masjid Besar Shah Alam a.k.a Masjid Sultan Salahudin Abdul Aziz.. :D and i bumped into kak yati, KYS staff yg rupe2nya jg ke wedding abg fahmy, her second cousin... :) ~

KAK YUN'S RECEPTION AT KOMPLEKS TABUNG HAJI, KELANA JAYA - 11TH OCT 2008

kak Mira, pengantin of the day-kak Yun, azi and Ida... thanx ida for the company..

ini adalah gambar batch SPM'00 yg hadir... ramai la jgk.. (kebaikan kahwin after almost everyone dah hbs blaja.. ehehe.. )

and seriously, i've forgotten most of the guys' names... the front guy in the white shirt... he tegur me, sat at our table and talked to me... yet, i didnt ask his name.. :p tapi mmg seb baik la, dari awal lg, dgn jujur die ckp "eh, ko... tapi sorry la.. name mmg x ingat la...ko kat mane skrg??" the bad thing is,i think he's Hussenian... and considering dia 2 batches je atas my batch, i should remember his name at least... lg2 i think, he's org kuat Hussein... hurmm.. nvm..

Mr Rama n Encik Zaharin were there too... Encik Zaharin, as alwiz, lupa my name lagi... sure nak kene mention balik setiap kali jumpa die.. Mr Rama, he's doing fine... i dont talk to him that much... (sbnrnya, i'm avoiding him.. hohoho, but as the matter of courtesy, i hv to say something jgk kan.. :D pelik... i was once quite close to him, yet xnk jumpe die??? :p)

and ini akak2 kesayangan ku!!!! F4'2k dormmates... :D and they were all Husseinians jgk... kak izy di sebelah ku, kak anum berbaju biru, and kak adiek yg sentiasa ceria... :D kak izy n kak adiek pun dah kahwin.... tggu turn kak anum je skrg nih... :)

mmg excited bile nmpk muka2 diorg dr jauh... rasanya cam kedatangan dr seremban ke kelana jaya x sia2... dah bertahun tak jumpa diorg... contact pun kdg2 aje... tu pun hanyalah through frenster... cuma kak izy yg azi called recently after dpt her hp no from kak g-ah, utk ucapkan tahniah atas perkahwinannya dgn abg Diyah... =D and after that, nmpk la muka kak mira, kak ina yg dtg ngan pak yat, suami tercinta... n bestnya kak ina dah hbs her one year housemanship! dah bergelar M.O... and lagi yg best, now she's 8 mths pregnant... haih, tersenyum gembira pak yat...

i also met a few kakaks lagi... kak syima, kak farisha, kak sue, kak zu, kak mun, and kak syaza... but since they were in different dorm last time, so xdela close sgt ngn diorg... but still, i was happy to meet all of them... :) ~last time, all form 5 girls were put together in 2 dorms/one floor... and kitorg form 3 Husseinians at that time pun dimuatkan bersama akak2 form 5... kerana dorms tu originally were Husseinians dorms... and sbb tulah kami form 3 Husseinians were chosen to stay with them... :)~

mmg seingat azi, the time yg i plg rajin utk study, or the days that i would stay up until 2-3 am in the morning, or bangun pagi2 utk study, masa i form 3.... semuanya kerana tempias akak2 dormmates yg rajin nih... :)

huh... mmg indah kenangan zaman sekolah menengah bila diingat2 kembali... mcm2... KYS byk mengajar saya erti hidup... byk membantu saya menjadi dewasa... wpun org ramai melihat KYS dari sudut pandangan berbeza, tetapi bagi saya, kerana life saya di KYS la, menjadikan saya pada hari ini... :D dan pastinya, semuanya x berlaku tanpa izin ALLAH... syukur kpd ALLAH kerana telah memberi peluang kpd saya utk belajar di KYS... =) mungkin telah ditakdirkanNya, KYS itu menjadi medium utk saya melatih diri saya...

ok2... enough of old stories... =D

then, a week later, on the 18th OCT 2008, farah n i went to kak Alia's wedding... IMU senior.. kali ni, farah plak yg drive... and sebelum ke BTR, we went to kak khairun's open house in Bukit Jalil... jadi di BJ, we waited for kasemsuk, kak fahzie and iqbal utk convoy ke reception kak alia...

so we followed Iqbal's car... boleh baca apa yg tergantung di belakang keretanya itu??? "DON'T FOLLOW ME, I'M LOST TOO" and mmg betul pun... ehehehe.. tapi pepun, alhamdulillah we managed to get to kompleks sukan BTR.

KAK ALIA'S HUBBY'S RECEPTION AT KOMPLEKS SUKAN BANDAR TUN RAZAK - 18TH OCT 2008

so before balik, kitorg bergambar la ngan pengantin... -Ir. rezza and dr. alia..

hurmm.. jadi itulah antara weddings yg dihadiri bulan syawal nih... moga pengantin2 semua mendapat keberkatan drp ALLAH SWT.. moga perkahwinan kalian kekal dan bahagia hingga ke akhir hayat... dan moga drp ikatan2 ini, kalian dpt melahirkan anak2 yg soleh solehah... :)

"Barakallahu lakuma wa baraka alaikum wa jama’a bainakuma fi khair"

Semoga Allah memberkati kalian semua dan melimpahkan berkat kepada kalian dan menghimpunkan kedua kalian di dalam kebaikan"

-catatan pada 25 Syawal 1429H-

Quote 1

" Cinta bukanlah alasan utk menghalalkan apa yg haram... dan sekiranya itu berlaku, itu bukanlah cinta... tetapi nafsu"

quote drpd a drama series.... :) yg menuturnya bukanlah seorg cendikiawan, ulama' or sasterawan, tetapi hanyalah seorg pelakon yg 'berlakon' di hadapan kamera... dan tidak dpt dinafikan bahawa script yg keluar drpd mulutnya adalah suatu kebenaran... jadi seharusnya pujian diberikan kpd penulis skrip cerita ini di atas kata2 yg meaningful yg cuba diselitkan oleh beliau... :D

i dont really watch this drama series.... tetapi klu dah ada depan tv tuh, tgk jela... despite of only a little time spent watching this drama, i realised, cerita nih byk juga kata2 yg best... (",) so again, sy ucapkan sejuta tahniah kpd penulis skrip!

program semaian kasih 2008

browsing ISMA negeri Sembilan's website... and this is what i got... news and pics during one of our activities during Ramadhan... PROGRAM SEMAIAN KASIH 2008..

and di sini, saya nak ambil kesempatan kpd semua yg telah menyumbang... esp students from IMU seremban and juga dari Bukit Jalil... yg saya kira jumlah sumbangan yg didapati is very unexpected... thank you all for ur generosity... moga ALLAH memberkati amalan kalian, dgn anugerah pahala yg berlipat ganda... moga hasil sumbangan kalian ini menjadi benih kpd usaha islah dan dakwah Islam.. :)

perasmian program... ust abd halim menyampaikan sumbangan kepada pesakit...

sukarelawan ISMA beramah mesra dgn pesakit

akhawat.. antara yg hadir

ikhwah bergambar..

more pics: klik di sini

Godlink

juz wanna share an email that i got recently... an interesting advertisement! :D i think the persons who did this would love to share it with other people too... :)

created by: Firdaus & Zahir- design by Sabau http://pochedet.blogspot.com/2008/09/our-relationship-with-god.html

minyak

harga minyak turun lagi! tetapi sedihnya ia x sebanyak yg dijangkakan!!! hanya RM0.10...

bukan x bersyukur, tetapi melihat keadaan ekonomi semasa, harga minyak patutnya dpt diturunkan sebanyak RM0.30... at least! ini bukanlah hanya my personal view, tetapi pakar2 ekonomi juga berpendapat sedemikian... ermm... baca komen mereka di sini..

saya pada mulanya mmg x kisah sgt pasal harga minyak ini... semasa harga minyak dinaikkan dulu, saya redha.. kerana pada ketika itu saya rasa ia berpatutan, memandangkan harga semasa minyak mentah dunia...

dan saya mmg xdela concern sgt psl harga minyak dunia ini... ia makin naik ke, turun ke, saya xdela 'mencari'... segala info, usually saya 'dapat' drp kiriman email yg memenuhi inbox ataupun drpd bacaan sepintas lalu from newspaper online....

dan satu email ini baru2 ini, (last week i think) yg berjaya menarik perhatian saya.... ia menunjukkan calculation sebenar harga minyak.... katanya, satu barrel of oil, is 159 litre...

dan kiraannya seperti ini:

dahulu: harga minyak satu tong, USD 149

so, convert to RM, nilai pd masa tuh, USD 1=RM 3.25

USD 149 x RM 3.25 / 159 litre= RM 3.046/litre (tolak rm0.30 subsidi drp kerajaan, tinggallah RM2.70)

so obviously it make sense kan...

but sekarang, harga minyak dah turun kpd USD 108-110 (tertanya2 kenapa harga minyak turun??? ermm..kerana ekonomi di US x stabil.... )

jadi kiraannya..

USD 110 x RM 3.42(current rate as of 24th sept 08) /159 litre = RM 2.366 (dan nilai ini belum ditolak subsidi kerajaan yg RM 0.30 tuh)

err... komen??? i dare not to say anything... :) tetapi kata2 drp email tersebut yg sy ingat, "siapa yg bagi subsidi pada siapa nih"??? hurmm...

mungkin saya jenis org yg x kisah... at least i think, selagi saya afford to pay it, i wont make noise... (ini kerana jasa baik kerajaan yg telah menaikkan scholarship kami, tq!) tetapi apb difikirkan ttg org2 di sekeliling, sbnrnya harga minyak yg x berpatutan dgn nilai yg sbnrnya akan membebankan rakyat yg miskin or keluarga yg mempunyai ramai anak etc... x semua org diberi scholarship, x semua org dpt gaji yg mewah dan ramai yg hidup dgn bergantung pada pinjaman... bayaran kereta, umah, kad kredit, tanah etc.....

tgklah skrg, harga tiket nak blk kg pun melambung naik!!!! huhuhuhu.... harga barang runcit kebanyakkannya naik... hurmm... as commented by pakar ekonomi, "penurunan minyak kali ini gagal menangani inflasi"...

mungkin mereka berfikir this RM0.10 as 'duit raya' kepada semua... tetapi sebenarnya tidak.. kerana RM0.10 itu terpaksa digunakan utk membayar duit tepung gandum, minyak masak etc utk hidangan raya nnt yg harganya turut naik....

sbg penutup, saya nak simpulkan... mungkin saya (dan anda jg???) x bersetuju dgn nilai yg diturunkan kali ini... tetapi perlu diingatkan, apapun, kita patut bersyukur... skrg2nya, sediiiikitt, ia mengurangkan beban di bahu kita...

and sahabat2 sekalian, satu perkara lagi, ekonomi kita, masyarakat bukanlah hanya terletak di tangan kerajaan; bergantung kpd subsidi, elaun, pencen kerajaan etc... (wpun kedengaran berita x manis di sana sini, but we have to admit, as a body, (i dont talk as an individual) kerajaan has done a lot for the rakyat!!!) tetapi ia bergantung kpd diri kita jg... kalau lah diri kita pandai menabung, berjimat cermat... kalau lah kita ambil berat dgn keadaan masyarakat - menunaikan tanggungjawab zakat, bersedekah kpd yg memerlukan... insyaAllah, sedikit sebanyak ia dpt meringankan beban kita pada masa hadapan dan saudara2 kita sekalian...

to my muslim frens, di hari2 terakhir ramadhan nih, sama2 lah kita doa, harga minyak akan turun lagi!!! ameen... dan doakan jg, moga ekonomi malaysia akan stabil, dan tahap kemiskinan akan dpt dikurangkan dan kita rakyat Malaysia yg berbilang kaum ini akan hidup aman damai... dan doakan juga saudara2 kita di Palestin dan di tempat2 yg lain yg turut diancam kekejaman, dilindungi ALLAH sentiasa dan moga mereka dpt menyambut ramadhan dan syawal dgn aman... ameen yg rabbal'alamin

syukur

BAJU TERPAKAI UNTUK BERAYA...

IDRIS Kadir, 70, (kanan) dan seorang warga emas memilih baju terpakai sumbangan Yayasan Orang Kurang Upaya Kelantan di Pangkalan Chepa, Kota Bharu, semalam

Pada ketika sebahagian besar umat Islam sibuk ke pusat membeli-belah untuk membeli pakaian baru untuk menyambut Aidilfitri, ada juga insan yang tidak bernasib baik membuat persiapan sekadar ada.

Begitulah gambaran yang dapat dilihat pada majlis pengagihan zakat di Kota Bharu, Kelantan, semalam, apabila ada warga emas leka memilih pakaian terpakai untuk persiapan berhari raya.

-dipetik drpd Utusan online

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tidakkah berita2 spt ini menginsafkan diri kita???

tidakkah ia menjadikan kita org2 yg bersyukur dgn apa yg kita ada pada ari ini??? mungkin kita tidak semewah si A or si B, tetapi sekurang2nya, keperluan asas kita mencukupi...

alhamdulillah... :) moga Ramadhan kali ini dapat memupuk rasa syukur di atas nikmat kurniaanNya...

zakat

Dalam keadaan ber'emosi sehari-dua ini, gambar di halaman utama di utusan-online smlm menarik perhatian saya dan caption di bwh gambar tersebut mampu menyentuh jiwa saya...

KERANA RM16... Salah seorang wanita yang selamat terbaring di tengah-tengah mayat fakir miskin dan mereka yang cedera dalam kejadian berasak-asak merebut wang zakat bernilai 40,000 rupiah (RM16) di Pasuruan, Jawa Timur. Dalam kejadian itu, sebanyak 23 orang terbunuh dan ramai yang lain cedera dalam rempuhan apabila kira-kira 5,000 fakir miskin berebut-rebut untuk menerima bantuan zakat daripada seorang peniaga di Pasuruan, semalam.

mereka berebut-rebut utk mendapatkan RM 16.... sedangkan kita??? RM 16 itu dirasakan tak pernah cukup.... selalu mengeluh 'xde duit la', 'dah broke' etc... cuba compare kan diri kita dgn mereka di dalam gambar di atas... tidakkah kita berasa bersyukur dgn nikmat2 Nya???

so, kalau rasa bersyukur, tunjukkan lah rasa bersyukur anda.... :D (bersyukur bukan hanya dgn hati dan lidah, tetapi juga perlu diikuti dgn perbuatan jika mampu) tunaikan tanggungjawab kita sesama manusia... kalau sudah layak, keluarkan zakat... jgn duk simpan aje duit... ~hurmm...esp pada kwn2 yg tgh nk kumpul duit nk kahwin skrg tuh... jgn kumpul aje, dah cukup syarat kluar zakat utk zakat simpanan, keluarkan! spt sorg kawan nih, saya dgr, dah hmpr RM10k dikumpulkannya... :D -moga2 akan cepatlah majlisnya berlangsung nnt- (",) ~

insyaAllah, lbh banyak kita beri, Allah akan memberi ganjaran yg lebih byk kpd kita.... (^.^) kalau belum layak kluarkan zakat, boleh aje bersedekah sahaja... cuba pupuk dari awal sikap memberi nih.. seperti kata abu saif, "erti hidup pada memberi".. :D jika tidak, seriously, lebih byk kita earn money, tanpa memupuk sifat memberi, kita akan lebih sukar utk memberi pada masa akan datang... lg banyak duit dapat, kita lagi wish utk cari lg byk duit....syaitan mula menghasut, supaya kita rasa syok dgn nikmat dunia yg bersifat sementara nih... :(

so jgn rasa malu utk memberi... jadilah manusia yg bersyukur... antaranya dgn berkongsi nikmat yg kita dpt dgn insan2 yg memerlukan.... :) ramadhan ada lg 13 hari insyaAllah... bulan yg pahala setiap amalan itu dilipat gandakan.... jadi jom sama2 rebut peluang nih! :)

bersedekah lah..

Due to unexpected event, leading to unexpected expenses, membuatkan saya terpaksa reorganise blk my monthly budget... merancang kembali supaya everything balance... dan supaya bajet amal kebajikan x dilupakan... lg2 di bulan Ramadhan ini...

dlm ditimpa dugaan baru2 ini, saya terbaca satu hadis ini...

Baginda SAW pernah ditanya; Sedekah bagaimanakah yg lebih utama? Rasulullah berkata; " Hendaklah engkau bersedekah sedangkan engkau dlm keadaan benar2 kekurangan, sgt mengharapkan utk menjadi kaya dan sangat takut pula menjadi miskin. jgn engkau melewatkan yg baik itu, sehingga apabila nafas sudah smp di kerongkong, engkau berkata bahawa yg ini utk si pulan dan yg itu pula utk si pulan, padahal org2 itu sudah pun memiliki (apa yg diperlukannya)

riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim

i feel motivated after reading this hadeeth... adakah anda jg berasa begitu??? :) hopefully yes...

note: nway, hari ini sekali lg azi diberi dugaan... tak dpt nk gambarkan perasaan skrg... hanya Allah yg tahu... tetapi insyaAllah, moga ada penyelesaian yg baik... dan mungkin jg, ada hikmah yg lebih manis yg tersembunyi di sebalik dugaan ini... ameen... moga ada keberkatannya mdpt dugaan di bulan Ramadhan ini...